I first came across this girl in the year 2000.She was a very pretty girl.A
quiet girl
though.I gradually started to like her.I would smile at her whenever I past her
and out
of 100 times she would smile at me like once.
I managed to tell her that I like her.She smiled at me but the next time i saw
her and
after telling her how I felt.She simply acted as nothing has happened.
At school I made up a love story about her.She doesn't know that.
I always wish I would have a nice pretty girl friend that I could look after.
I've just finished high school (year 2003).
I think about her even though I might never see her again.I've done as much as I
could
to express that I care.
IF only she knew how much I feel towards her.
If I had the chance to talk to her again.I would tell her that I never lost the
caring
feeling towards u.
I also had another friend I like named yingxuan.She's a really nice friend.I
starved
myself during lunchtime so I could buy her a big mashmaro doll worth 260 nz
dollars.
As time went by I simply have that kind of love towards her.She has upsetted
me.She
just doesn't care how I feel.
I did so many things for her.All i got from her while she was on vacation was a
pencil
and a pen plus a rubber.
I said to her thats alright.But in my heart I felt like I've been guttered.
Although she has hurt me so many times.I wonder why some strange power has
forced me
to "pay a look out on her"
My grandma left suddenly 2 years ago.
I don't have anyone to love anymore.These two girls carolyn and yingxuan meant
quite a
lot to me.I just hope one day we will become friends.
I will still love yingxuan and hope she realises one day the things I did for
her.Maybe
we will be together one day.
As for Carolyn?!!I hope so too.IF i had to choose I would choose carolyn.
She's the kinda girl I really like to talk to.
I truthfully love these two girls
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