See is a friend....... a very close friend........ i have conversations with See 
when no one else is around..... See actually knows me better than anyone
could know me... and usually better than myself.... to tell ya the truth......

See is Me. 

Confused yet?? Well, you'll be seeing more of these convos.... let me know 
what you think of them!

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See- Hey now, I just saw your convo with Kitt! You
know - do you believe what you said to him? Jonathon
wants you to learn to trust yourself.  That means 
you have to be honest with yourself.

Me - I know. I didn't tell Kitt I'm in love with 
him. I'm not.... I like talking to him though!

See - Yeah, but if Aaron came to you tomorrow and 
said 'I want to be more than friends' you'd jump
right on.

Me - Yes, I would. But, let us be honest with 
eachother HERE.  That IS NOT going to happen - you
know that better than I do!

See - I suppose I do. But, you never know.

Me - I think we do!  Besides, I didn't tell 
Mike anything that isn't true.  I do think about
him.  I think he's sexy! He could turn my life
upside down.

See - Does he like you?

Me - What do you think? 

See - Probably not as much as you like him.

Me - Hmmmm. Is that old-negativity?

See - No, it's 23 year old reality!

Me - Maybe

See - So - this convo is boring me! back to 
jonathon!

Me - What about him?  What will we talk about?
I'm going to talk to him about how normal it
(this weekend) was.  I had a super time. I
don't want to talk about why - don't want
to analyze it. I just want it to be.  
Something good in my past - something that
makes me smile when I  think back on it
and how NORMAL it was.

See - you mean, 'Jami - Normal'

Me - Exactly!

I really need a shower!
Ok, i took a shower and feel good!

See - So you just going to tell jon it was good?
A normal weekend.

Me - Yep! I haven't had normal in a while. I don't
want to analyze it. I said that! I just need to
keep having these 'normal' experiences.

See - He'll deal with that? 

Me - I know he will - that's why I like him! He 
believes in me. He's a good person - therapy is
in his blood!

See - yeah, I suppose

Me - What? 

See - He can be an asshole - I'm sure.

Me - Yeah - no one is perfect. Geesh, See! I need to
believe in him!

See - Yeah, yeah, yeah, sorry.  Hey, you kicked
ass in Euchre tonight!

Me - I know. I keep cutting my ladder score in half
just about everytime I  play! It's fun! At least
when it's a million degrees below zero I'll have 
something to do!

Good Night, See!
Good Night, Me!

good night everyone...... Kisses for you........ jami

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