Title alone with my Thoughts
By candy

Summery: Willow thinks to much.
Spoilers: Session 2ish
Disclaimer: I'm working on making them mine. They STILL belong to Joss!
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(Willow POV)
Death. That's what I want.
Revenge. I want that too.
Two birds, one stone.
Two days ago. I was Willow, Oz's Girlfriend, Xander's lifelong friend, Buffy's little Buddy.

Now all I have left is my thoughts. I'm alone with my Thoughts. Buddies. They are the ones that pat you on the back. They are also the ones that can get the knife in your back deeper.

Oz had sex with Buffy! Xander had sex with Buffy and Oz! Buffy knew I loved Xander, but she slept with him. Bitch. Xander and Buffy were my best friends. They BOTH slept with my boyfriend.

My Boyfriend slept with them.
No matter witch way you put it, the all stabbed me in the fucking back. Bitches!

I'll get them. With the help of the one they hate, the one that will help me get revenge.

Angelus will Kill me and leave my body for them to find. I only wish I could see their faces. Their faces as he tells them I wanted death. That I asked for it.

Before i know i'm yelling out his name. The one I am going to ask to help.

"ANGELUS!!!!!"
"Yes, love."
I turn suddenly. I almost lose my balance, but I will NOT embarrass myself. I will NOT be the fool again.


(Angelus's POV)
I Look at the emotion that plays on her face. Hate.
She has it in her. The one emotion Darla saw in me. The one I saw in Spike.

Pure Hate.
But her's is stronger. She will be my mate. My equal. The evil she will do will be amazing. She will be mine.


(Willow's POV)

"You know what i want." I say it as a fact. He does know what I want.
"Yes, love, I do."
"Please, do it."
He smiles as he slips into his true form.
I briefly wonder if it will hurt. Will it be as I have read. Totally amazing.
He leans over me. I expect to fell his fangs but I fell his kiss. His sweet, cold kiss.

"You want revenge, little one?"
I do good to nod my head. Something in his voice makes my knees weak. Is this what passion feels like? I never felt this with Oz. He interrupts my thoughts.

"I smell you my little virgin. The smell of a horny virgin is the most intoxicating scent of all scents."

It is passion. He can smell it? "Come with me love."

I do as he asks. I follow him. I know he is going to the factory. What Will Spike think. Dru will think I'm taking her daddy. I can only come up with one way to tell. Time.

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To sequel or not to sequel.... That is the question

Webmistress notes- I know that this had little B/O action. BUT, it *so* signifies what COULD happen if there *was* B/O action. Besides, maybe with the right encouragement, we can get CAndy to write the missing sex scene between B/O/X that drove Willow to do what she did.
Sha