Father. a Naked face, blank of motion ducks behind numb sandbags fearless hard helmets - my sight of the War. Two report live, Walter and Dan, every evening at Six another no-fly zone crossed and ten soldiers coming home. You turn to me, in your Retired Dress Whites tucking the remote into the fold of the armchair to comment on the size of the Trench that keeps us indifferent to the peace we can not hold. And I remember growing in the shadow of your commands knowing I could never be as full as the lead in your heart: the hole that keeps us cold and still after dinner while the Boys measure and inventory the length of good-bye from the watch post on tv: I wonder why none are young here and how long you will be Away, at War. mon pere, "things are always changing, until they forget how"... 1997, Novembre << | >> Word | Menu | Mail ©Denise Angela Celeste |