My neck aches. my abs ache. my calves cramped up running this morning. I sort of split the inside of my upper lip on something. I'm tired. I'm cranky. Rolling out of bed this morning was a herculean effort. I didn't even have a DROP of alcohol last night.

Yesterday's Combatives training and sit ups and flutter kicks and this morning's cramps have proven to me just how OUT of shape I am...Sure I can carry heavy weights on my back but what else? I bet if i got down now to knock out some pushups I'd collapse at like 60...tops.

Oh woe is my body. At least my heart is well...what with the constant exercise it's been getting lately I should be A OK for IT tomorrow.

tomorrow

fuckin T O M O R R O W

(ok, well add in the 16 hour time differance I'll be gaining from time zones and it's not tomorrow, but it is, but it isn't...yeah)

I went diving at Maeda gain yesterday. I found this drop dead GORGEOUS conch shell last night. Now...normally I'm one to be all "take nothing, leave nothing" but god DAMN! this i just couldn't leave out there. In the whole year I've been diving i haven't seen a single one...

I feel horrible about it though...the shell is/was occupied. I tried like mad to get the slug to abandon ship but nothing doing...so now he's dying/dead of dehydration. :( that poor some of a bitch. Last night i actually lost a few minutes sleep over that.

but i mean...hell...it's a slug.

then again...it was his HOME!

*sigh*

I'll post pictures of my new trophy from the sea once I've cleaned his carcus out of it. Someday.

My treking pack came in the mail yesterday. How oddly fitting that I had to sacrifice my beloved locomotor for it to arrive. I haven't even opened the box yet though. My room is in total disarray with thigs layed out for my trip, waiting to be packed.

It's all good though, about my mess. I'll need to stay up late tonight doing something so i can sleep on me plane...and i learned a long long LONG time ago that coming home to a tidy, clean room is a god send. Assuming, of course, that i don't just go away and stay in her arms if things go as hoped. 

current mood:  cranky
current music: Def Leapoard _Adrenalize_  

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