Just

Just when I think I’m over you
I hear you’re name and it all comes rushing back
Why can’t I forget you?
I can’t be with you
I don’t have a chance
And I know that
So why is it so hard for me to give up?
You’re part of my thought process now
And no matter how hard I shake my head
I can’t get rid of your personal brain cells
I hate the fact that I can’t even seem to control
How much of my brain you actually take up.
I let the thoughts flow
Because trying to stop them is like
Putting a brick wall
Between a mace and a wood building.
It’s not going to help any.
Memories of your high school days
Float through my brain like sticks in a flood
They have no direction but they’re on a journey
And they can’t stop till they reach their destination
My heart.
They pound on the doors
but the doors won’t open
my heart won’t let me love.
But the feelings are too strong
They burst through the doors
and cause my heart to pound in a new form
But then I start to see things more realistically
“It’s not gonna happen.”
I tell myself wisely
But by then my heart is drowning
And can’t swim back up.

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