January 3, 1999
I'm in Syracuse now. It's very late. I'm watching MTV. Alanis Morisette is on live singing "Uninvited"> I feel very discombobulated! I don't feel like I treat my Mom and Dad well. They spent so much money on me over Christmas this year and I end up getting into an agrument with my Dad - or a yelling match - whatever. Then, I spend all my time chatting - figuring out how to chat with Steve. It was fun, but frustrating. I also saw Al on-line. when i talked to him he acted like i didn't know who i was and he was pretty nasty. I know it was him even though he says it wasn't.... Fucking Men! I'm not talking to him - Al - any more.... I'm tired. I guess I'll try to go to sleep and figure my life out later.....
me