Summer Storm

I remember when we were in love
And we said we were there to stay
I remember when we talked and laughed
As the wind blew our fears away
The sun would always shine on us
Even if on others it would rain
We never saw the storm blow in
We never felt the pain
As a heart breaks, the flood gates open
And nothing can stop the flow
As tears run to the floor
We both should have known
That a storm will come into your life
Whenever your days get warm
As I remember when we fell in love
I'll never forget the summer storm.

Contrasting Feelings

Tears falling to the floor
Dripping and running down my face
Little puddles collecting by my feet
That turn into rivers
Between the boards.

A smile across my face
To light up a room
It sends sunshine to the corners
Where the dark and dreary lurk
To await there fate.

I will find him in a busy coffee house 
just off Pike Place
studying Nietzche or Tuscany or dreams 
warming his strong hands around a hot mug of Sumatra

he'll be a writer , like me 
so fiercely gifted I am humbled 
or an artist with a sleepy day job , 
in the earliest morning hours he'll paint me naked and serene 

he'll take emotion and light and vibrant love 
and make me believe 
he'll be a handsome , tender poet 
holding my arousal and my vanities up before me

he'll like passion and joy and magic 
vintage Fitzgerald and wine with dinner
a clean kitchen , breakfast laughter , bulletproof jazz 
summer storms , talking long after three , holding on to me 

he'll fulfill me 

when ever 
where ever 
what ever

Sweet Childe
Who brightens my days
My Sweet Childe
Who shows me her ways
My Sweet Childe
Who helps me see the light
My Sweet Childe
When I can only see night

She talks to me
And it makes me smarter
She laughs with me
And it makes me feel funny 
She cries with me
And helps me lift my depression
She stays with me
So I don't feel lonely

It's funny how the world works
How time flies
They can find answers to everything
Most sicknesses
How to go to a far off planet
But she knows more
She can cure, a dark, heavy heart.

pink invalid

one bent human 
safe and unuseual 
open and spreading
eating the blood of the sending
one bone on shattered spine
sound and kick the one who's carring
back is shell and warmth one feels 
pink flowers and leaves seen, unreal
finally clearly almost baby size
radiation and swollen thighs
the death and hum and starving goodbye
the bones and blood and opening eye
head down from eden to escape
dwindling light forces in spanking as bate
come out of me in blood and afterbirth
little precious abortion free peice of earth
hair to grow testicles to hang out
breast of mother and girlfriend in hungry mouth
featus brain arested by angst and anger
unfair the body i've grown is a stranger
what's happening is too fast too soon
longing for the faceless silence of mothers womb.