Hokulani Ryo: *sigh* well, I guess I should thank you all collectively for supporting me through this

kyle_tristao: no problem

JBurke: that's ok; i'm glad you finally decided to talk

kyle_tristao: i cant believe i called that guy friend

Nuntar: Hokulani Ryo showed me the conversations she had with you, i can't thank you enough for being such a great friend to her

Hokulani Ryo: Thats good Michael, I'm glad you like him better than Ossie :)

Hokulani Ryo: *sigh* 11 days....

JBurke: ozy is on

JBurke: 11 days till what?

Hokulani Ryo: 11 days was how long my relationship with Ossie was

JBurke: hmmm; well, it could have been worse

JBurke: it could have been 12

Hokulani Ryo: heh

Nuntar: :D

Hokulani Ryo: But really, I'm surprised you were able to deduce so much about him by what I told you and by viewing his myspace

JBurke: me?

Hokulani Ryo: yeah

JBurke: i'm pretty good at that

kyle_tristao: huh

Hokulani Ryo: I was just telling Jeff how amazed we both were by how much he found out about Ossie by just examining his myspace

kyle_tristao: he was more open

kyle_tristao: -_- i was trying to go off body language.

Hokulani Ryo: open shut more like it *shrug*

kyle_tristao: yeah

Hokulani Ryo: Trying to talk to him in IM was like trying to pry open a can without a can opener

Hokulani Ryo: In real life, we cant seem to get him to shut up

kyle_tristao: -_- and believe me i have tried

Nuntar: heh

JBurke: try sedatives

Hokulani Ryo: I believe you, I've seen

Hokulani Ryo: hah!

kyle_tristao: yeah and that was me being nice

kyle_tristao: aww but sedatives also open them up for sugestion makeing alot of what you get suspect

Hokulani Ryo: I just contented myself with his crap, but really, it buged me to no end sometimes

JBurke: he often talks without thinking, i'm sure

JBurke: he's impulsive

Hokulani Ryo: Nail on Head

kyle_tristao: i've seen ferrets on meth that were less impulsive

Hokulani Ryo: As Michael can vouch I'm sure

Nuntar: oh dear :)

kyle_tristao: i yelled at him when i found out what he did Michael

kyle_tristao: sorry about that

Nuntar: you've got nothing to be sorry about :)

Hokulani Ryo: Even I was taken aback by that Kyle, you actually were able to silence him for a bit

JBurke: at the core, he's selfish; he doent care what his words do to anyone else; he has the uncontrollable desire to say whatever comes to mind

Nuntar: sounds right

kyle_tristao: bingo

Hokulani Ryo: You are so good Jeff

JBurke: and what comes to mind is often childish and puerile

kyle_tristao: trite dont forget trite

JBurke: i've met a lot of people like him

kyle_tristao: i've meet worse but how he slipped by my radar i'll never know

Hokulani Ryo: He has a charm about him, believe me on that

JBurke: i'm sure he can be charming at times, when he needs to be, to get what he wants

kyle_tristao: yeah

Hokulani Ryo: But my question is: What did he want with me?

JBurke: to fuck you

Hokulani Ryo: If he did he would have already

Nuntar: no surprises there

kyle_tristao: and revenge against cassie

Nuntar: no, you're too sensible

JBurke: strange how we posted the same thing about him at the very same moment, val :)

Hokulani Ryo: heh

Hokulani Ryo: He is charming, very much so

JBurke: i suspect you resisted him to some degree; he prob always wanted more than you'd give

kyle_tristao: Val what was my comment about when you two kissed

kyle_tristao: it looked like he was trying to eat your face

Hokulani Ryo: I only resisted because I was not feeling too well that time we were alone at his house

JBurke: prob a good thing

kyle_tristao: *shudders* be glad you did

Nuntar: def a good thing :P

JBurke: i tend to understate on purpose :)

