I want so badly to be released To find clarity within my battered soul. To do what I cannot do for as if To find peace from within my heart. People don't know who I am or why, Why I don't know happiness. I'm helpless in many ways For why can't anyone see it? I'm lost in another world A world unlike that which you know. I don't see friends or family Just people trying to be as such. I listen to sad tunes for hours Yearning to cry out all my pain. I'm ignored, insulted, and for what purpose? To be shown I'm nothing and others are everything? So I sit here and write, hoping That someday someone will see my pain. But the days go on, endless it seems The Empty feeling grows, never to be gone. |