....maybe i'm amazed....

i was having a conversation with my Wondertwin tonight.... *shiver* it really is eery how well he knows me....

*shaking my head*

"you ok tonight", he asked. Just out of the frickin' blue! i don't really get it! But, still, i'm very grateful for him - he's amazing!

i'm not the most happy camper in the world right now but.... i did learn these past few months that i will be ok.... no matter what.... how hellish it may feel.... i'll live through it and i'll be ok.

i think about what i just went through and how much i just wanted to give up.... thinking, now, about it... about going through it again suddenly i feel brave and sure that i could do it again!

.... maybe i'm amazed at the way you really know me.... good night mikey!

kisses for you.............. jami

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