
Where do the Children Play?
Summary: It is often the children who are forgotten during war,
their tales the ones that go untold. Percy Weasley. Oliver Wood. Marcus Flint.
Three such children whose lives were changed irreversibly by the first war
against Voldemort, a war that they were not only witness to, but unwilling
participants of. Here are their stories.
Chapter One - Percy Weasley.
Because we are all products of our childhood
He despised the stars. Their unbridled freedom to roam
unrestrained through the jet-black night fuelled a green fire within him, their
utter carelessness a stark mockery of the rigors of necessity that everyone else
had to conform to.
Why should the stars be free, when no one else was?
It puzzled him, the way poets wrote stars as a lover's
confidant, a hope for brighter days to come. Such ideals seemed so false, so
pretentious. The stars were not there as literally wonders, but to taunt them of
a past that he himself had never known.
Ma told him that he thought too much, read too much. But what
else was there to do? Every few months they were whisked to a new safe house, a
new temporary home. Each a contrast to the last, yet beneath it all, really the
same. Empty, isolated, impersonal.
And lonely. So very much lonely. Did stars ever get lonely?
There looked to be so many of them, it seemed impossible.
Percy stretched, gaze momentarily turned away from his nemesis
as he studied the small room that had been 'home' for the last few weeks. The
twins laid nestled together in an array of limbs so tangled that he couldn't
tell where one 2 year old began and the other ended. Sleep did not elude them,
for they were still children, ignorant of the world that was being spun around
them.
He however, was 5, and far too aware of what was going on around
him. Ma and Pa tried to hide it from him, of course, yet there were few things
one could keep from someone who was as inquisitive and prying as he was.
There were times he wished he had listened at less doors, not
overheard conversations that had clearly not been meant for him. Perhaps the
nightmares would not have come so easily then.
He shot a jealous glance at the twins, so like the stars. Always
shining brightly, always together. Always with him on the outside, not quite
understanding. He had never been able to understand their secret games, never
been invited to join. Like Cassandra and Helenus they were joined, fated to rise
together, doomed to fall from grace as one.
Perhaps if Charlie hadn't joined Bill this year at Hogwarts, he
would have had more friendlier companions than the many books Pa brought him.
But no, Charlie and Bill were as inseparable as the twins, more so the Greek
Achilles and Patroculus as opposed to the Trojan pair. Besides, they were so
much older, so much ... more, than he would ever be.
Two stars burning brightly themselves. He was merely a faded
Ajax who could not come close to matching their brilliance.
And who wanted to be Ajax?
Bill had given him his treasured copy of the Iliad before he had
returned to Hogwarts several months earlier. He could still remember how Ma had
protested; saying that there was no way a 5 year old could handle such a book.
Bill had looked at her in disbelief, and Percy had committed to memory what he
had said next.
"You can't be serious, mum! Percy ... Percy is brilliant! Beyond
that! He reads everything - absorbs everything. I swear he's more intelligent
than half the first years at Hogwarts! His knowledge is intense and vibrant - it
should be fed, not starved because it is different to most 5 year olds."
Bill had looked at him then, ruffling his hair as he smiled down
at him. "You're special Percy, one day you're going to be the most intelligent
boy at Hogwarts, I know it."
And Percy had smiled back, sharing in the glow that was Bill, if
only for a moment. Bill thought he was special - nothing else mattered. At 13,
his older brother was everything he wanted to be, and the one he missed most.
Not Charlie, and his obsession with something called Qwee-dish. Not his distant
Pa, whose visits were infrequent and always rushed. Not even Ma, who seemed to
spend all her time hushing baby Ronnie in some other room.
Unlike everyone else, Bill thought *he* was special. Everyone
loved the twins, and they all cooed over Ronnie, yet Bill was the only one who
paid any attention to him.
One part of Bill's statement confused him, however. Didn't *all*
five year olds live like him? Surely he wasn't the only one who read endlessly
to pass the dreary heaviness of time that seemed to hang like a dead weight over
each day. What could they possibly do if they didn't read? Perhaps they each had
their own twin to play with.
He would ask Bill next time he visited. Bill would know, he
concluded thoughtfully, glancing at the small clock that adorned the left wall,
studying it intensely. Surely Ma should be asleep by now? But no, the clock
still hadn't switched over from 'Mother resting' to 'Mother Sleeping'. Perhaps
Ronnie was keeping her awake? He was only 3 months old, his baby brother. And
noisy, very noisy.
