"This food
is for you," she said, slinging the saddlebag toward him. He
caught
it and took it into the hut. Tessa followed him into the dank interior
where a small fire burned in the centre of the room.
Tessa stepped back
and took his arm. She whispered in his ear, "Padre Quintera is
probably in the church right now. I see some light coming in from the
inner door." Pulling him inside, she closed the door, enclosing
them in complete darkness. Keeping hold of his arm, she led him to the
inner door where a crack of light showed underneath. Carefully, she
pushed and then peered through the small opening into the candle-lit
church. She could not see much other than the altar, so opened the
door
further and stepped into the church. She spied the priest at the far
end of the small chapel; he was dropping the bar on the door that led
to the street, closing the church for the night.
He turned and
yelped
a very unpriestly "Caramba!" when he saw the Queen standing
by the altar. Then, he smiled and his face reddened.
How very
endearing,
thought Tessa. A man who blushes. Aloud, she said, "I have
brought someone to see you, Padre Quintera."
A look of
confusion
crossed the priest's mild face as de Beauville stepped out of the
shadows
and into the soft light of the church. Slowly, the priest moved down
the aisle toward the altar. Tessa could see he was nervous; his hands
clasped and unclasped as he closed the distance. It was clear that he
did not know what was about to happen and was preparing
himself.
Tessa stole a
glance
at the Frenchman. He stood silently watching the priest approach,
clutching
the package to his chest. He was shivering, his jaw was clenched
tightly.
As the priest joined them, Tessa moved back to the door and
waited.
For a long, silent
time, the priest studied the man before him. Finally, he said gently,
"I think you have suffered a great deal, my friend. Perhaps I can
help."
De Beauville
dropped
to his knees, shaking, unable to speak. Padre Quintera gave the Queen
an enquiring look. She shrugged, determined not to
interfere.
The Frenchman set
the package on the earth floor and began to pluck at the ropes holding
the oilcloth. His hands were trembling too much to untie the knots and
he gave a low groan of frustration. The Queen stepped over to him
quickly
and sliced through the ropes, then returned to her place by the
sacristy
door.
All the while,
Padre
Quintera watched, his mouth slightly open as if expecting a surprise.
His eyes flicked from the Frenchman to the Queen and back. He seemed
completely mystified by this unusual intrusion into his peaceful
church.
De Beauville
pushed
the oilcloth aside and picked up the golden monstrance. The centre
rays
encircling the white disc glowed like the sun in the candlelight; the
gold cross gleamed, reflecting the flames of the tall candles on the
altar. Wordlessly, he held the sacred object out to the priest, his
eyes imploring understanding and forgiveness.
Sudden tears
sprang
into the priest's eyes as he tentatively reached for the proffered
cross.
"You brought it back," he whispered. "You brought it
back," he said again, shaking his head incredulously. "By
the grace of God, it has been returned." Padre Quintera carefully
took the monstrance from the Frenchman's hands. For a long time, he
just stared at the golden cross.
"This took
much courage, my son. You have carried this burden a long time, as
have
I." He knelt beside de Beauville and put an arm around his
shoulder,
pulling the other man closer with the cross between them. "Thank
you. I can't tell you what this means to me. Years of guilt have just
been washed away. Thank you," he whispered again, then stood up
and brushed at his moist cheeks.
Tessa swallowed
several times and surreptitiously wiped at her own eyes. Her heart was
full and she was enraptured by the moment, sure she would never forget
it.
Padre Quintera
suddenly
seemed to remember her and faced her with a watery smile. "As
always,
you have been like a guardian angel, señorita. I don't know
what
role you played in this, but I thank you." The priest laughed
lightly.
"I am always thanking you for something."
The Queen cleared
her throat and croaked, "De nada. I didn't really do anything.
It is this man you have to thank. He came all the way from Spain to
give you the sacred cross."
De Beauville stood
up, a chagrined look on his face. "I was the one who took it,
Padre,
the soldier who stole it from your church. It seemed the only way I
could find peace of mind was to return it to you. It has been a long,
hard journey but it was worth it to see you and to know the cross is
now back where it belongs."
Tessa began to
worry
about how long they had remained in the church. Sooner or later, a
patrol
would see the horses tied behind the building and become suspicious.
Her own horse was becoming too well-known. "We should go,
señor,"
she said urgently to de Beauville. "We're risking our lives by
staying here any longer."
"A moment
more,
señorita, por favor," the padre said. He turned to de
Beauville.
"I don't know your name and don't need to. I just want you to
know
that I will continue to pray for you as I have prayed for you all
these
years." Padre Quintera smiled. "Sometimes, our prayers are
answered in ways we can never imagine." He made the sign of the
cross over the Frenchman, murmuring some Latin words. Then, he smiled,
and shook his hand. "Vaya con dios."
Outside, a shout
of "The Queen!" broke the moment and Tessa exclaimed,
"Damn!",
then covered her mouth. "Sorry, Padre," she muttered,
backing
out into the sacristy. Gesturing to de Beauville, she said,
"We've
got to go. Now! Come on!"