Hokulani Ryo: *sighs*

Nuntar: to be fair, *anything* you could say on that subject would be an understatement

kyle_tristao: anything anyone says on that subject could be an understatement

Hokulani Ryo: No matter what you guys say, I still enjoyed the brief time we had together

kyle_tristao: what i want to know is why he choose you

JBurke: yes; he was your first bf

JBurke: that's to be expected

kyle_tristao: its not so much the why for reasons but why you personally

Hokulani Ryo: I've wondered Why all the time. Prior to me he hasnt really been interested in Asians

JBurke: maybe he sensed val's inexperience and thought she'd be easy; i dont know

kyle_tristao: no i mean she isnt his normal type thats why i thought it would last longer

JBurke: i couldnt say why without knowing more about him

Hokulani Ryo: really? Kyle was surprised that I've never had a bf before

JBurke: i wasnt surprised

kyle_tristao: Prior to you he wasnt interested in any other race

Hokulani Ryo: All his previous girlfriends were white, and he dated a black girl for a day

kyle_tristao: he didnt date her

kyle_tristao: that was a one night stand

Hokulani Ryo: *shrug* whatever you say

Hokulani Ryo: I guess I will be wondering 'why' for a while now

Hokulani Ryo: He said that I was special, that he felt that this one could go more than just puppy love, then he goes and pulls this on me

JBurke: that he wanted to gothize you, val, may be a clue

Hokulani Ryo: he always said he would get me into a naughty outfit even though I said repeatedly I had no interest

JBurke: "you're special" is a very common, and old, line, val

kyle_tristao: yeah they need to finish that line before they even try

kyle_tristao: anything else

JBurke: i prob seem far more cynical than i am for saying that

JBurke: but it's true

Nuntar: it is true

Nuntar: you just need to tell yourself he was lying to you

kyle_tristao: trueth is cynicism and sarcasm bro

kyle_tristao: he lied to me for three months

JBurke: what were his lies?

Hokulani Ryo: care to share with them the whole Cassie scenario??

kyle_tristao: yeah the Cassie situation starts out very personally though

kyle_tristao: because she was my coffee and cig buddy

Hokulani Ryo: How did he get interested in her btw?

kyle_tristao: she emailed him wanting to know more about the guys i hang out with

kyle_tristao: and he tried to use me to get close to her

Nuntar: oh dear :(

kyle_tristao: yeah

kyle_tristao: after three dates he dumps her calling her a flake and an idiot because she wouldnt pic up the phone or do what he told her to do

kyle_tristao: like call him everyday

kyle_tristao: even Paul was getting pissed at him and Paul and I are hard to piss off

kyle_tristao: than he would tell me to try and get them back together while he talked shit about her to me

kyle_tristao: -_-

Hokulani Ryo: What pisses me off is that he continued to call you up about her while he never seemed to want to call me up

kyle_tristao: yeah that pissed me off

kyle_tristao: He still asked me to get him back together with her while he was going out with you

JBurke: i'll go out on a limb here; ossie tends to alternately idolize and demonize people, doesnt he?

kyle_tristao: yeah he does

kyle_tristao: Me and Cassie are prime Examples

JBurke: thouhht so

Hokulani Ryo: And really, Cassie seemed nice when I met her, but she was trying her best to get Ossie out of conversation.

Nuntar: you met her?

JBurke: either cassie is awesome or she's a bitch

Hokulani Ryo: erm Jeff...

JBurke: that's his kind of thinking, no?

Hokulani Ryo: you're doing the evil thing again

JBurke: see above, val

JBurke: i wasnt speaking about her

Hokulani Ryo: ok

JBurke: but rather about ossie's thoughts on her

Hokulani Ryo: I wonder what he thinks about me now

JBurke: he's prob confused

kyle_tristao: no he's fucking delusional

Nuntar: :)

kyle_tristao: he thought he could date both you and her val

JBurke: that's what i meant by "confused"; he wants the whole cake

JBurke: people like him can swing either way--they can be cowards and very passive; or explosively violent when provoked

kyle_tristao: hes a coward

Hokulani Ryo: well, he does describe himself as a swinger

kyle_tristao: -_- thats more of a sexual thing Val

JBurke: so am i :)

Hokulani Ryo: *sigh*

kyle_tristao: im a controlled explosive

Nuntar: what is a "swinger"?