He almost let out a whoop of joy when the clock finally did tick
over. Eagerly slipping on one of Charlie's old, patched jackets, he glanced over
quickly at the twins to make sure they were still asleep before gently lifting
the window, silently slipping out of it before closing it mutely behind him. As
his feet softly landed on the pine needle clad ground below, a wide grin broke
out on his usually calm face.
Free. He was free.
Without a moments hesitation he broke into a run, heading
straight for the towering tree's that encircled the small clearing. Dodging and
weaving, he alternated between prancing and neck breaking pace, sprinting as he
frolicked in the dense forest, letting pure adrenaline take over.
No restraints, no strict rules enforced by Ma. Why couldn't it
always be like this? The thrill of danger *did* add an extra element to his
nightly wonderings, Percy had to admit with a smile as he pulled up in front of
a stream he had only discovered several days ago. There was something
exhilarating about breaking the rules. He settled himself on the slightly damp
grass near the edge of the stream, soaking in the quiet beauty of the moonlit
glade - *his* glade. The gentle waves that lapped timidly seemed in no great
rush to get to their destination, and Percy couldn't hide his envy. Not only did
the stream know where it was going, it could take its time doing so.
Even though time seemed to drag like a retreating shoreline,
everything still seemed so rushed, so frantic. While the tide slowly went out,
the waves still crashed kamikaze style onto the waiting beach.
The waves here were far more relaxed and sensible. He would
prefer to befriend them rather than the mean, cold stars ...
His attention was so fixated on the ink black waves, he didn't
at first hear the gentle whoosh of grass being crushed behind him. There had
never been any reason to fear intrusion into their bland sanctuaries; some spell
that Pa would cast always prevented that.
"You shouldn't be out alone at this time of night, child," a
singsong voice called from behind him, resulting in Percy quickly getting to his
feet and spinning around. Involuntarily, he took several steps back, his
sneakers soaking in the wet sediment of the stream bank. Curiosity of meeting
someone unknown was quickly eaten by fear as he recognised the black robes, the
vivid tattoo that seemed in such stark contrast to the pale, moonlight-bleached
skin of the intruder.
"I ... I'm not alone," he lied unconvincingly, eyes wide.
Another step back, and this time the water sloshed easily over the top of his
shoes. "My Ma ... Ma *and* Pa, they're ... they're close by!" The Death Eater
chuckled, a harsh, deep sound that sends shivers down Percy's spine that has
nothing to do with the ice-cold water.
"You're mother is undoubtedly asleep at some safe house we have
yet to pinpoint, your father well protected within the Ministry walls," The
towering man broke off, growling. "The Ministry is as unbreachable as
Hogwarts."
"How ... how?!" Percy asked desperately, a tremble in his voice.
"You shouldn't be able to - you *can't* find us! It's ... it's impossible! Ma
said!"
"Dear, dear Percy," The man mocked as he took a step closer,
resulting in Percy backing up even more into the once friendly stream. Now it
did little more than hold him prisoner. "The stream is very pretty, isn't it? So
calm, serene? Must be a change from the usual rigours of being constantly on the
run." The gentle tone confused Percy.
"Yes," He replied, blinking confusingly at the other man.
"So lovely, and so very much not in the area that magically
protects your usual safe houses from even the most powerful of wizards," As
Percy looked on in horror, a triumphant snarl formed on the other man's
lips.
No! NO! It must be! He thought desperately, glancing around the
glade wildly. Of course it was within the boundaries of the spell, of course it
was!
"I should really thank you," The other man mused. "*Years* we
have been hunting down your family, only to always come up with a blank canvas.
You all simply disappeared - oh, we knew of the two at Hogwarts, but everyone
there is untouchable.
You're father *will* go down," He finished threateningly; dark
promises laced into each word. "And that honour shall be mine."
This wasn't happening, couldn't be happening ...
"What do you think, Percy?" He asked with a fake smile. "Shall I
hunt down your family and slaughter them, one-by-one? Rather Oedipus, don't you
think? Kill the family, send the man who couldn't save them insane."
"Hercules." Percy spoke up timidly. At the disgruntled glare
from his capturer, he knew he should stop; yet panic caused him to babble on.
"It was Hercules who was driven insane, not Oedipus." Hooded eyes looked at him
in barely disguised surprise.
"Intelligent child, aren't you?" He muttered softly, before
turning back to the conversation. "So then, shall we go the route of *Hercules*?
Or perhaps I should simply destroy you, leave your pretty carcass as a decaying
warning to dear old dad?" He laughed at the horrified expression on the young
child's face. "Come now, Percy! I could not have achieved this without your
help! It is only fair you have a say in this!" He laughed again as two streaks
of tears carved silent rivers down Percy's face. "Are you scared Percy?" He
asked playfully. "Good. I wouldn't want it any other way."
