Thought Pieces

God Are You Watching Me?

God blesses us all each and every day, and although he is all and it is taught to us that he watches over us constantly. Well i fail to believe that hes been watching over me much.

Maybe its because he feels as though i can fend for myself, as mush as i would like to believe that that is so, i doubt it, but even the best of us need help from time to time.

I have had a lot of terrible things happen through out my up coming from child to man, i do not blame him for all my sorrows. Such as the passing of my grandparents, i know that their passing was both painless and inevatable.

And i too know that they have moved up in the world, and that they will be waiting for me, when i get their.

And the tragic experience of my first girlfriend, at the time i was foolish and thought that i loved, i know now that it was childish lust, and when it all comes to a crashing end, i thought i t was the end of my happy days, but i came out a winner.

She has come out simmiler but with higher morals, but i learned so much more, i learned that theres s o much more to love, and i have also learned the meaning of life, and with the meaning of life you learn so much more.

Morals, understanding, feelings, and unthinkable thoughts, the difference of wrong and right.

And although i am far from being a saint, God has smiled upon me, and has rewarded my hard efforts with a stupendes gift. He did not give me money, riches, or any other possesive goods, no property of objects.

He gave me so much more, something thats not mine, now or ever.

For you can not own a person, God has given me a chance to meet the lovliest lady alive, at the time i did not know that things would flourish, but they have, so now i am forever thankful.

Even if i dont have the privilage of having her hand in marrieage, or sharing my children with her, i will still be thankful for being given the chance to share my love and recieve it in return with some one as great as this women i call baby, honey, love, or by her given name which palse to her beauty... Laura.

For i have been truly blessed.

I’ve known many ladies in my time, personally and non, and never have i met someone so great.

She doees not look upon the qualities which i do not posses, but she looks at those at which i do have.

So thank you good for lookin over me, at times i thought you turned your back on me, or gave up.

But now i know you were purely teaching me, and continuesly raising me to be a good person. I thank you again for the opportunity of meeting such a lovely person, as Laura, and will never forget you.

Even if i do not pray to thank you, i know that you understand me, when others may not.