JBurke: i imagine there are things that could make me mend my ways :)

kyle_tristao: i've learned to live with my nature

Hokulani Ryo: Ossie described a swinger as someone whos not settled, meaning he wants to play around a bit. Am I right Kyle?

kyle_tristao: ohh yeah

Nuntar: ahhh

kyle_tristao: he also described himself as a wolf to me

kyle_tristao: and wolves are monogomus so hes no wolf

Hokulani Ryo: *shrug*

JBurke: he wishes he had the power of the wolf, i imagine

Hokulani Ryo: to rip things apart, yeah

Nuntar: and to howl in the night :)

Hokulani Ryo: hehe

JBurke: the wolf is among the most powerful of spirits

kyle_tristao: he is no teacher and he is no protector hes just a destroyer hes no wolf at all

JBurke: i'm more an otter myself

Hokulani Ryo: *sigh* I guess there is no pride in declaring that I was once his girlfriend

kyle_tristao: no there is

kyle_tristao: because you survived

Nuntar: but there's a lot of pride in declaring that you won't let yourself be hurt :)

Hokulani Ryo: *sobs* one of our first long discussions together was about our Chinese zodiac signs. He is a rabbit and I am a dragon

kyle_tristao: -_- i am ashamed i share the same sign as him

Nuntar: it doesn't mean anything :)

JBurke: in the western zodiac, i'm a fish

JBurke: but i feel more like an otter

Hokulani Ryo: Dont say that Michael, I take my zodiac seriously

Nuntar: heh, sorry

kyle_tristao: lets see im a libra rabbit and what else

JBurke: i dont have much faith in astrology, but it is surprising how well i fit my sign

Hokulani Ryo: *cries* I still want to know why. Why did he become interested in me apart from the statement that I am "sweet" and "safe" ?!

JBurke: he's impulsive; maybe it was hormones

kyle_tristao: as his friend he did mention to me how important it was to him to find a "pure" girl

Hokulani Ryo: oh shit

Hokulani Ryo: he's online

kyle_tristao: hes overly fixated on virginity

Nuntar: ignore him :)

JBurke: maybe he wanted to deflower a virgin

JBurke: well, now kyle and i are posting the same thoughts

kyle_tristao: hes like obbsessed with innocence he wants someone to be dependant on him

kyle_tristao: so when cassie resisited and dumped him he saw in you what he didnt see in her its clear now

JBurke: because he feels no control over his own self or like, and senses a deep powerlessness, he wants to control others; like a woman

JBurke: like=life

JBurke: that's my guess

Hokulani Ryo: How did he think that he could control me? I never failed to mention the power I had as a producer

kyle_tristao: you know as the decendant of slavers i can honestly say that those who try to own others eventually become worthless beings

Nuntar: he overrates himself, clearer

Nuntar: *clearly

JBurke: val, he wanted to remake you

JBurke: you told me that

Hokulani Ryo: *sigh* I did

JBurke: if you want to control a woman, you find an inexperienced one, make them feel love for you, and then, step by step, get them to do what you want

JBurke: by the time she realizes what's going on, she'll be trapped emotionally

JBurke: and sometimes finanacially

JBurke: in a marriage, eg

Hokulani Ryo: Really, I found it very unnerving when people would ask why I was dating a younger guy

Hokulani Ryo: I mean, wtf he's older than me

Nuntar: heh

JBurke: i cant say for sure if the above was his intent with you or not, but i've seen men do that before

Hokulani Ryo: One friend was taken aback when I told her I was 18. 'You look and act like you are in your late 20s!'

