note: this was written during the two-week period previous to the breakup, not after
The most major thing is that we didn't agree on this. Before when we've done things like this it was in agreement. But this time you abandoned me.
This is why I am unhappy with you. First, you say you need time because you don't feel a peace about our relationship, which insinuates something is wrong. But you won't say what. Well, maybe you don't know what. I'll give you the benefit of a doubt, but it still means you are unhappy with the most precious thing in the world to me. Secondly, you have chosen to deal with this by not being around me. But if your unease is about our relationship, wouldn't you want to work it out with God and me? Thirdly, you chose to continue and follow through with your plan of not seeing me even though a) I felt no such unrest about our relationship, b) you know I didn't want you to do it and c) that two-week period eclipsed several major events, such as a concert and our year-and-a-half anniversary.