"Percy! Honey, where are you?!" The other man's eyes lit up with
overzealous greed and excitement as the desperate voice of his Ma rang through
the forest. The smile that had accompanied it dropped quickly when he heard
several other voices join in, then several more.
"Mama!" Percy cried, scanning the tree line desperately for any
sign of his mother. Cursing, the Death Eater lunged at Percy, causing him to
squeal in panic as he was pulled up into the man's arms, steal arms wrapping
strongly around him as he tried to struggle out of the iron grip.
"Mama!" He again sobbed, kicking, clawing - to no avail.
"Percy!" The relief in the other woman's voice was evident as
she suddenly appeared on the outskirts of the clearing, along with several
others that Percy had never seen before. Hair flowing loosely around her face,
she stopped short, fear radiating almost visually from her as she saw her child
was not alone.
"Lucius." The statement was short, dark. "Let go of my son, or
else I guarantee your death will be one told around campfires for years to
come."
"Is that a *threat*, Molly dear?" Lucius replied softly. "For I
do believe you are in no position to be issuing one," As if to prove his point,
his arms tightened around Percy's chest, causing him to cry out in pain.
"You do not want him, Lucius. He knows nothing - take me in his
place." Gone was the fierce determination, in its place stood a desperate
mother.
"I must correct you there, Molly," Lucius responded with a
malicious grin. "I believe that while like you, your husband would do anything
to save his own child, that same level of risk would not be extended to you.
Tell the Ministry henchmen to back off, or I *will* kill the child."
With a low growl, she did so, much to Percy's terror.
"No mama, no!" He begged, not understanding why she was backing
off, leaving him. "Please Ma!"
"I will hunt you down and kill you," his mother responded, eyes
locked in hatred with the other man's. "I will spare you no mercy, no trial. By
the time I am ready to finish you off, you will be pleading with me to kill
you."
"How ironic," Lucius mused. "I intended to say the same thing to
your son." In a flash, he was gone, Percy with him. Molly launched herself at
them too late, they had apparated long before she reached the spot they had only
seconds ago been on.
"Percy!"
***
"Ma!" he sobbed, as the clearing and his mother suddenly
disappeared before him, morphing into a darkened corridor of stone. With a cold
casualness, Lucius dropped him to the ground, a small smirk forming at the grunt
of pain it bought. With eyes laced with terror, the small boy looked up at the
man from his place at his feet, slowly inching backwards in a half crawl.
"Take him to one of the holding cells," Lucius spoke to a figure
that seemed to have been bonded with the shadows. "I will call for him when he
is desired."
"A cell, Lucius?" The shadow hesitated, glancing over at him.
"He's but a child - surely he could be kept else-"
"The cells." The man growled, shooting a glare of disdain at
Percy. "He is not a visitor, he is a prisoner. He shall be treated as such."
Without any further comment, he spun on his heels, stalking off down the
corridor.
"Come child," the gruff voice spoke. Percy found that it *was*
indeed a man, and not some terrible wispy monster as it separated itself from
the shadows and stretched a long, pale hand down to help him up. Tall and wiry,
he still rather *looked* like a shadow, with his black cloak and hair. Yet even
the almost sympathetic voice could not force him to obey, he felt as though he
had been frozen to the spot by an ice dragon. With a sigh that spoke of
impatience, the man whisked him up into his arms, and balanced him on his right
hip. The position was almost comforting, and Percy found himself unwillingly
wrapping his legs around the thin waist, his short arms tightly squirming around
the neck of this new man.
If he buried his face in the dark cloak and sobbed bitter tears,
his carrier made no comment of it.
The slow march to what was to be his new home seemed to stretch
an indian summer, yet at the same time the final destination was reached far too
soon. Weak protests had little effect as this new man, his Shadow, disentangled
his short limbs from his own, placing him gently on his feet inside a small
room.
Oh no, please no.
The cell was devoid of *anything*, there was no bed, no mat. No
light. Desperately he spun towards his newest companion, small fists grabbing at
his cloak.
"Please! Please don't leave me here!" Tears that had seemed to
have dried up on the journey here found a new spring to bubble forth from. "I
can't .. I don't .. please!" He didn't care that he was begging, or that his
pleads were aimed at the man who had brought here in the first place. All he
knew was that they could *not* leave him alone here.
"The decision was not mine to make," came the emotionless reply.
Forcefully detaching the hands that still grabbed his clock, the man turned his
back on him and exited the room, closing the door behind him with a harsh click
as he did so.
