The Battle - May 20, 2000
Today,
the anger pours in steady waves
as I stand and watch
the words fly.
The fury builds as I watch
the hidden wounds open
and the subtle pain begin.
Your eyes betray your disgust
as I'm sure mine do
and I struggle to muffle
the bitterness
that must exude.
I wonder
is it valour that keeps me
from the rejoinder?
Or is it a recognition
of the futility
to argue against a wall.
And we turn away
with a betrayed face
as I hide once more.
Withdrawing from the battlefield
is a matter of routine.
And my silence is not surrender
but a fact.
And my resolve is not to
answer your set ways
but to remind myself
of my own.
-title by KS
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