Act
Three
Marta watched as
the transformation took place in the hidden room; the transformation
which she had witnessed many times and which never failed to amaze and
unsettle her. Guilt assailed her as she helped Tessa unlace the black
corset at the back. She had helped Tessa make the transition from
passive
young doña to a relentless fighter for justice. It had been
almost three years since Tessa had taken those first tentative steps, gradually
becoming this person whom Marta hardly knew. But Marta kept those
thoughts
to herself, even as she kept her feelings close.
She has been
to see her lover again tonight. The signs are all there, the bright
feverishness in her eyes as they flash at me with their quick
boldness,
the high colour on her cheeks, the way she struts rapidly back and
forth
in the small space of the hidden room - agitated, exhilarated,
exalted.
Not a human lover as I would wish for her, but a far more dangerous
and seductive lover - Death. She goes to him again and again, flirting
with him, daring him to come closer, then dancing away from his cold
embrace. I fear even to read the cards anymore, afraid I will see that
he has taken her at last. I watch as usual, frozen with dread, waiting
to hear how she has escaped him this time. She pulls off the lace mask
and begins to unbutton her blouse. She speaks, her voice breathless
with excitement.
"Marta, you
wouldn't believe it. We were surrounded. Soldiers swarmed around us
like angry bees just as we left the church. At first, de Beauville
seemed
to be in a daze, doing nothing, and I was fighting for my life. Two
of the soldiers managed to get behind me and grabbed my arms. I was
caught! I thought 'this is it, they've got me this time,' though I
struggled
with all my strength. Then, de Beauville shook himself and bellowed.
He charged the soldiers and pulled them off me. Together, we fought our
way to the horses and managed to get mounted, leaving all the soldiers
on the ground, most of them unconscious. I don't think anyone was
badly
hurt."
There is that
dark shadow, passing through her eyes, the guilt and fear that she has
brought Death in her wake, has attracted him with her wiles, then
abandoned
him, leaving him to take someone else. As she pulls off her blouse,
I see new bruises on her arms where the soldiers have roughly grabbed
her. I must close my eyes and bite back the words that want to leap
out. My heart feels like lead, though I try make light of the horror
that I feel.
"Tessa,
though
it is very hot, you will have to wear long-sleeved blouses for the
next
few days ...to cover up all those bruises."
She pauses, her
face forms into that petulant look that I remember so well. I see the
child in the woman, and wish that somehow she could be that innocent
child again. It was so much easier to keep her safe
then.
"Thank you,
Marta, for worrying about my wardrobe instead of me. Maybe you didn't
hear me. I was nearly caught tonight!"
"I heard you,
Tessa. As I have heard this same story time after time. Each time, it
gets worse as you get bolder or more careless. What do you want me to
say? What I have said over and over? Stop while you can. Leave Montoya
to the dons and live your own life."
"What about
my destiny, Marta? Haven't you said I must follow it, that husbands
and children come second to that?"
The dark eyes
narrow, intensely focussed on me, waiting for wisdom, for answers I
no longer think I have for her. She pulls a robe over herself,
covering
those physical marks that are the price of this terrible destiny. What
about the marks I cannot see, the wounds she hides inside? Though I
know it is useless, I try to reason with her.
"That was
when
I thought it would only take a little time to find your father's
murderers
and bring them to justice. Now, I see it is not so simple. The killers
are deeply entrenched in this society, too many for you to think of
vengeance or justice."
She shakes her
heads as she crosses to the door to leave. I have not told her what
she wants to hear. I catch her before she pushes on the secret panel
and hold her tightly. I feel her relax against me, grateful, I think,
for my strength and my acceptance. Whatever she does, she knows I am
with her.
"Gracias a
dios, Tessa, that you are safe."
I let her go,
and see the sparkle of tears spring in her eyes. As always, her
emotions
are near the surface, ready to spill out. Like a summer storm, quickly
rising, and just as quickly gone. I suddenly remember the Frenchman.
I ask her where he is now. She smiles, a child again who has been up
to some mischief.
"I left him
in the kitchen and said I would send someone to him, but that I had
to return to my own home. I don't think he suspects
anything."
I groan. My
head
feels ready to explode with fury at her wanton carelessness of her own
safety. I cannot hold back the angry words this time.
"In the
kitchen!?
Of your own house!? Tessa, are you losing your mind? What if Montoya
or Grisham come here looking for him? You might as well paint a sign
outside that says 'The Queen of Swords lives here'!"
Again that
mischievous
smiles plays across her face. I hold my breath, wondering what she is
about to involve me in this time.
"That is
where
you come in, Marta. I want you to do something for
me."
As I listen to
her plan, resistance starts to build. I want nothing to do with this
Frenchman. They have brought nothing but ill-fortune into my life, and
this one is likely no different. She takes my hand and implores me to
help her. My resistance crumbles, and I reproach myself for my
weakness.
I can deny this child nothing.
"For you,
Tessa,
I will do it, but not for him," I answer. She embraces
me quickly and we climb together to the main floor where we part, she
going to her room to change, and I to the kitchen to meet this
Frenchman.
Continue to Part Three

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