i tell you how i feel, but you don't care
i say tell me the truth, but you don't dare
you say love is a hell you cannot bear
and i say gimme mine back and then go there - for all i care

this is for my good friend out there..... he knows who he is....... he'll never read this,
I think he's too busy running from something he doesn't understand........

i got my feet on the ground and i don't go to sleep to dream
you got your head in the clouds and you're not at all what you seem
this mind, this body, and this voice cannot be stifled by your deviant ways
so don't forget what i told you, don't come around, i got my own hell to raise

One of these days, my friend, you are going to wake up....... and as much as i wish i could be
there when you do you pushed me away..... didn't need me..... our friendship anymore.....
so, i'm out on my own now!

i have never been so insulted in all my life
i could swallow the seas to wash down all this pride
first you run like a fool just to be at my side
and now you run like a fool, but you just run to hide, and i can't abide

I just can't/won't put up with it..... this isn't my fault. This is something that you are JUST as responsible for..... i don't have time for fools like you........

i got my feet on the ground and i don't go to sleep to dream
you got your head in the clouds and you're not at all what you seem
this mind, this body, and this voice cannot be stifled by your deviant ways
so don't forget what i told you, don't come around, i got my own hell to raise

Raising my own hell is satisfying enough........ i don't need to be blamed for yours anymore.... you'll have to figure out how to justify your actions now without me to blame!

don't make it a big deal, don't be so sensitive
we're not playing a game anymore; you don't have to be so defensive
don't you plead me your case, don't bother to explain
don't even show me your face, 'cuz it's a crying shame
just go back to the rock from under which you came
take the sorrow you gave and all the stakes you claim -
and don't forget the blame

The game is done! And, I think this time i might have won! Nothing you can do
can take away the blame you placed on me........ just run to hide.... run to hide!

i got my feet on the ground and i don't go to sleep to dream
you got your head in the clouds and you're not at all what you seem
this mind, this body, and this voice cannot be stifled by your deviant ways
so don't forget what i told you, don't come around, i got my own hell to raise

Stay outta my way.............

fiona apple, Sleep to Dream, Tidal

kisses for the rest of you....... jami

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