Tuesday
2:00pm
Ami
and Asuka walked side by side each other, leaving the exhibition center
after the fabulous performance of Swan Lake. Ami felt like she could fly,
the emotion of the whole ballet had gotten to her, and the fact that Asuka
was somewhat back to normal cheered her up tremendously.
“Well,
what did you think?”
Ami’s
mind was on something else, without directly answering his question, she
skipped forward a little way ahead and turned around in front of him. “I
want to skate, skate like them.”
Umm…
in case the fact escapes you, I just wanted to remind you that those people
up there weren’t skating, they were dancing, ballet.”
Ami
couldn’t help but grin at Asuka’s dismal attempt at being serious, “you
can never dance like you are skating, but you can skate like you are dancing,
and that is what I want to do, right now.
Asuka
smiled at her and looked at his watch, “but you still have like 3 hours
until your training with Sensei, we can go for a coffee.”
“Practicing
a bit more can’t be a bad thing. Anyway, Sensei Narai might be at the rink
now so we can make my lesson a bit earlier. I’ll see if she can take my
lesson at 2:30pm.”
“Are
your friends coming to pick you up later?”
“They’re
coming at 4:00pm to see me during my lesson, to cheer me on. I want to
give Sensei Narai a present, I want to give her a medal. And to give her
some hope, I must show her that I can skate again.”
“I’ll
come with you.”
“No
Asuka, you distract me too much. Come at 4:00pm, I should still be there.”
With that, Ami skipped away and disappeared into the crowd.
A glint
appeared in Asuka’s eyes as she said that, he was a happy man.
“Did you
hear that, the Senshi, all five of them are going to be at the skating
rink today at 4:00pm, and that is when we will strike.” Avarice grinned
at the news, the idea of striking them down excited him, once the operation
was done, they would be Lord Takechi’s favorite, no doubt about it. Perhaps
a few accidents might occur… in the end, he would be the only favorite.
Ossify
walked away from the shadows and took of his headphone, “we don’t need
to strike, that is what our human will do. There will be confusion and
we will win in the end. I will make sure that our human gets the energy
required to do the job.”
“I say,
we just go and kill them. Us against them.”
Avarice
groaned at Animusor’s stupidity. “Ossify’s idea is good, but if it should
fail we will have to go down and retrieve our little experiment. Animusor,
you will go and distract them in that case, Ossify, you must bring the
humanoid back, and any of the Senshis that we destroy. Is that understood?”
The two
creatures saluted awkwardly to their leader, “Yes.” Then turned away to
get ready for their jobs.
Sensei
Narai slid towards Ami who was standing in the middle of the rink after
a run of the routine. “Goodness Ami, I have no idea what happened between
last night and today, but you have improved drastically. Your concentration
levels are up, and your triple-triple landing was just a bit shaky. I think
by tomorrow night in the competition, you should be able do it beautifully.”
She beamed at her student appreciatively. “I am glad that we moved the
lesson forward by a few hours, you’ve just removed two and a half hour
of stress from my shoulders.”
Ami
frowned and wiggled her index finger at her sensei seriously, “sensei,
stress does not accumulate on the shoulders.” Ami face broke into a smile,
happy that she had finally managed to please her, and for once, she felt
the same confidence she had felt in the preliminary trails.
“I won’t
overwork you then. Let’s end our lesson here, don’t exert yourself any
further, but if you want, you can stay on the ice and feel it, don’t try
anymore jumps, is that clear?”
“I understand
you completely.” Ami leapt forward as best she could in skates, and gave
her Sensei a hug, “I’ll see you tomorrow then.”
Sensei
Narai’s pocketbell (the equivalent of a pager) beeped, she glanced down
and smiled. “Get some sleep, and whatever it is that made you so happy,
make sure that that person does it again.” Sensei Narai smiled, Asuka’s
Sensei had just left her the message that Asuka was also back on track.
Sensei Narai didn’t know exactly what had happened between the two of them,
but she knew that the connection between the miraculous improvement of
both students could not be by no mere chance.
“I think
I’ll stay here, my friends are coming to pick me up at 4:00pm.”
“Don’t
stay here for too long.”
“Only
for an hour more. I want to skate.” Sensei Narai turned away from her and
left the rink, hoping that Ami’s good mood would remain intact for the
competition.
Tuesday
4:15pm
The
music was on full blare, even from outside the door the strains from the
classical piece “Emperor” could be heard clearly. A door banged the minute
their hands were on the door handle to the entrance of Rink 1 and Asuka
appeared in the corridor. “Hey, you guys, this way.”
The
four girls and Mamoru followed Asuka’s beckoning finger quietly, bursting
with curiosity to know where they were being led to. A little way away,
they saw a small narrow white doorway with the sign “Staff Only”
on it. How Asuka had the keys to get into it was another mystery. But by
now, they had given up trying to extract answers to mysteries from him.
Asuka acted as if it was a normality, and once the door was opened, they
were faced with the most intricate state of the art panel of computers
and other controls for lighting, ventilation and music to Rink 1. “This
way, be careful of those switches over there, if you hit those ones there,
the fire-safety system might get triggered, and Rink 1 will be covered
with chemicals, not the best thing for Ami’s skin.”
“Rink
1? Where?” They frantically looked around for any signs of the rink in
the room, it had not yet occurred to them that they were only in the control
room.
