Softly whispering your
name, I transgress
in my mind's wanderings
Back through our story
To the beginnings
Before birth
In our embryonic dreams
And a leaf falls on
my diary
Laying there in homage
to perpetuity
The loving sun caressing
my back
Penetrating warmth
deep to my heart's sigh
Softly whispering your
name, I ponder
how heaven's kiss
came in raindrops
Cleansing my soul
and enjoining us
Then why, I ask --
this separation
A test?
Of what? Our agony
in love denied!
And the leaf fell
to the floor
Softly whispering
'love, love'
A sigh to the winds
I peered into the
warm haze
And another leaf fell
close by my foot
in an autumn blessing
And it seemed suddenly
I was in a dream
Through seasons
wandering with you
Emerging finally
in the burst of Spring
I'm writing these verses
They're not mine
A Russian poet, a hero
He died in a cold hotel
room, alone
Desolate
But these aren't those
last verses
They're his 'Persian
Motifs'
About love and longing
For a woman, a
beautiful land
His Persia, in his mind
And I'm listening
to a melody
-- of love's languishing
Sung by a nightingale
-- her sweet exotic
voice lingering
in my saddened mind
'But you are my only
And we don't say goodbye'
The music goes on...
And tears swell in my
eyes
And my heart?
I dream, I cry, I pray
And the song goes...
'We don't say goodbye'
'You are my only'
In the early hours
candles, voices
Of a ship's slicing
passage on a
blue azure lake
Splurging, searing,
sifting
through the surf wake
Sounds, soft, surging
Passage of a ghostly ship
in the memories
of my mind
Awakening, aroused
Early in destiny's
calling
I awake, restless
Where are you in
this dream?
This reality?
Uncertain, perplexed
I ponder
Trying to unravel
this mysterious
memory
Of a dream
A ship's passage on
the cool blue azure
lake of destiny's
reflection
Voices, visions of
a memory recalled
In the early hours,
Caring as I do
I wander the
avenues of longing
searching
Your presence in the
flowers, the streams
The silence in the
forests
That embrace your
name 'Love'
Caring as I do
I neglect the
ways of the world
And wander in my
mind's pursuit
of dreams
Yet to be
Perhaps never to be
But believing this truth
to be destined
That we will love
again
Caring, caring as I do
I caress the
sand
And watch the
fine sunbaked
grains
Cascade
Disappearing in
the desert of
longing
And I cry for you
Caring as I do
my life takes
on a perception
of unearthly tones
Of music divinely
given
Played in the
cathedral's
forest of lost souls
Where I seek you
And I say 'It
doesn't matter'
Yet I die for you
"That a hero lies
within you"
Evoking words of
a pop song on the
desert floor
Remembering the time...
the telephone
birthday wishes...
over the miles
the millennia
of high altitude strides
Delivered... from
a tape in a public
phone box
There...
Here... memories
passionate kisses
of a song
played across the
oceans
Rarefied, stratified
crackling emotions
Distance and dreams
"A hero in you"
It was playing again
here by the desert pool
We were here, too
Remember?
And we almost...
well we didn't
The music's playing
It reminds me
of too much
Tears in my eyes
And I try to write
it down
Strange the way things
happen
And it's still happening
dreaming of you
In the desert sun...
"and a hero" playing