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The
words just spilled from your mouth.
I couldn't believe it was true.
You told me things weren't working out.
I sat there completely speechless..
I didn't know what to say.
Thoughts came pouring through my mind.
I couldn't talk.. or even breathe.
Finally.. words escaped my mouth.
I could barely understand myself.
Though you replied..
And said no.. no you didn't love me.
I couldn't believe that this was true.
Everything was just fine..
Then turned completely wrong.
What was I to do now.. with you gone?
As I sat there and tried to comprehend.
More and more I was in dismay.
How could a man I gave everything to..
Just turn on me and treat me bad.
You were never like this before..
Or at least I thought.
You must have kept it bottled inside.
Inside so I couldn't see.
But now you came forward.
And I'm in total shock.
You figured I would have caught on..
By the way you had been treating me.
But I just let it go.. and forgave you.
Just thinking you were having a bad day.
Even though the bad day turned into a week..
I never thought it could get this bad.
I didn't want to do anything..
But cry.. and only blame myself.
Being through that much pain..
Hurt me so deep inside.
I promised I could never love again..
Up until the day I died..
I didn't want to leave the only person I have ever loved..
So you still remain in my mind.. |