The small light from the corridor that had momentarily cast the
room in a sickly grey while it had still had access, disappeared the moment the
door shut, causing a muted black to move in, and with it hidden demons that
seemed to simply be biding their time before pouncing. Shivering, he slunk
backwards until his back collided with the far wall. Letting his legs buckle
under him, he brought his knees up to his chest, hugging them tightly.
The blackness wasn't closing in on him, those *weren't* demons
dancing in the corner of the room, he wasn't afraid, he wasn't ...
He lowered his head onto the top of his knees, and
sobbed.
***
"What do you mean, there is nothing we can do?!" The usually
even-tempered Arthur Weasley roared, slamming a fist down on the table. "We give
the bastard what he wants - *anything* he wants."
"You know we can't do that, Arthur." The far too collected and
calm Loriana Millers, Head of Defence replied. "War is a terrible thing, however
at times sacrifices need to be made."
"You are *not* going to sacrifice my son!" Molly Weasley growled
dangerously from her place next to her husband. "You will do whatever is
necessary to bring him back, or there will be hell to pay."
"We don't even know what he wants!" Arthur protested,
desperately.
"Yes we do," Albus Dumbledore spoke up softly from across the
table. "We all know that Malfoy holds a grudge against you due to the Battle of
Winnopea, you are the prize he has hunted for *years*, Arthur. The fact that you
have Ministry information that would make Voldemort grin in glee is merely a
side incentive."
"We are ready to make that sacrifice," Molly replied
stiffly.
"But *we* are not!" Smithers Jonestone, head of Seek and Rescue
responded heatedly. "We will *not* give up Ministry secrets to save one mere
child."
"One mere child?!" Disbelief was etched into every line of
Molly's face. "One *mere* child?! Why, you over blown windbag! I ought
to..."
"Molly, that is enough," Crouch reprimanded harshly. "Surely
there is *some* way we can come to an exchange that is agreeable to all
parties."
"Precisely," Dumbledore agreed. "And I do believe I know of a
way." he paused, making eye contact with each of the members of the Ministry's
council before continuing.
"Ever heard of a Muggle term, fight fire with fire, my
friends?"
***
He didn't know how long he was left alone in his private torture
chamber - what felt like days was most likely only hours, the small, rational
part of his brain told him, yet rationality was no defence against the
increasing rising fear that seemed to consume everything like a greedy
troll.
He hadn't moved from the spot against the wall, the terror of
upsetting the demons far too great. So when the door was finally thrust open and
dull light crept into the room from the barely lit corridor, he found that his
body had stiffened up so much that he couldn't launch himself out of the room as
his mind begged.
His own body had betrayed him. Traitor.
It was his Shadow who had returned; he had decided to call the
man that during his many hours (minutes? days?) of isolation. This time instead
of picking him up, he simply dragged him to his feet, ignoring the cry of pain
that was the result of unstretched limbs.
"You are wanted," Shadow said gruffly, yet the way he still held
his hand instead of letting it go went part way to diffusing the harsh words.
Percy clung to that hand like a lifeline, as he was lead out of
the room and down the corridor. Even though the corridors were hardly well lit
themselves, the contrast after so long made his eyes water slightly. Part of him
wanted to squeeze them back shut, to avoid the harshness. Yet the more
inquisitive part of him refused to, instead soaking in the unusual scenery, the
rigid walls that seemed to speak of harshness and cruelty. Occasionally they
passed another Death Eater, each seemingly more fierce and dark than the one
before. He found himself practically hiding behind his Shadow whenever one was
near, they radiated death and decay, and Percy was scared that simply being near
one would somehow make that rub off onto him.
The room they finally reached was off to the side of the
never-ending corridor. In design it was no different to anything else, Spartan
and ... well, boring. Of the same stone that adorned the corridor, it was
clearly meant to be an office, yet the room lacked the personality or warmth
that his Pa's did.
But then, Percy mused as his eyes landed on exactly *who* was
sitting behind the desk in front of him, Lucius was different from his Pa in
pretty much every way...
The fear that had faded slightly after being freed from the room
returned full force. Lucius scared him, the man was mean and nasty and, and ...
dark. Nothing seemed to describe him better. Blackness seemed to follow him,
*be* him.
"Sit." Lucius commanded, gesturing to a chair that was set up in
front of his desk. Gingerly, he obeyed. Coldly studying him for a moment, it was
a while before the man spoke up.
