-Fucking Story/Dream-Nightmare of a night. Planned on sobriety--you know, reality for a fucking change. Yeah right, good fucking luck Vomacka!--2 1/2 shots in my first rum/coke (according to my illustrious roomie Greg...slight buzz (poor dinner of spaghetti (no meat slight real sauce w/ tons tomato paste & spice preceding along with...)) Then what, um, fucking shot of vodka (Absolut--mine of course--Henry's Hefen) Shoot shit w/ Jeremy/Steven/Branden a while--then shot Tequila/lime/salt whole bit) Then Nicole & Hilliary show up (were already there? can't recall) Hit on Hilly big--she wearing patchwork dress--short--hot!! course I hit oh her!!  All night--she--2 (&1/2 at most) Henry Hefe and gone--later--she sick hurls, Braden, Nicole, Hilly & I walk Hilly home-stop halfway for her to vomit (@1:30 maybe?) Bran & I smoke just outside Cypress--he was working on sex w/ Nicole...tonight's the night...Bran pissed off she stays make sure Hilly alright..Fuckin 18 freshman he says.

So we smoke & talk & walk up hill to home--me pissed cuz Hilly never remember me (too drunk) he pissed no sex w/ Nicole. Make up hill, run into friends, hang/chill--bran event goes back to his apt for bed--I talk shit, hang out long time--come home--mean to go to sleep, but watch V a while--flip Spice & Playboy just for a few minutes--min stretches hour (& 1/2? maybe?) Start masturbating
knock knock

Fuck,I button up hurridly, but not b4 Greg's Sis & Bruce walk in--catch tail end of my buttoning...or even w/ dick in hand--not sure. Say Hello--they knock Greg's door as I sit/stand and think shit--just great... Greg wakes up--They move car somewhere so they hope no parking tic...Me embarassed, pour drink and slip away to drink/smoke "Great 1st impression" I said later to Bruce.

They all think I'm way more fucked up that I am.  I pour 1 final rum/coke--go out into forest to drink/smoke/sit/try to hurl (to no avail tho Bruce thought I did by the way I walked back-he & Greg smoking at balcony saw me sitting on forest trail...)  So I stand on balc--smoke a 4th cig and try for several min's to hurl again--no luck, come inside-drink water write this...
What a weird ass night--and I didn¹t mention long ass pulls off Nelson's drink & Beths drink (both koolaid rums. Nelson likes to make these I've noticed) the meeting of Chris in his room (I was following thinking they getting ganja really wanted a fatty rip...Chris pretend drunk & beth stroke head as Nel & I leave.  Nicole from Creekview, not Hilly's friend/suitemate at Cypress...) had left long time prior...the crowbar I'm holding right cuz I felt like it...the stealing Hilly's Payless boots & tieing to belt--or giving her cig