Nuntar: :)

kyle_tristao: thats a good thing

kyle_tristao: hey i surprise people i sound 12 but act random

JBurke: i look like i'm 19 or 20 without my facial hair

kyle_tristao: i look almost 23 with mine grown out

Nuntar: i don't know what i look like :) i'm hopeless at judging other people's ages

Hokulani Ryo: heh

JBurke: mid-20s, nun, from what i've seen

Nuntar: ah, well, that's ok

Hokulani Ryo: Ossie just left

kyle_tristao: left what

Hokulani Ryo: logged off

kyle_tristao: you know how many times he told me he would commit suicide

kyle_tristao: its fucking hilarious

kyle_tristao: how often

Hokulani Ryo: I honestly think he never tried

kyle_tristao: he hasnt

kyle_tristao: hes only threatened

JBurke: he uses suicidal threats to manipulate people, no?

kyle_tristao: i actually told him last time to do it

kyle_tristao: ohh yeah

Nuntar: that's so selfish

Nuntar: (him, i mean, not you)

kyle_tristao: nah im a bit selfish at times

JBurke: everyone is

JBurke: to some degree

Hokulani Ryo: yeah

Nuntar: didn't say you weren't :) just said i wasn't calling that particular action of yours selfish

kyle_tristao: he was shocked when i told him to do it

JBurke: when someone uses suicidal threats to manipulate, they expect to be taken seriously and coddled or given into

kyle_tristao: he litterally said this cliche "I'll do it too. Where's my knife?"

kyle_tristao: i handed him mine

Nuntar: :)

JBurke: good way to handle that, actually

kyle_tristao: the mind and mouth are the greatest weapons for best results but sometimes like a bull the person must be shown by physical means

kyle_tristao: if it was leagal id carry a big stick

Nuntar: i think i'm going to get some sleep..... you guys don't need me any more, right?

JBurke: i only know obscure languages :)

Hokulani Ryo: I think its because when you see me IRL I dont look like the type to be cussing

Nuntar: you certainly don't!

kyle_tristao: no you dont

Hokulani Ryo: Heh, you havent seen me Freshman year

JBurke: i've heard

Hokulani Ryo: When I myself was still emo. All I did was cuss

JBurke: i frequently makes jokes about it

JBurke: got any emo pics, val?

Hokulani Ryo: no, I deleted all of them

kyle_tristao: i hate what emo has become

Hokulani Ryo: oh wait...

JBurke: found one?

kyle_tristao: it was supposed to be about getting more in touch with your inner emotions and screaming out lyrics and moshpits

Hokulani Ryo: I thought I did, nm

kyle_tristao: now its about cutting and people like ossie

Nuntar: *sigh*

Hokulani Ryo: I guess I was a genuine emo then. I did get in-touch with my emotions and eventually relieved myself by Junior year

kyle_tristao: my friends in dc would be rolling over in their graves if they had room to

JBurke: all genres eventually descend into parodies of themselves

JBurke: take christopher paolini, eg

Hokulani Ryo: Michael, if you need to sleep, then go ahead.

Hokulani Ryo: Thank you for being here for me

Nuntar: :)

Nuntar: you know i always will be

Hokulani Ryo: I know you will

JBurke: it's about 3am over there, no?

Nuntar: yeah, it's 3am cos the clocks changed tonight :(

JBurke: i hate changing clocks

kyle_tristao: nice 3am is when the soul is at its farthest from the body

Nuntar: well -- see you guys soon, specially you Kyle, hope we get to talk again

kyle_tristao: *bows* we will

JBurke: catch you later, nun

Nuntar: yeah

Nuntar: bye now

JBurke: interesting last name you have, kyle

kyle_tristao: its portuguese

JBurke: i thought spanish at first

kyle_tristao: nice

Hokulani Ryo: ah

Hokulani Ryo: Del is on

Hokulani Ryo: *sigh* I really dont know if I should break out the news now, part of me still wants to wait the week

kyle_tristao: wait the week

JBurke: why do you feel the need to tell everyone?

