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Saturday 5.25.02 5:15am |
 I should be doing A-kon artwork eh, I had this idea to start a manga so I redid some old characters I liked and wrote out a silly story. More on that later. Am tired. Looking forward to a-kon and hanging out. Was reading my friend Brad's diary entries from Japan. He's gotten a pretty decent understanding of the place. Something I'm looking forward to learning myself. Also earlier today my brother tells me he just got a 5 bedroom house about 30 minutes from Tokyo. He's single, and all that room is more incentive for me to stay. But well, suppositely the house to haunted... tradition house with sliding doors, soil basement and all. XD Also the proprietor didn't even wanna stay late into the evening to show him all of the rooms >___< Normally that would freak me out, but it's vastly interesting right at this moment. Eh, older entries...
I was cleaning and ran over some old cards, sentimental what-have-yous, and this card attached to a small sony camcorder cassette I've never seen before. The handmade card reads: We've shared a few laughs, we've shared a few tears... We've shared a few pizzas, we've shared a few beers... we've shared a few bills, we've shared a few struggles.. we've shared a few blankets, we've shared a few snuggles... we've hung in together through sunshine and showers and there's nothing I'd trade for sharing like ours! Signed Kim. I examined the little mini cassette and pondered what could be in it. I don't remember what we did with the camcorder. I'm afraid to see what's on it and at the same time, I'm curious as hell. I'm in a low point in my life and I dunno if dragging out old memories is a good thing. I'm really curious, I've been staring at this thing for an an hour now. She used to draw these silly crying bunnies and the most gorgeous cat silhouettes, and most of all, she drew on my heart. And to this day I dunno where she ran to.
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~Rick-chan =^.^=
My Mood: 
Disappointed
Listening to: Edit the Sad Parts By Modest Mouse
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Sunday 5.12.02 4:45am |
 I know, I don't have a new picture finished yet. Suffice it to say I've CG colored this before, but now I'm going to creatively watercolor it. What does "creatively watercolor" mean you ask. I don't freaking know... it's 4 something and I just got home. I had some frollicky fun with Sara before and after the movie. We had this awesome date. Yes, date. I know what you're thinking. Don't ask me this stuff, even I can't understand.
I wake up every morning and half of me is depressed about facing all my problems and junk. The other half wonders what's new and interesting to do. Because if I don't wake up thinking there's something more than what we all do from day to day, then it's worthless. I HAVE to try something new. Does that explain it? I hope so because I can't explain it any other way.
I have a crush on her. What the !@#$. She made me say that >___< I do adore her incredibly tho ^___^ And I got to see her new haircut. Very short, very cute. Apparently, she's the only person that likes my hair. And in case I didn't throw enough good compliments her way, I have to say she's one sexy bitch LOL. Anyhow, we talked about our date afterwards, it's funny...
loserchick: so did you enjoy our date.
Haha, take whatever meaning you want just don't take it too seriously LOL. We're both very close friends... Listen to my music, you'll understand.
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~Rick-chan =^.^=
My Mood: 
Flirty
Listening to: Cautionary Warning From Black Heaven
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Saturday 5.11.02 1:25pm |
 Gotta run to work today but I did a quick morning sketch of Asuka. The Rei is really a redone version of a very old picture. I just fixed the hands, etc. Kinky? Yes. Profitable? Hopefully! Yep, I'm selling out wahahaha! Also went and talked to Sara last night... think I got back at 4 or 5 in the morning. Not that we got a lot of time to talk, but yeah now we have a "date" to go see Spidey tonight. When I say "date" I mean wild sex. No wait, I actually mean we're going to get on each other's nerves and beat the crap out of one another. Yeah. See, this is what you get for telling me you kiss on the first date O___o Note: No we're not going on a date date... it's all a joke, relax! |
~Rick-chan =^.^=
My Mood: 
Nostalgic
Listening to: Cautionary Warning From Black Heaven
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Friday 5.10.02 2:25pm |
 It's Deedlit from Lodoss TV. I kinda wanted to capture the whole wind effect but yeah, that didn't come out too well. I defintely need people to critique things before I finish them. On to more interesting artwork ^____~
I randomly went to see Metropolis last night at River Oaks. Tezuka is still the man. Combine the innocence of retro anime with the edginess of Rintaru/Otomo and you get something only worth seeing in theaters. I'm a little excited LOL. Nothing since Mononoke has really done that to me... not Escaflowne, Spriggan or Jin-roh. Thank god for Tezuka. I laughed and then I was touched, that's what theatrical anime should be.
On a more personal note, I finally said goodbye to my friend today. I should've talked to her last night instead of the movie tho. But yeah, we exchanged hugs. I say that because well she hugged me and I wasn't afraid to hug back. She didn't get the wrong idea. She knows me... How can you ever tell someone you care deeply for them but not in the way that counts to them. I've been struggling with how to say it that I've forgotten how I usually am... so I just do. I think directness is something I should do more. It works on so many levels and people you really care about deserve that. I still feel like a jerk tho... damn. |
~Rick-chan =^.^=
My Mood: Nostalgic
Listening to: Dope nose By Weezer
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