everything is so weird.  i guess that is the way that it is supposed to be.  i mean, how much fun would i be having if everything was normal?

in very little less than 3 weeks i go to college.  me.  in college.  on my own.  with my very own washcloths.  yeah.  own address.  own phone number.  the whole nine, baby.

i am seriously all messed up.

i am fairly certain that things will work themselves out.