Hokulani Ryo: Because I dont want people to keep congratulating me

JBurke: good reason

kyle_tristao: yeah that sounds right

Hokulani Ryo: but I dont want to upset them either that it lasted so short

Hokulani Ryo: Del especially

JBurke: i suspect your parents will be relieved

Hokulani Ryo: I dunno

kyle_tristao: you know what its your life who cares what they think

kyle_tristao: lol their comment about him

kyle_tristao: PRICELESS

JBurke: what comment?

kyle_tristao: "So what gang is he in*

JBurke: yeah, that was a good laugh

kyle_tristao: lmao

JBurke: i almost asked him that when he came into #isharia, for kicks

Hokulani Ryo: heh

kyle_tristao: LMAO

kyle_tristao: you should have

JBurke: i thought about a lot of things i didnt say, for val's sake

kyle_tristao: i honestly dont know what his problem with his family is

Hokulani Ryo: He never did like #isharia, mostly for the sarcasm

JBurke: good

Hokulani Ryo: but really, he didnt have to insult Michael in #atragam

kyle_tristao: his mom is great his stepdad is ok his sister is nice

Hokulani Ryo: I like his sister, she's really nice

kyle_tristao: yeah she is

kyle_tristao: she and i got along better than me and him

kyle_tristao: it was funny

Hokulani Ryo: I havent met his parents unfortunately

kyle_tristao: i meet his mom

kyle_tristao: i loved her she didnt come up into my face she keep a nice distance and complemented me on my eyes

Hokulani Ryo: *sigh* Now I regret not staying with Ossie for dinner

kyle_tristao: dont if you had you would have ended up in his roo

kyle_tristao: room

Hokulani Ryo: speak of the devil, he signed back on

kyle_tristao: HAHAHA i have his ass blocked

Hokulani Ryo: I wonder what Ossie's up to right now...

kyle_tristao: he left me a note on myspace as to why i deleted him

kyle_tristao: and i responded because i cant stand you so stay away from me and ashley

Hokulani Ryo: He knows now, I told him, which is why he sent me the 'fuck you' e-mail

kyle_tristao: yeah hey i told him if i ever have to deal with another ex of his in any way or have to deal with another problem he creates im gone and he can stuff it

Hokulani Ryo: are you saying you dont want to hear my problems :(

Hokulani Ryo: ?

JBurke: me?

Hokulani Ryo: Kyle

kyle_tristao: no im saying i didnt want him to do anything that hurt another person

Hokulani Ryo: *sigh* I still cant understand why. I mean, I wanted to be with him

kyle_tristao: hes an ass

kyle_tristao: there isnt much more of a reason than that to need

kyle_tristao: an ass with a supiriority complex

kyle_tristao: *hence why i nearly kicked him in the balls that was intentional

JBurke: maybe he thought you were part of the Vast Philippino Consipracy?

Hokulani Ryo: supiriority complex? You saying he was afraid I was better than him?

kyle_tristao: what philippino conspracy

kyle_tristao: no thats an inferiority complex

kyle_tristao: he thinks hes better than everyone else

JBurke: apparently, he thought he was being conspired against my philippino business owners in the area

Hokulani Ryo: oh

Hokulani Ryo: yeah, on account of him not getting a better job

kyle_tristao: so learn Tagalog like i did

kyle_tristao: i got in well here after i did

JBurke: those with inferiority complexes often present an air of supriority to everyone else

kyle_tristao: i'm no better or worse than others im just meh to all of humanity

Hokulani Ryo: but really, I think the real reason is the way he acts and dresses, people wont take him seriously if he keeps that up

JBurke: i wouldnt

kyle_tristao: i wouldnt take him seriously even if he dressed like a professional

kyle_tristao: hes slimey

Hokulani Ryo: inside maybe, but outside he's rather soft and sweet

Hokulani Ryo: his lips especially

kyle_tristao: didnt need to know that

Hokulani Ryo: *sigh*

JBurke: you're turning me on, val ;)

