My Kinda Love

My feelings are far too tangled,

For you, or anyone else, to understand,

My love is really off the course,

Maybe there’s too much I demand

I tell you I just need your love,

But there’s much more to that,

It’s not that I don’t realize,

But I’m a love hungry spoilt brat

My intentions never mean to hurt you,

Its not you, that I don’t trust,

It’s my own self that’s insecure,

I’m lost in my own world of dust

But aren’t my desires justified,

Coz I’m doing more than I ask of you,

I confess that I need sacrifice,

And I’m ready to give up, what you want me to

Either you want me, or you need me,

But that’s not the question I’ll ask you,

There’s this simple thing I want to know,

Can you have your cake and eat it too?

I’m not being rude; just want to let you know,

Give me what I want, and you’ll be my wife,

Don’t say no to me ever,

I don’t want you to lose me for life

With Love

Raoul

March 27, 2002

11:24 PM