I'm tortured by memories my lifes stuck in the past This existance that I'm living can't possibly last Full of anger, hurt, and hate for things I cannot change But I can't see past my pain cannot feel past my rage I hate it this feeling thats deep inside I hate it this feeling just want to hide I really just want to get away becaus theres nothing that will stay I'm all alone theres nothing left I'm on my own Just like a child in the dark I'm so scared of falling apart Again, to all those pieces sharp little pieces Too hard to pick up cuz they're slicked with blood I hate it this feeling thats deep inside I hate it this feeling just want to hide I really just want to get away becaus theres nothing that will stay All these thoughts are raging in my head and suicides not far behind These fucked up insecurities are racing through my fucking mind Is my life a one worth living or is it just a shell Will my living bring me heaven or condem me to hell