JBurke: hehe

Hokulani Ryo: heh, he just logged off

JBurke: give him my username

JBurke: i'll have some fun with him

kyle_tristao: i dont care to talk to him anymore

kyle_tristao: -_- he stole alot of my culture before i even knew him and warped it

kyle_tristao: that bastard

JBurke: what culture is that?

kyle_tristao: punk/emo/grunge/zen

JBurke: ah, ok

kyle_tristao: that asshole

kyle_tristao: thank god he was just a poser other wise id be really pissed

JBurke: that's the very word i used to describe him to val

Hokulani Ryo: yep

kyle_tristao: he is one

Hokulani Ryo: *sigh* a week

Hokulani Ryo: is a long wait

kyle_tristao: than dont wait the week

kyle_tristao: seriously

JBurke: he'll continue to be a serial monogamist who cheats on his gfs, and eventually will prob become an abuser of them

kyle_tristao: hes a psychological manipulator thats for sure

kyle_tristao: he fits the bill of a wife beater

Hokulani Ryo: *sigh*

Hokulani Ryo: I dunno, I guess I was just so lonely after leaving Hawaii I was willing to fall in-love with anyone

kyle_tristao: not your fault val

JBurke: you fell into a trap

kyle_tristao: after i got back from seatle i feel for someone worse

kyle_tristao: fell

JBurke: look for someone who's really like you, val

Hokulani Ryo: Ossie was the closest I could find here

JBurke: superficially

JBurke: yes

Hokulani Ryo: I doubt there can be anyone closer

JBurke: tell me, how often did you act like him?

kyle_tristao: -_- thats really insulting to a guy like me Val

Hokulani Ryo: I didnt mean it like that Kyle, sorry

kyle_tristao: i'm like you in a lot of respects and i havent had to put on an act like him

Hokulani Ryo: And of that I am very grateful *hugs*

Hokulani Ryo: Ashley is very lucky indeed

kyle_tristao: *hugs back* im lucky she found me

Hokulani Ryo: Now if only I can find someone else...

kyle_tristao: hell hang out with me when im around the group

JBurke: seriously, in what ways is ossie really like you, val?

kyle_tristao: he isnt like her at all

JBurke: that's my impression as well

Hokulani Ryo: ? Thats not what you said to me in the Library

kyle_tristao: i thought he was at the time

kyle_tristao: the fucker had me fooled

JBurke: you have a few superficial things in common; that's my take on it

kyle_tristao: i saw interests in common

kyle_tristao: i thought that could be built uppon

kyle_tristao: hell it worked for me and ashley

Hokulani Ryo: How old did you think I was when you first met me Kyle?

kyle_tristao: honestly i go by looks when judgeing age *personalities tend to fool* so i thought you were like 20

Hokulani Ryo: Still older than Ossie -_-

kyle_tristao: he looks freaking stupid

Hokulani Ryo: did it surprise you as well that we were together?

kyle_tristao: i was surprised buy happy

kyle_tristao: you looked happy

Hokulani Ryo: I was happy

Hokulani Ryo: very happy

Hokulani Ryo: *cries*

kyle_tristao: *sighs and hugs* i know val

kyle_tristao: i know

JBurke: take your time, val, and get a good one this time; you deserve that

kyle_tristao: get a good one no matter who they are just make sure they are genuine

Hokulani Ryo: Thank you

Hokulani Ryo: Tomorrow we should do this on Skype

JBurke: yeah

JBurke: i havent skyped in a while

kyle_tristao: -_- i dont use skype

Hokulani Ryo: We'll use my computer in the study room

Hokulani Ryo: Its not good for much else now unfortunately

JBurke: yes, and someone who's psychologically like you, in how you think and perceive the world; that's where the best compatibility is

JBurke: i didnt use skype, either, till val came along

kyle_tristao: i dont like skype i have a phone

Hokulani Ryo: heh

Hokulani Ryo: Once I have money online I'll be using skype for regular calls

JBurke: i've skyped with any number of zbbers and isharians

Hokulani Ryo: Ruby will also be very upset about this -_- She was encouraging me a lot on Skype

