dancing in My head, 
            Killing Heidi moans only to Me 
            here surrounded by the modern 
            detrius of My life. 
            An empty coffee cup 
            lick the port glass dry 
            screwed up chocolate wrappers 
            spilled CD cases, 
            pack up in silence 
            and go to bed ... 

               stretched out .. fingers search 
                  over empty sheets 
            There's no aphrodisiac like lonliness 



            next?