to Francis Hodgson
Newstead Abbey, Sept. 3, 1811
My dear Hodgson,
I will have nothing to do with your immortality; we are miserable enough in this
life, without the absurdity of speculating upon another. If men are to live, why
die at all? and if they die, why disturb the sweet and sound sleep that 'knows
no waking'? 'Post Mortem nihil est, ipasque Mors nihil... quaeris quo jaceas
post obitum loco? Quo non Nata jacent.'
As to revealed religion, Christ came to save men; but a good Pagan will go to
heaven, and a bad Nazarene to hell; 'Argal' (I argue like the gravedigger) why
are not all men Christians? or why are any? If mankind may be saved who never
heard or dreamt, at Timbuctoo, Otaheite, Terra Incognita, etc., of Galilee and
its Prophet, Christianity is of no avail: if they cannot be saved without, why
are not all orthodox? It is a little hard to send a man preaching to Judaea, and
leave the rest of the world - Negers and what not - dark as their complexions,
without a ray of light for so many years to lead them on high; and who will
believe that God will damn men for not knowing what they were never taught? I
hope I am sincere; I was so at least on a bed of sickness in a far-distant
country, when I had neither friend, nor comforter, nor hope, to sustain me. I
looked to death as a relief from pain, without a wish for an after-life, but a
confidence that the God who punishes in this existence had left that last asylum
for the weary.
I am no Platonist, I am nothing at all; but I would sooner be a Paulician,
Manichean, Spinozist, Gentile, Pyrrhonian, Zoroastrian, than one of the
seventy-two villainous sects who are tearing each other to pieces for the love
of the Lord and hatred of each other. Talk of Galileeism? Show me the effects -
are you better, wiser, kinder by your precepts? I will bring you ten Mussulmans
shall shame you in all goodwill towards men, prayer to God, and duty to their
superiors. And is there a Talapoin, or a Bonze, who is not superior to a
fox-hunting curate? But I will say no more on this endless theme; let me live,
well if possible, and die without pain. The rest is with God, who assuredly, had
He come or sent, would have made Himself manifest to nations, and intelligible
to all. I shall rejoice to see you. My present intention is to accept Scrope
Davies's invitation; and then, if you accept mine, we shall meet here and there.
Did you know poor Matthews? I shall miss him much at Cambridge.