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“I’m sorry Rei-chan,
but there was nothing that I could do if he already knew, he recognized us from
the Kuriverse, I never told him."
“Still, you have to admit it puts us at a bad position."
“I know that he can
keep a secret Rei-chan."
“And we know that he
can be brain-washed at anytime."
“That’s enough!" Luna cut in, “Rei-chan, you were the one who said that he
was no longer affected by the Kuriverse and you even encouraged him to give his
friendship with her one more chance, you obviously don’t have a problem with his
identity."
“But not to the point
of compromising our secret identities."
“I
didn’t do anything wrong, there is no point trying to blame me for it.
Rei-chan, you have to remember that I am not the only one who has let slip our
identities to others beyond the group of senshi, not to mention that I didn’t
exactly divulge the information either. And as for being brain-washed, he
was as susceptible as the next person, true, we don’t want everyone to know, but
now that he does, we will have to make the best of it."
“Still, for you to
confirm to him what he thought, you should have just kept him guessing, at least
it doesn’t say anything about the truthfulness of it, you’ve just jeopardized
our safety, our family’s safety by letting him know. From the very
beginning we made a pact to keep this a secret; that no one should know to
minimize burdens on our work. You have just undermined the whole point of
our secrecy."
“This argument isn’t
getting us anywhere, I have always been taught that one should be answerable to
one’s own actions, and I feel that I can truly answer to myself for what I have
done today. You’re right; I can’t guarantee that he won’t be captured by
them again, but I can’t guarantee that you won’t be captured again either, nor
can we guarantee that Mamoru-san will not be taken as he was before. We
are all susceptible to Kuriverse powers, we might all be captured and
brainwashed. Just because he was before, doesn’t mark him as a potential
candidate, just as it doesn’t mean that we don’t trust Mamoru-san despite his
previous link with Queen Beryl. Yes, there are risks in having let him
know, but keeping him guessing might only make him more suspicious and might
endanger more lives if he was determined to uncover our secrets, the simple
truth was, at that one moment in time he was so sure that he didn’t really need
any confirmation of it. He knew; it wasn’t a random guess that he got
right. That is what I believe happened, I have no regrets about letting
him know."
Usagi sat straight, for
a brief moment her light watery ponds of blue eyes seemed to solidify, and her
blonde hair shimmered as though deciding whether to remain blonde or
silver. “Let it rest Mars-chan, your concern is well-founded, but
Mercury-chan’s position is also valid. There is no reason to argue over a
moot point, even should Mercury-chan’s point of view have not been so correct,
it is the past and we cannot correct it. We will not let such a minute
detail mar our trust and friendship with each other. That is the end of
the matter and we will not discuss it any further in the future."
Minako, who had been
busily drinking her tea dropped her glass onto the table and stared her their
friend, their friend whose body had suddenly been taken over by the future
Princess Serenity of Crystal Tokyo. Spluttering, she coughed and choked,
“Usagi-chan!"
The moment had been
disturbed and shattered, Usagi once again reverted to her usual self, “huh
minna (everyone)? What happened just then?"
Makoto smiled warmly at
her and reached over to cover her shaking hands with her own, “nothing
Usagi-chan, we just got a little glimpse into the future, that’s all."
“Son, quit moping and
get down here to help me with the packing."
“Hai."
“You’ve been saying
that for the past day. If I came up to your room I bet I’ll find that you
haven’t even started doing any of your packing. We are leaving tomorrow
morning, how many times do I have to tell you that?"
“Hai."
“Son, did you hear what
I just said?"
“Hai."
“Urawa, what is wrong
with you?"
“Hai."
Sighing, Ryo-san
realized that his son had not listened to a word that he had said, abandoning
his packing; he climbed up the flight of stairs into his son’s room. He
did not bother to knock, knowing quite well that it would most probably not
register in his mind at all. Ryo-san found his son lying flat on his
stomach, his chin rested on the back of his hands that lay flat on the
ground. His eyes stared into space, he did not realize that his father was
standing next to him.
“Urawa, gobbledygook
mieow mieow woof?" (I’m sorry dear readers, I just had to poke some fun into
my characters ^v^ !)
“Hai."
Shaking his head he
leaned down to touch his son’s shoulder and gently shook him from his trance,
“Urawa, where are you?"
“The Nabeyashi Skating
Club rink 2." Urawa answered mechanically.
“Why?"
“Because I want to,
because I want to know what will happen."
Slipping into the
audience stands of the rink, she sat behind a column and watched his practice,
it felt strange to sit there in the cover of the column, it felt as though her
appearance was somehow fugitive even if it wasn’t. There were two reasons
why she didn’t want to let him know that she was here: first, she didn’t
want to disturb his practice; secondly, because she wasn’t sure if she wanted to
speak to him. Today’s encounter transformed her perception of him, yet she
wanted to be sure before she opened up the door to her life for
him.
As she watched his
movements she smiled, he was good, she gave him that, but she didn’t like his
style. His style was less about grace than it was about vanity, it seemed
that when he was skating, he was trying to say ‘look at me, I am skating, look
at those my moves, they are difficult and well-executed steps." It was
entertaining, showy and technically eye pleasing, but too ostentatious for her
liking and not at all aesthetically pleasing for her artistic
critique.
