Rukawa
sighed, looking at the sleeping body next to him. Just one night. Just one night
to... Find release, to forget the flaming boy... The Do'aho he craved for. To
forget this burning need in him, the need to kiss, to touch... to hurt, to make
him pay for what he did to him. He had not the right. He had not the right!!! It
was not fair... To make him fall in love with him... So badly in love...
And it hurt, to see him act like a fool for... that girl. Rukawa shivered. It
hurt to be looked at... Like THAT!!! How ironic... The first time he fell in
love, and this one hates him. All the girls craved for him, but him... His
Do'aho... So, just for one night...
***
FLASHBACK
Rukawa jumped... Dunk! As usual. As usual his Do'aho... His Do'aho... but this
GIRL!... He closed his eyes tight, trying to forgot the sudden hurt in his
heart. It was no use. Whatever he did... It was no use. The boy hated him. When
the only thing he wanted to do himself was to... Kiss him, to caress him, to
love him in a way no one could ever match. But the only moments he could touch
him was when they fought...
"Do'aho..."
Rukawa sighed. Oh, of course, he could dream of him every night... He was
already daydreaming of him all the time... Dreaming he could spread those long
long legs wide open and take him, fucking him again and again and again, fucking
him endlessly... But it was a dream. A fantasy.
Of course, he could look at him from under his lashes, when the others thought
he slept. Look at him, at his so marvellous body... At his so marvellous naked
body, his tight ass, so tempting... He clenched his fist. That was the reason
why he prefer to stay longer in the evenings... To not be with HIM in the
shower. Of course, he wanted to train... But he could have done it somewhere
else. It would have been simpler for him to train in the park. But he knew he
couldn't stay in the shower with HIM. It was too tempting. He knew that, one
day, the mask would have fallen. He knew he probably... He was human, and wanted
so much to touch him... So, one day... Alone with him... He would have raped
him. THAT scared him. He didn't want to... He loved him!!! And he didn't want
him to look at him with... Disgust. It already hurt so much to be looked at with
hate, like he was shit... But he knew that, somewhere, his Do'aho admired his
basketball skills... It was enough... But... He didn't want... He couldn't bear
to...
"Pffff... Boy. It's hard, isn't it? Not being able to touch him. Even if
you want it more than anything..."
Rukawa's eyes flew open as he turned to look at the one who spoke, seemingly
echoing his more secret thoughts.
*Maki!?*
Rukawa's eyes widened as he silently fixed the calm Ryonan captain with his
gaze. What... But this one only smiled to him. It was impossible!!! This guy
couldn't mean... He couldn't know...
"This irritating redhead boy. This 'Monkey', as Kiyota call him.
Sakuragi..."
"What..."
"You love him."
"..."
"It's obvious. Perhaps not for the others, but... For those who know how to
use their eyes... It's obvious." He stopped some seconds. "And it's
not an 'innocent' love. You want him. You want to fuck him. Not a bad choice.
He's irritating, but cute. He must be interesting in bed, very hot. I'm sure
he's still a virgin... And he's so innocent, despite his loud mouth..."
"What... Do you want. Why..."
Rukawa stopped. He couldn't finish what he had said. He couldn't even think
properly. This guy... What... But he didn't seems to be interested in... But he
said... He...
"You have exactly the problem I have."
" ??? "
"Exactly the same..."
"..."
"..."
"..." Rukawa suddenly understood. So... He had to ask... "What do
you mean?"
He spoke lowly, this play was annoying him...
"Hmm..." Maki smirked. "You want him. You want a boy and want to
fuck him. But you can't. And it's killing you."
"..." Rukawa frowned.
"I think you need release. Or you will crack up."
Rukawa's eyes widened. He couldn't... Why was he... Does it mean... Rukawa
raised an eyebrow, waiting for the other to speak, half-knowing WHAT the latter
would say.
"I think you have already understood what I mean. That's what you need,
after all."
"..."
"So?"
"You..." He couldn't finish...
"..."
"..."
"Hai. I want you. I want to make love with you. And that's what you need.
