~*~quietsoul~*~ Dreaming 4

does a man without lies truly exist? is there really a man who has known true love in his heart & soul without games in his head? can there be a man who is able to love & respect a shy, passionate, intense woman such as i? will i ever meet a man whose heart can destroy & create my heart anew within his? will my soul ever experience the sweet death & rebirth found only in a soulmate's embrace? will my world be shattered only to be rebuilt with new wonders & dreams?

Will you be the one?
© 2/25/98

silence is only another shade of night, another kind of death. the silence in my life was once hidden carefully beneath a warm smile, shining face, colorful laughter and dancing eyes. few had seen past the mask i wore to hide restlessness, loneliness, emptiness. few had known of the inner self that had been encased in a broken heart & shattered dreams.

one day my spirit was tired of the darkness but did not know how to be free again. softly clearly I heard her song, crying out to me, showing me the path to take. I heard the song of my wolf soul, who had been patiently waiting for me. She sang of light, innner peace and a love that will never be taken away from me. She taught me strength that had lain asleep within. She showed me laughter that had been locked away for so long. She gave me back love that no one will ever be able to take from me:
Love of Myself.

Now I am a free wild spirited woman ~ a woman who runs with the wolves. For my wild wolf soul must be free to be alive. For my spirit follows a wolf's soul song...
© 2/25/98

bitterness, so cold inside
can i actually feel something?
shattered trust, dreams into dust
no tears, anger, hate
waste of emotion and effort
everything that i once was
can't find her anymore
where did the laughter go?
open trust has slammed the door shut
and thrown away the key
the fire has died, taking the warmth
the roses are gone
as is the woman i once was
© 3/25/98

one night... that's all it took. just one night with him, dreaming a dream that shattered even before the sun rose. nothing is left except empty words on the screen, ink on lifeless paper. i buried his voice & his image deep... i buried myself deeper because i died that night. nothing is left of that woman once warm and open, trusting and caring... except quiet screams and coldness.
one night... and nothing is ever the same
© 3/25/98

Dragon Night
The night belonged to me, given by the dragon with his heart in his hands. He gave me a night more precious than gems, more brilliant than stars... I was always the giver, never taking much for myself. He gave to me and I freely took for once in my life. I soared higher than I ever thought I could since he gave me wings to fly. He gave peace with his body sheltering, comforting, exploring mine. He gave new emotions which have no name but are not threatening. He gave a touch to remember in place of a touch to forget. He gave what he could freely give to me, being content to just give. He gave freedom to be who I am & can be. He gave laughter & playfulness. I was given a night only a dragon who has his heart in his hands could give.
© 5/10/98

Dragon Love
How does a dragon love? Is that his love gentle and thoughtful, peaceful, deep and complete? Does he love with his whole being & not just pieces at a time? Is his love strong and protective, fierce, stable and wise? Does he love with caution instead of loving each moment as it comes? Is his love contentment and comfortable, intimate, cozy and warm? Does he soar effortlessly with love and contentment beneath his wings or does he pump furiously to stay above hurt, fear and rejection? Is his love a blend of laughter & tears, joy & sorrow, light & dark, beginning & end... life, death & rebirth?

I want to know.
© 5/12/98

To Chase A Dragon
It is not easy to chase a dragon. Sometimes it's better to let them come to you. If you want to chase a dragon, you must know that your intentions are honorable and true. Dragons are unique creatures, wise and strong, as well as gentle and shy. You must be nimble and quick but gentle and respectful. You ought to be persistant and constant, as well as flexible and stead-fast. It is good to have empathy and understanding along with sensitivity and patience. Trust and friendship are true riches to find but unconditional love is the most precious and priceless gift to share. It's not easy to chase a dragon. What is easy is just to run free with one, soar with one and love one.
© 5/12/98

Dragon Dance
light-hearted & warm
sensual, passionate, cautious
intimate & thoughtful
slow, complete, gentle
intense & unique
fierce, easy, free
quiet & emotional
soaring, comforting, wise
laughter & fear
peace, trust, understanding

softly calling promises
dancing with stars & clouds
two becoming one
yet remaining two
as dragons dance
under moon's watchful care
weaving trust love joy peace
to safely catch if falling
stars shine brightly tears
as the dragon danced with me

Hear the Song
Hear the wolf's soul song dance on the wind.
Listen closely to the melody to hear the mysteries.
Let the sound deep within your heart, your mind, your soul.
Hear the faint echo of the past bittersweet with accepted pain.
Listen to the steady strong rhythm of the present vibrant with passion.
Let tomorrow's song whisper into your ear hints of what might come.
Hear the cry through the air float free, proud, passionate.
Listen to hear the song within a song twining, completing, dancing.
Let your soul dance on the wind with mine blending trust, caring, love true.

As long as the wolf howls to the night,
As long as the dragon grants love & protection,
As long as two souls dance as one,
You'll always hear my song
If you listen with your soul & heart.
© 5/20/98

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