15th March, 2002. 10:53 pm.
Plastic Surgery...I was waiting for a phone call tonight about going out details. Flipped on the boob toob while I waited and was mesmerized by a show on MTV about plastic surgery. I was so UTTERLY disgusted by the whole idea of it that I couldn't help but watch...mostly to see the progress the overweight girl made. The two girls on there made me want to vomit they were so so SO stereotypical southern california "oh I'm perfect but but I really wish I had an inch off my things...exercise? what's that?" I wanted to scream. It just about made me sick. Personally...I've been havign trouble KEEPING weight on lately. It's all the nights at the gym and my modified diet. Take my word for it...you want to lose weight, this is what you do: Eat four to five times a day at even intervals. Eat HUGE breakfasts. Snack at mid morning Eat LARGE lunch. Snack in mid afternoon East Medium/Small dinner Snack in mid evening, at least two to three hours before bed. DRINK WATER! Work out for @ 45 min to an hour three times a week...lifting weights! Cardio is good but cardio alone won't BOOST your metabolism and build muscle. The more muscle you build = the quicker you burn off fat and calories...the more muscle mass you can live with before you feel too "big" the higher your metabolism will be. Believe me...after about two months of this...I have to eat like a PIG to MAINTAIN weight! And I mean stuff my face "god I can't eat another bite" breakfast, lunch, and *almost* dinner. And I have STILL been losing around the waistline! So...the whole idea of plastic surgery...it disgusts me. I can't imagine EVER having it or suggesting it. It is just TOO easy to do it yourself, naturally, and SAFELY! Take it off, feel more energetic, and KEEP it of! I mean GOD!! There was a guy who got CALF IMPLANTS!!!! HE GOT FAKE TITS
IN HIS CLAVES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SO wanted to retch it
was amazing. He was bitching about liftign weights for two years to no
effect. Obviously he was doing somethign wrong....either not enough calf
isolation, protein, or form. I've got really nice calves myself...nice
LEGS, period, in fact...without even ever hardly working them at the gym.
Love...does love really exist? I mean, is everyone just being dillusional> Is there really more to it than intial lust/physical attraction/intrigue? Now, in today's society...more and more (even in TV) love seems more a process of just learning to "live" with someone. Is there love in the animal kingdome? Well...I guess that's been debated. Of course...I don't have an objective view on Love right now. I still have another year before it's really even a consideration to you. Heros...well damn it all if the celebratory bottle of Merlot didn't make me forget most of what I had to say about heros...except for this...what makes a hero? When does "your" hero become A "HERO"? What guidelines govern who gets a statue in town hall or what not? You have to be dead ten years, invented a modern marvel through science, politics, or *maybe* literature? Does it make you a bad person to WANT to be a hero? I've never had that desire, myself, but if I had...would it make me more of an "evil" person. Is teaching anyone ANYTHING evil...particually if you teach it as the end all, be all, like many organized religions teach the gospel... Well..my head is nodding so i suppose I am done for this evening.
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