Disclaimer: I own nothing! Not the song, not the characters, and not the plot! Actually maybe I do own the plot..unless the plot bunny in my head disagrees *listens intently*, Well he doesn't seem to be saying anything so I DO own the plot!! ^_~ Enjoy! Oh and R&R!!
You say you heard every word, but I watched you turn away
Your eyes grew colder than winter
"Love is so intrusive," I thought I heard you say
And laugh so unconvincingly
Hermione ran down the stairs into the common room to meet her boyfriend Harry.
He grinned as he saw her hurrying into the room.
Wheres the fire? Harry asked her just as she threw her arms
around him.
In the Potions class if were not there in five minutes. Hermione
replied as she nuzzled closer to Harry, obviously in no hurry.
Uuggh
I hate Potions with the Slytherins. Harry proclaimed
as he pulled Hermione closer.
We have to go whether we like it or not. Hermione said pulling Harry
through the portrait hole.
Do you have Quidditch practice tonight? Hermione asked as they walked
slowly down the corridor toward Potions.
No, but I have a lot of Divination homework to do tonight. Im sorry
I know you wanted us to spend some time together tonight, but Professor McGonagall
said that if my grades slip any lower Ill be kicked off the Quidditch
team. Harry responded to Hermione as he watched her face fall in disappointment.
Youre acting as if Quidditch is your life! Hermione exclaimed
as she turned to face him in the corridor outside the Potions classroom.
Quidditch is very important to me! Harry responded heatedly.
More important than your own girlfriend? Hermione asked, as she
began to back away from Harry.
Of course not, but
Harry didnt have time to finish before
Hermione interrupted him by saying, Oh! So theres a but
is there? Fine! See if I care! Let me see you try to take Quidditch to the next
Hogsmead weekend or to the next festival! Hermione turned from Harry but
not before she gave him and icy stare. Hermione walked into the Potions classroom
muttering to herself about how love was always interfering with her life and
chuckling mirthlessly as she found a vacant seat next to Neville Longbottom.
Just as she took her seat she watched Harry come into the room and stomp to
the last vacancy, next to Draco Malfoy. Hermione almost burst out laughing at
the sight of those two sitting together.
Famous last words, "I'm not ready yet"
After Potions Ron came sidling up to Harry as he walked the Great Hall for
lunch.
So what happened between you and Moine? We could all hear you yelling
outside of Potions. So what gives? Ron asked Harry as the sat down at
the Griffindore table as far from Hermione as possible.
Oh the usual, Im not ready or willing to give up Quidditch and Hermione
thinks that I like playing it more that I like her. Whats with girls and
hating sports anyway? Harry asked his friend as they began eating the
food that had magically appeared on their plates.
Ron smirked at Harry before saying, You think she not getting any and
thats why shes mad?
Sick-o! Im not shagging her if thats what you mean. I dont
think that Im ready to make that step in our relationship, particularly
if she gets this upset about Quidditch and such. Harry replied as he finished
his plate of food and turned his green eyes toward the end of the table that
Hermione had decided to lunch at. As Ron watched Harry he saw his eyes flash
silver as one of the seventh year boys came over to flirt with Hermione.
He loves her but doesnt want to admit it. Maybe I can help.
Ron thought as he continued to observe Harry as he watched Hermione flirt with
the seventh year.
"I won't be gone a minute"
Harry walked slowly towards his Divination class with Ron. Wondering if the
love of his life had just dumped him for some seventh year git. Ron sensing
that his friend wasnt in the mood to talk simply walked in silence beside
him.
Several days later, after Divination class, Harry walked with the rest of the
Griffindore house team out to the Quidditch field where they were going to watch
the Slytherins practice. Remember as he walked the last time Hermione had sat
in the stands with him. He hadnt seen much of the practice that day because
he was too busy watching the girl he loved. After about an hour of watching
the Slytherins, Harry stood up. Ron stood with him and asked, You going
in?
Nope. Ill just be gone a minute. I need to see something.
Harry answered as he headed toward the castle. Going straight to the Griffindore
Tower, he muttered the password Lemon Canaries to the Fat Lady and
headed directly to the common room once the portrait swung open.
Seeing Hermione there by herself was a relief, maybe he could talk to her privately
before anyone else showed up.
Narrow is the road and too high a price to pay
Hermione. Harry spoke hesitantly to the girls back. Hermione
swung around and stare icily at Harry.
Umm
I was wondering if we could talk. Harry asked pleadingly.
I thought that we had settled this already! Hermione burst out.
No, you thought it was settled. I never got to shared my point of view.
Harry said still looking into Hermiones eyes and pleading with his heart
for her to let him in again.
Why should I let you state your point of view if I already know it?
Hermione spat at him with a look of pure ice in her eyes.
Then Im sorry, but if this is what I have to do to make you listen,
I will, stated Harry calmly as he raised his wand and said, "Petrificus
Totalus!"
Hermiones body became stiff as she collapsed to the floor. Harry carefully
picked her up and carried her gently to the couch. Then he sat down next to
her before he spoke.
