Sting Fields of Gold, Best of...
04.12.98
Ahm so damn bored. No more homework, no more statistics project. not today. Although I suppose Ima gonna have to reviewign for physics. *sigh*. It's icky rainy out right now, all day in fact. *NOT* nice/happy rainy at all...it's cold and dark and miserable. Been up (and actually outta bed) since 10. Thank god I forced myself back into a relatively sane sleep schedue last night...although I sat up till almost 2AM cuz I couldn't no way no how force my body to *just fucking sleep damnit!* GAAAHHHHH. sigh
I was gonna go on campus today and check out that email flower/card thingy bopper...but ref the weather folkz. Not a day to be outside...and inside is boring...no, sorry, nothing good on TV...
Stopped by Safeway yesterday to get ne coffee...I was
almost out. dumb shit I am, not only did I insist on getting flavored safeway
coffee..I got several varieties and mixed it together...now I have coffee
I don't wanna drink cuz I don't like it. Dumb fuck. At least it's guarenteed
to last a while...just gotta warn guests b4 brewing them some..."Um, I
*do* have coffee...but it's 'funky' tasting?"
"'Funky tasting?'" they'll ask....yeah yeah
It's currently 4:06PM.
I still don't know where to live next semester. No-one
needs a roomate in august...everyone needs one mid may/june 1st...I think
I'll probably end up just suiciding after summer...crash at someone's house
till I find my own.
WOrk this summer...well, looks like I'll be taking whatever
shifts Wendy cares to give me in the 'Chinese Kitchen Delivery Van'. OH
boy, yeah, i'm 22 goin on 23 in a few months. Yeah, I'm studying to be
an engineer. Yeah, I was in GATE as a child. Yeah, I'm supposed to be a
"gifted person"...um yeah, that'll be fifty two sixty five sir. Thank you
sir. Enjoy your dinner.
Grumble. Who really gets what they want? I sure as hell rarely seem too. Oh well, least I can take simple joy in life.
Oh yeah, that counter thingy tells me this morning 99
visits as of 1PM today. I wonder who the lucky 100th is/will be.