Mamoru
smiled at the girls’ ignorance, “so, why are we here?”
Asuka
leaned forward to press one of the buttons tagged, “Screen”.
The button lit up immediately, a hush spread across the room as a small
whine of from the mechanical movement sounded. A wall in front of them
immediately slid away revealing a small window. Music filled the room,
the window exposed Ami skating to the same music, unaware that they looking
at her. “This is the Control Room, when you go into Rink
1, we’re behind the mirror.”
“Why
can’t we go in?”
“I don’t
want to let you people interrupt her, her powers of expression are at their
maximum right now, its almost like she is in a trance. We have to let her
finish this without disturbance, otherwise she’ll never be able to express
herself fully. Once she understands herself, she’ll be able to express
herself at anytime, she’ll learn how to show her feelings through dance.
Can you read what she is saying?”
“What
do you mean? It looks like a set of movements to me.”
“No
Makoto, look at her, it’s not just a routine set of movements. Like the
way you speak, by emphasizing different words in the same sentence you
can convey different meanings. She is sending out different vibes by moving
her hand slightly differently in the same movement, emphasizing a particular
action…” Asuka’s voice trailed off, lost in the beauty of what was
before him.
“…because
she is dancing.” Rei interrupting his preoccupied state.
Asuka’s
head jerked up momentarily from the music, “yes, because she is dancing.”
Mamoru
slid his arms around Usagi’s waist. “The expression of confusion, sadness,
love, yet innocent naivete. There is strength despite the weakness, she
is sending a mixture of messages in the need of protection; both a need
to protect and a need to be protected. She is here, but far away, she knows
the reality of life, but she is lost in the same maze of life. This is
mind of no one less than a confused and insecure woman.”
Asuka
smiled at Mamoru’s statement, his readings of her feelings. “That’s correct,
you read her dance very accurately.”
Usagi
turned in Mamoru’s arms, “you mean you understood all of that just from
her skating? You’re making this stuff up right?”
He smiled
down at the girl in his arms, “I’m not making it up. Isn’t it obvious?
Her feelings are written all over her form. This is just like art appreciation,
you have to let the artist sweep you into her world to understand her mind.
When you look at paintings, you look into their world.”
The
music came to an end and Ami’s movement across the ice came to an abrupt
stop with it. Usagi jumped in excitement and happiness. “can we go in?”
Asuka
placed a finger to his lips. “Not yet, wait for moment. Give her some time
to reflect on the magic that she has just cast and understand how and what
has happened. Look at her.”
Ami took
in a deep breath of contention. She couldn’t believe what had happened,
in the brief 4 or so minutes she had been in almost a meditative state.
The feelings that she had been trying to hide for most of her life were
no longer locked in the depths of her heart, as she spun, her emotions
became that of dust, drifting to the ice, falling from between her fingers,
her palms and her fingertips.
She
could imagine that it was a golden dust, a speckle of life, her burdens,
all floating free. She was embraced by her feelings, in the comfort of
love and sadness.
Like
Tinkerbell in Peter Pan, whose golden dust allowed her to fly and represented
her feelings - when she was angry she lost more golden dust, when she was
happy she literally glowed; Ami felt the same. The fine dust of emotion,
as she let it leave her body, she could fly, a great weight had been lifted
from her shoulders while she had been skating, like all the dusts of grief
that she had accumulated over time.
Her
heart flew free now, lifted by the strong arms of the man in her mind.
She realised what it was that she had been feeling for such a long time,
it was love and adoration of her best friend. She had been confused until
now, but she suddenly comprehended the rush of feelings, and she was sure
that the feeling was mutual. While the rational side of her told her that
he was not the man from her destiny and that the real Prince was someone
else, this time, she wanted to let her heart lead her.
There
was happiness in her mind now, and happiness alone, all the sadness which
had flowed through her veins had flown out of her body, on the trail that
she had left behind. She felt the power of her skating, of her dance. Finally,
Ami Mizuno understood what everyone had meant by expressing her feelings
through her movements. Mizuno meant ‘friend of water’, but
while she was the friend of mizu, she was also the friend
of yuki, she was yukino, ‘friend of snow’,
and thus ice.
“That
looked so good Ami! There is no doubt about it, you will win!”
The
dazed smile from her face immediately vanished at the sound of Usagi’s
voice ringing from one end of the skating rink. Ami smiled kindly at her
friends who had, somehow, witnessed her performance. “Don’t say that, nothing
is entirely definite, something might happen and I might not win.”
“You
can’t mean that! Of course you will win, you’ll beat them by a mile.” Her
friends rushed across the ice to hug her, she anxiously skid to the sides
to meet them. Although this was not the rink they were due to compete on
(that was in the Tokyo Athletics Stadium Ice Rink), she could not let her
friends destroy the surface of the ice that she had just skated on.
She
was met by a enormous rush of arms and faces, and was surprised that Mamoru
had joined in on this communal hug. Surrounded by her five friends, for
a short moment she was lost in the raptures, but she quickly noticed that
Asuka was missing. She wondered why he wasn’t with the rest of them. She
remembered him entering the rink when Usagi had yelled over to her. She
wanted to know where he was, and she wanted to tell him face to face what
she had just felt. Ami pulled away from her group of friends and looked
for him.
He wasn’t
there.
She
wanted to see him.
And
unfortunately, she would see him too soon.
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