Dead
By SarcastaBrat
If only I could stop myself
But I've come too far to hold myself back
I've talked about it again and again
But never fullfilled the task
There's no reason to turn around now
There's nobody to care
People will be better without me
Life just isn't fair
I know this is only for good
I raise the blade to my throat
And slowly slide the steel across
Now that I am bleeding
Maybe I am no great loss
But wait! I'm just a kid
I still have a life ahead of me
Now everyone's wearing black
and hovering around to see
It's so dark in here
I see mom start to cry
Oh gees, if I knew this would happen
I'd never have thought to die
No, wait, don't close the casket door
Don't bury me now
Not now that I know there's people who care
Not now that I see how
How life is so precious
Oh, no I am too young to die
Oh why'd I have to go through with it?
Oh, why??
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