it is the middle of october and it is already cold enough for a hat.  not a ball cap.  a fucking stocking cap.  yeah.  damn cold.

i wrote a 4 page paper for my dramatic imagination class.  i wonder if i will get it back tomorrow.  that would be pretty nice.  i really hope that i did well.  a year off from school really bit my ass this past week.  i had 2 papers due.  i worked really hard on both of them.  but i think i might have lost my touch.  i read them to my roommate and friend from across the hall.  they both said that the papers were really good.  but you can't trust friends to be as critical as your professor.  see my goal is to make dean's list.  i have to have a 3.25 QPA.  i won't bore you with how to calculate your QPA.  but so far i have been doing really good.  like 3.75.  i really don't want my papers to drag me down too far.  it would really kick ass to get dean's list my first semester.  prove to my parents that the year off wasn't too much of a hinderance.

i feel bad sometimes though.  my roommate studies her ass off and doesn't get really good grades.  don't get me wrong, i do study.  i don't study as much as she does though.  and i've gotten all A's so far.  that is totally unfair.  but then so is life.

i should make a new home and archives page.  i just don't know if i feel like it.

this kid named Crazy D is sitting in my room playing NES.  very weird.  yeah that is how we college students spend our free time.  not partying.  not studying either.  we play original nintendo for hours.  we even look up FAQs for games we don't exactly know how to beat.  the spectators sit open mouthed like it is the most amazing thing they've seen in their lives, when we all know that we used to spend our time exactly the same when we were in grade school and middle school.