At least... For this night. Do you agree?"
Rukawa kept silence for several long minutes before finally nodding...
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LATER
"Where are we?"
"My house."
Rukawa nodded. He didn't know why he finally agreed to follow Maki. Perhaps this
one was right. He needed release. At least for tonight. and to make love. No.
Not love. Sex. With an almost stranger...
Here. The room. The bed was immense... Maki took off his shirt, beginning to
undress himself. Rukawa hurriedly turned his eyes away. So. It was... What he
wanted, after all. Breathing deeply, he unzipped his pants, imitating the other
guy. They said nothing, calmly removing their clothes.
Naked. He was totally, utterly naked. Rukawa turned, facing Maki, waiting for
him to make a move. The Kainan captain was looking at him with desire in his
eyes. So, he had observing his 'strip-tease'. He raised a hand, silently
inviting Rukawa to join him on the bed and kissed him fully on the mouth.
Rukawa's lips parted as he let the other boy's tongue entered his mouth,
exploring it cautiously. He shivered lightly as Maki laid him on the bed, his
hands running all over Rukawa's body in a possessive movement.
"Mrrr... Your skin is as soft as a girl's one..."
Rukawa kept silence. He was beginning to feel aroused now... He moaned lightly
as Maki took one stiffened nipples in his mouth, sucking, biting it eagerly. It
felt good... To let the other touch him, to let this guy caress his body, to let
him play with his body like he was nothing more than a whore. He knew he looked
like a whore, to let a stranger touch him like that... He moaned again as Maki
slid a hand between his legs, grasping his length almost negligently, letting
his fingers play around it...
"Ah! Aaah..."
Maki smirked. Good... This beautiful boy was now totally his. But now, he wanted
him to...
"On your hands and knees..."
Rukawa shivered. What... He moved slowly, letting the other control him and
knelt before Maki, his face only a few inches from the other boy's groin.
"Now..."
Rukawa gulped before moving forward. He took Maki's erection in his mouth and
began to suck it, repulsively at first but soon he enjoyed it. It was so good to
hear the other's moans... If it had been the redhead... Would he... He let his
tongue run along the member, biting it lightly, sucking, licking it as if it was
candy... But he couldn't help but gasp when the other began to move his hips,
almost gagging him in the process.
"Aah... Aaaah... Perfect..."
Maki moaned. God! This boy was good... Was it really the first time he was doing
this? He grinded his teeth, trying to control himself and slowly introduced one
finger into the younger boy's lovely ass. Mrrr... It was so good... To be
sucked... Mmmmh... Like that... A second finger join the first, then a third...
"Mrrr... Boy... Oh, boy..."
Rukawa was trembling lightly. It felt... Strange. Suddenly, Maki cried loudly
and Rukawa was shocked as warm semen filled his mouth. He raised his head,
meeting the other boy's eyes. He didn't know why he had followed him... Why he
had accepted him... But he let him lean over his body and slid a knee between
his legs... He raise his hips, letting the other position himself at his
entrance and bit his lips as Maki slowly penetrated him. He nearly cried. It
hurt so much!!! The latter began to move, slipping in and out his body, his
thrusts becoming more and more violent, more and more fast... Maki moaned as he
impaled himself deeper and deeper into the younger boy. He slid his hand between
their body to take Rukawa's manhood and help him to enjoy their joining.
"Uh... Maki... I..."
"Tshh..."
The Kainan captain began to increase the peace and Rukawa moaned with pleasure.
It felt... It felt... He suddenly cried out, arching his back as he emptied
himself on the sheets, totally lost in pleasure... Maki collapsed on top on him,
exhausted.
END OF FLASHBACK
***
"Hanamichi..." Rukawa murmured.
Had it been a good idea? He didn't know it. But at least he had fulfilled his
needs, even if it was only for a few days. Or a few hours...
But he had to... Do something. To make a move on the redhead.
One day... perhaps. If he found the courage to speak to him.
Looking at the sleeping form of Maki, Rukawa sighed. Now, he only felt tired.
Better to sleep, too.
And so he did.
-owari-