Cancer Horoscope for December 13, 1999

Avoid a tendency to overreact today. You are the person who always expresses caring and compassion, but your desire to be nurtured is strong now. Create an aura that will allow for serious conversations about your dreams and goals. Avoid rescuing anyone.

hum......

i didn't talk about my weekend in yesterday's entry. it was a huge let down. Rich didn't show.... even though he did call..... even though he had serious reasons for cancelling out.... it's just that he kept saying things to me like "you are so understanding, Jami". "you are so mellow, so great".

the truth is i did understand his situation..... it's just that i guess i was really disappointed.

i'm so tired of always being the understanding one......... yeah, i am always there for people but they never show up! how am i supposed to ever have one of those "serious conversations about my dreams and goals" if i'm alone all the time.... understanding/mellow or not.......... i listen to myself too much as it is!

hum.... am i overreacting here? *wink*

hum.... am i just looking for a little nurturing? *grin*

i don't know......... i like that i'm an understanding person...... i like the fact that people think i'm a great person (even though they don't see the demons living deep inside of me). i'd just really like some other things too........

ho hum........ thanks for listening! kisses for all of you............ me