I want you to know that I would never put Quidditch above you. I love
you with all my heart, soul and body. You, Hermione Granger are too high a price
to pay just to play Quidditch. I love you too much to let you go. I realize
that I had to take extreme measures to make you listen to me, but you would
let me explain. Now Im going back outside. If you love me the way that
I love you please come find me. Im not going to chase you anymore.
That said Harry move toward the portrait hole and as it swung open, he ran back
and placed a soft kiss on Hermiones lips and whispered his love and ran
out of the portrait hole before he could change his mind.
When loneliness is such a sanctuary
Hermione lay motionless on the couch. Harry was right; she hadnt given him time to explain. Right now though the loneliness was almost welcome. Then she remembered all the tenderness that Harry had shown as he had put her in the full body bind. Hed almost cried because he didnt want to do it.
Empty are the musings and wasted are the days
He really does love me. Hermione mused, as she lay on the couch unable to move. Ive wasted so much time wanting him to see things my way that I never thought about what he wanted. Ive wasted so many days and months with him. Tears were trickling down her face as she lay on the couch. Just then she heard the girls coming. Not wanting them to find her like this she closed her eyes and pretended to be asleep as the group came in.
When you say you were only waiting
Hermione lay there waiting until the group left, then she tried to push herself
up, but found that she couldnt. See opened her eyes and saw Ron looking
down at her.
You really did it this time didnt you? Ron grinned as he pulled
out his wand and muttered a counter curse to the body bind. Hermione immediately
sat up.
Ron said, I havent restored your speech yet because I have a few
things that I want to say, and knowing you, youll go accusing me of something
I didnt do. Ron grinned as Hermione stared at him with hurt in her
eyes.
Youll thank me later I promise. Ron moved closer to Hermione
on the couch as her shoulders began to shake with silent sobs.
Youve hurt Harry very badly and because youre my friend and
Harrys my friend, you have to understand that I can see how Harry did
this. Ive watch Harry the last few days and every time another guy even
looks at you his eyes flash silver. He loves you with all his heart and you
need to understand that. I leave it there, but if you hurt Harry like that again,
dont expect to see me or Harry to come after you again. Ron spoke
these last words meaningfully as he looked into Hermiones tear-streaked
face. Then he walked away leaving Hermione speechless.
And famous last words, "I'm not ready yet"
Im not ready yet to face Harry. Hermione said to Ginny as
they walked to breakfast in the Great Hall the next morning.
But Hermione, dont you love Harry anymore? Ginny asked as
she stopped in the middle of the corridor and spun to look at her friend.
Yes, but Im just not ready. Hermione responded.
"I won't be gone a minute" and I won't forget
Harry looked up expectantly as Hermione and Ginny walked in the Hall for breakfast
but to no avail.
Im going, said Harry to Ron as he stood up to leave. Ron hurriedly
finished his last roll and stood to leave as well. As the two friends walked
their first class, Harry suddenly stopped and turned to Ron.
Ill never forget her, but its time to move on. She obviously doesnt
feel the same way as I do. Harry spoke bitterly.
Dont give up! Ron told him. Shell come around.
She just needs some time.
Famous last words
If tomorrow never comes, will I ever know that I was in love?
If you mix this root in with
Professor Snape droned on in
Potions class. Hermione tuned him out and sat thinking if she had made the right
decision in leaving Harry.
Will I ever know if it was love or if it was only an infatuation, did
I leave him for nothing? I wish I knew what to do!!! Hermione hadnt
realized that she had spoken these last words out loud.
I think paying attention in class would give you enough to do, Miss Granger,
Professor Snape said as he looked pointedly at Hermione. Ten points from
Griffindore for speaking out in the middle of a lecture.
Hermione glanced over at Harry and notice for the first time that his eyes were
flashing silver at Professor Snape.
He really does love me! Hermione thought as she studied Harrys
profile.
I was in love
I was in love! Hermione exclaimed later that day to Ginny as she
danced around the common room.
Now the problem is, will Harry take me back after the way I treated him?
Hermione didnt wait for an answer.
In love
I know that it is love that I feel for Hermione and its not just infatuation.
I cant stand it if someone berates her or flirts with her. Why cant
she see that?!? Harry asked Ron.
Dont know but Im getting out of here because here comes the
topic of conversation now, replied Ron as he walked away.
You say you heard every word, I watched you turn away
Harry
Hermione smiled tentatively at Harry. Harry simply
looked at her and waited.
I just wanted to apologize Ive been a fool. Please, Harry I know
that you love me. Hermione nearly broke down at this point as Harry continued
to look at her impassively.
Please, Harry
Will you forgive me? No answer was forth coming.
Harry
Hermione began again.
I heard you. Harry said as he turned away and began to walk down
the corridor.
Please! Harry! Wait! Hermione cried, as she collapsed in the corridor
crying.
You were only waiting
Harry turned back and looked at the heart-broken Hermione sobbing in the corridor.
He stood there for what seemed like ages. Then he slowly walked back towards
Hermione. He bent down and spoke directly into her tear-stained face.
Now you know how I felt. Harry once again turned and walked away
to the sound of Hermiones heart-broken sobs.
You were only waiting
Authors note: I realize that this isnt the way most of you thought this would end but not all stories have happy endings. I may write another version where it has a happy ending, but this is the ending that seemed to be most fitting in this case.