"When was the last time you saw your father, Percy?" The
question surprised him. Why would Lucius want to know that? Surely he would
rather know where Ma was hiding? But Ma would have most likely moved them all
the moment he had been captured, Percy thought bitterly, remembering his
mother's betrayal. *She* had left him with this monster. She was supposed to
have saved him. The impatient glance from Lucius brought him harshly back to
reality.
"6 months, 7 months?" He offered weakly, doing quick
calculations in his head. "He visited Ma about two months ago, but I was
asleep..."
"That's a long time, Percy - don't you miss him?" Again, Percy
paused. He should miss Pa, shouldn't he? Yet his father was almost a stranger,
he could only rarely visit the safe houses for fear of detection. But he was a
nice man, and he always made sure Percy's book supply never ran out...
"Yes?" He replied timidly, shuffling nervously in his seat as
the man's penetrating gaze rested on him.
"And would you like to see him again, soon?" Soft, almost
gentle. Percy nodded his head vigorously; wine red hair flopping about wildly.
Anything to get away from here. A malicious grin lit up Lucius' face.
"Let's hope dear old Pa feels the same way, hmm? Can you do
something for me, Percy?" Lucius then asked, the same soft tone being applied.
Again, Percy nodded, although this time it was far more reserved, almost
cautious.
"Ah, good boy. See this little cube here? I want you to speak to
it like it was your daddy, just so that he knows how much you miss him, hmm? I
promise to pass it on to him."
"Promise?" Percy asked quietly, starring at the small cube.
Would Pa *really* be able to hear him, and more importantly, would he *come* for
him? Maybe Pa had more important things to do, he always seemed to...
"I promise, Percy - now be a good boy and co-operate."
***
He waited almost an hour after the boy had been taken back to
his cell before connecting to the Ministry, taking that time to plan his revenge
perfectly. Arthur Weasley would suffer before he died, why wait until he was
officially in his hands?
They had been waiting for him, of course. Four days without
hearing from him must have worried both of the Weasley's so terribly. How good
of him to end their torment.
Upon seeing who the person on the other end of the visual
connection was, the bland secretary quickly put him through to what Lucius was
positive was some temporary meeting room that had been set up just for this
call. After several moments, the outraged face of Arthur Weasley finally showed
up through the mist.
"Lucius - I want my son back," He demanded in a low growl.
Lucius grinned pleasantly at him in response.
"Now, now, Arthur - surely we could at least attempt some
pretence of pleasantries. How has your week been? I must say, mine has been
rather ... productive." His smile widened as Arthur growled again, yet the smile
faded as an almost feral look came over the other man.
"Yes, yes - where *are* my manners?" The tone Arthur took set
Lucius on edge - *he* was the one who was supposed to be playing games, not
Arthur. Arthur wasn't in any position to be doing so. "My week has been rather
... complicated, but I do believe it is looking up."
"I have a message from your son," Lucius responded curtly,
ending the game before it had barely started. "You know what I want in return."
He played the small sound bite then, satisfaction creeping into his features as
Arthur paled slightly as the pitiful voice pleaded with him to take him home.
"Shall we arrange a time to make a swap - the child for yourself?"
"Children are such wonderful things, aren't they?" Arthur mused,
confusing Lucius in a way that bothered him immensely. What was the matter with
the man?! "They bring such joy, such fulfilment - wouldn't you agree, Lucius?"
Lucius froze as triumph spread across Arthur's face.
"And your son - such a sweet little thing, isn't he? All blonde
and pretty."
"How did you know about him?" Lucius seethed, panic rising
quickly to the surface as Arthur smirked in reply.
"I'm sure you are just dying to know Lucius, just as I *know*
you would love to find out who personally handed him over to us."
"You're lying." Lucius denied hotly, unable to believe what the
man was implying.
"I'm deadly serious." All hint of mockery was gone. Lucius' eyes
widened in shock, as Molly Weasley appeared next to her husband, his month old
son nesting in her arms, sound asleep.
"But ... how?!" Only a small handful of people knew his son even
existed, fewer still where baby Draco and Narcissa were hiding. Who could have
betrayed him? Arthur didn't bother to answer the question, instead, supplied one
of his own.
"I think we need to re-evaluate the conditions of this little
trade off, don't you?"
***
Twinkle, twinkle
He'd never thought he would miss the stars. They had taunted him
for so long, hung there so tantalisingly - he would have crushed them without a
wisp of hesitation if he had only had the power to do so.
Now, he longed for their company. The stars would have driven
this unrelenting darkness back into the hole it had come from, scatter the
demons like mere shadows on a bright summer day. Yet he had scorned them for
their beauty, their freedom. They would not come to his aid. That fault was all
his.
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