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September 10.31.03 No updates. Happy Halloween! *throws candy at all of you whores.* This year's Halloween was pretty cool. One of the best ever. Hell, even better than my kiddie Halloweens. Action. Yay. Sha Sha & the Azn Thug. Yay. Candy. Twizzlers. Yay. Lisa is laughing at me. Make her shut up. Lisa was the gothic Playboy Bunny. I was a gothic ho. Lewis was a thug. But that's no costume. *throws more candy* Wait. Lisa says that we don't have enough candy to spare. *hides the rest of the stash* Goodnight all the rest of you. 10:19 PM - *C* 10.29.03 Updated: one new prose. It can be good when it literally hurts to breathe. I feel like I'm going to die. I might stay home tomorrow & get some more sleep in because I don't want to get sick. I don't want to miss Saturday night either. I feel bipolarness setting in on me or something because I'm all depressed again. There are other things that I would rather not talk about openly. Right now I have to put up with listening to my parents argue over some stupid shit. They never show any tender emotion towards me. Not too many people do. What the hell is wrong with me? I may be one of the few people left who wants some real love or words rather than some money & it comes so limited. I haven't touched my scissors in a while but I think tonight we're going to make bloody love. Some scars that I made exactly eleven months ago are still visible on my skin. I really need some loving. I need my Tiger to hold me. But goddammit I feel like the world is being unfair to me right now. 9:34 PM - *C* 10.28.03 Updated: three new poems & one new prose & a new image on top. I really like it but it clashes with my design so it will probably be replaced soon. I think I will make this my new blog. Then there will be more updates & I'll feel more motivated to post my poems. All I need now are some more visitors. So go tell all your friends about this [un]lovely site. Aww. I was just serenaded over the cell by Ron & Billy. It was prettyful. "I was just calling to say that I looove you..." It's cold & rainy outside. I'm drinking coffee & singing along to the music. Things are peachy. Unlike yesterday when I was inches near collision with a car in front of me. Don't lean down to grab shit out of your purse when you are driving fairly quickly & following a car closely. I'm a real dumbass sometimes. I got school pictures back & for once I'm fairly satisfied with them. Except, my hair is not as straight as I would like it to be. & my image clashes with the celestial sky blue & white background [Because I dressed & looked slightly dark.] But other than that... wheee. Lisa told me that my boobs look very big in them. Man, I need some lovin'. [Ahem. I'm still pondering. That chick knows who I am talking to.] & before I leave, I shall leave you with the wisdom of Allison. Lazorra2786: hahaha my sister has this black curly wig for halloween & i put it on & i put on lots of eyeliner & i was like "look, i'm davey havok" i'm such a loser 6:36 PM - *C* 10.4.03 ...& then there was an update. I joined some cliques & put the links in that section. Check them out. I only have music links at the moment but more will come soon. I also have some new poetry to add later. Things have been happening that have made me smile yet life has been making me frown also. Maybe I'll go into more detail either. But if the sun's not on its way, I'll replace it with an H-bomb explosion & watch the world blow up. 12:35 PM - *C* 9.13.03 Welcome to the opening of a.PERFECT.sonnet! You should feel very special for being some of the first people to stumble across my personal site. Take a look around & read my writing, learn about me, take quizzes, get music reccomendations, etc. Don't forget to sign the guestbook before you leave... IF YOU DON'T, I MIGHT HAVE TO COME OVER WITH MY DOG & BITE YOUR HEAD OFF & FEED IT TO THE HUNGRY SPACE MONKEYS. Yeah. My blog, spotlight, & cliques will all be coming soon. Quick note: my guestbook link is faulty [I put down a link before I knew that the username couldn't be used.] So click to the guestbook using the link on this page only... it's linked to the guestbook I had for my d-land diary, so there are already entries in it. I'll try to fix things as soon as I can. Check back later. I might get a mailing list going soon. |