Untitled
By Rapsflower
as i sit here...
mind dazed...
and confused...
im wondering...
how i'm going to live without you...
how am i going to get by...
some say....one day at a time..
others tell me.."dont cry"
if he really loves you....
you will be able to tell in his eyes...
over time...
but still it feels like it's no help..
theres no hope...
im still sitting here all alone...
wondering...
mind wandering into the unknown...
wishing that you would come home...
but knowin that in reality...
you will never be here next to me...
and still deep inside im urning for your powerful extacy...
to feel youre touch on my hand......
youre kiss softly on my cheek...
then here comes reality...
chasing after me...
i want to live in this dream....
i want to pretend that you are my king...
i want to hope and urn for you.....
i want to think that all this is true....
so reality chases me through another door....of emptiness...
and loneliness....
i think ive been through this door before....
leave me...
please let me be....
im scared i will not survive...
without this fantasy.
(
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