She and many others
used to be transfixed by Akiyama Asuka-kun’s graceful skating and preferred it
over Tsuzuki Asano’s style; it was always full of hope and happiness, every
story that he chose to tell always ended in goodness no matter what how the
character’s life began. She couldn’t replicate those feelings because each
skater’s aura came from their own experience, their expression and attitude
towards life; she did not have the same amount of hopefulness that he had.
Even in the face of all the pain that he had been through, he had always
believed that there was light, that there was something in life that he could
look forward to. That was until the end, until the Kuriverse had played a
cruel trick on his mind and made him believe that it was destiny; that his
destiny was to kill and be killed.
“I’m glad that you are
here."
Ami looked up with a
start, she had been so engrossed in her thoughts that she hadn’t even noticed
that he had finished his practice. Leaping up to her feet, she bowed,
“Tsuzuki-san, it was a pleasure to be here, watching your skating."
“You’re being polite,
if it was that good then your mind wouldn’t have strayed off to something else,
you would have noticed my stopping, you would have noticed my approaching
you," closing the distance between them, he stepped close to her, so close that
she could feel the uncomfortable heat radiating from him, “have you always been
so polite Mizuno-san?"
She took a step back
from him, she almost felt claustrophobic when he was so close to her; the
intensity of his questioning made her feel as though she was being interrogated,
“I certainly believe that politeness is a very important thing."
Taking another step
towards her, he closed the distance between them once again, “then you are just
like the person I remembered from the Silver Millennium then."
Suddenly frightened,
she stepped away from him, his violation of her personal space left her feeling
exposed and vulnerable, “I’m sorry Tsuzuki-san, it was a mistake that I came
here, I shouldn’t have done that; please excuse me." Turning, she ran
towards the other exit but was stopped short when she realized that there was a
metal barrier that separated her from the door.
“Mizuno-san, I apologize for my behavior to you, please, don’t leave now, could
we go out for a while, just to get to know each other."
"Iie
(no), I’m afraid that I made a mistake in coming here, I’m not ready to
get to know you, it is I who has to apologize for my behavior."
Stepping away from the
aisle, he allowed her to pass, “please Mizuno-san, come and visit me again some
time, even if you do not wish to speak to me."
She
nodded but did not say a word as she left.
“Doctor?"
Mewagi Mizuno
looked up at the familiar voice at the doorway of her office, although there was
no one in the doorway, she knew who was there; smiling she said sweetly, “yes my
dear Keizo-kun, I will be ready to leave in a moment.
Popping his head through the doorway he stared at her in alarm as he demanded,
“and who might this Keizo-kun be please?"
“Oh, you’re not him, I am disappointed." Mewagi smiled slyly to indicate to
him that she had only been joking as she gave her computer one last,
authoritative tap, “but I’m ready to go anyway."
Kendo Daiki laughed as he offered her his arm once she got up from behind her
desk, “you nearly gave me a heart attack just then."
Taking his arm she
returned his laugh, “and I happen to have one of the best cardiologists in the
country sitting in the office next to mine, what a coincidence."
“While I happen to have
one of the best pediatricians in the country standing next to me, it is a small
world don’t you think?"
Walking blindly she
stumbled as her shoe caught a small rock on the pedestrian way, her mind barely
registering which direction she was heading, only knowing that she was moving
away from the skating rink. The irony that the same rink had been her
sanctuary only yesterday, and was now the source of chagrin was not lost upon
her, it seemed that she would be continually disappointed in her choices of
havens and would have to escape the places that she was most familiar
with.
“Ami-san?"
Her head jerked up at
the familiar voice, and forced a smile as she saw her mother and Dr Daiki
heading in her direction. She was standing outside the hospital and to her
mother; and she hadn’t even known it. Her mother approached her with a
look of concern on her face, and asked if she was alright, whilst Dr Daiki
merely handed her a handkerchief as he stepped away discreetly into the
background.
Taking his
handkerchief, she realized that her face was wet and that she had been crying
during her walk. Burying her head in the nape of her mother’s neck, she
took comfort and refuge in the closeness of her warmth. She appreciated
the fact that her mother did not press the point in questioning what was causing
her tears, and even Ami did step away from her mother, her mother did not
ask.
“I... oka-san (mother), I don’t know what to do."
“Ami-chan,"
her mother
scolded her gently, “we don’t always know what to do, it is a part of life that
you have to learn to accept."
“I’m scared, what if
I’m wrong."
“Unless you know it is
wrong, then it should stop you. Not doing something because of fear of
being wrong is worse then being wrong when your heart was at the right
place. At the end of the day, not one can say that you didn’t try."
“Oka-san... what
if?"
“There are no ‘what
ifs' in this world, when there is a split in the road in front of you, you can
only turn left or right, you can’t walk in the middle, and there are no maps for
this road... if you turn left you can only wonder what right was like, and if you
chose right, you might lament what the left would be like. Either way, you
can only choose one side and wonder about the other. And as you continue
to walk you might question if the other side would be an easier road, but at the
back of your mind you will also have to remind yourself that that road might
have been even rougher."
“I... and if the left ends
in pitfall?"
“Then you’ll find a
good rope to apt sail to the ground below, but the other side might not have
left you a rope."
“Hai
(yes) oka-san. I think I’ll go home now."
Her mother nodded, “do
you need us to send you home?"
She
shook her head firmly, “I know the way home."