JBurke: speaking of ruby's, she's hardest of all to make laugh...i have to get really clever for her; milami's much easier :)

Hokulani Ryo: Isnt Michael such a lucky guy? He's spending a week alone with each of them

JBurke: 'tis so

JBurke: i suspect he's sold his soul for that deal ;)

Hokulani Ryo: Hah!

kyle_tristao: *falls over*

kyle_tristao: LMAO

kyle_tristao: =))

kyle_tristao: sorry

kyle_tristao: *straight face now*

kyle_tristao: that just seemed funny to me

Hokulani Ryo: well, it is

JBurke: plus, he gets some time in CA with you, no, val?

kyle_tristao: i'm trying to get her up there

Hokulani Ryo: Yep

JBurke: you could take him back your place, val; i'm sure your parents would be a ok with that

kyle_tristao: bad thoughts

Hokulani Ryo: heh

kyle_tristao: baad thoughts

kyle_tristao: *shakes head* dirty dirty gutter mind

kyle_tristao: nya i wonder how ashley feel in love with a perve like me

Hokulani Ryo: well, maybe I can convince him to take the train down here, Its only what? $40, right Kyle?

kyle_tristao: around there yeah

Hokulani Ryo: ? You coming to the meet Jeff?

JBurke: i'll be at LCC2

Hokulani Ryo: Wait, LCC2 is in July, Michael is coming in May

JBurke: right; forgot about that

JBurke: that happens

kyle_tristao: *falls over*

JBurke: will you be at LCC2?

Hokulani Ryo: I will try

kyle_tristao: *legs twitch in air*

kyle_tristao: nya

Hokulani Ryo: like I said, my money is on Comic Con

JBurke: how much you need?

Hokulani Ryo: Jeff, I'm not one to accept charity, I've already refused from Michael

JBurke: good, because i wasnt going to offer any!

JBurke: hehe

Hokulani Ryo: I even told Ossie that he doesnt have to buy me things

JBurke: actually, i was

kyle_tristao: -_- ossie would have made it gothic val

kyle_tristao: gothic doesnt really fit you that much

Hokulani Ryo: No, he wanted to buy me Children of Hurin for my birthday

JBurke: michael did?

Hokulani Ryo: Ossie

Hokulani Ryo: I told him no, I'm already planning to sell my History book to get the money for that

JBurke: oh

kyle_tristao: man

Hokulani Ryo: *sigh* I still cant stop thinking about Ossie

kyle_tristao: -_- if i bitch slapped him in front of the school would that make you feel better

Hokulani Ryo: no

JBurke: it'll take time, val; in the meantime, just think about me instead

JBurke: i'm good for a laug

JBurke: h

Hokulani Ryo: hah

Hokulani Ryo: yeah

JBurke: maybe xef will come in tonight and i can fun of his school mascot

JBurke: i discovered it's a dog named scottie

kyle_tristao: hmm

Hokulani Ryo: I'm looking forward to this summer. Got LCC2, Michael, Comic Con, Tim's Birthday Bash...

JBurke: that'll be a source of endless laughs for me

Hokulani Ryo: Luckily you dont know my former school mascot

kyle_tristao: a shark

Hokulani Ryo: Our mascot was an elf

JBurke: an elf?

Hokulani Ryo: yeah

JBurke: i got 2-3 nights worth of comedy out of his brother's college's mascot

Hokulani Ryo: The Mighty Menehune

JBurke: it wasnt named Hokulani Ryo lothaniel?

Hokulani Ryo: hah!

Hokulani Ryo: Menehune is a race of Hawaiian elves

kyle_tristao: where they water elves or something

JBurke: like sea nymphs?

Hokulani Ryo: Earth elves actually. They liked to build things out of stine and dirt

Hokulani Ryo: *stone

kyle_tristao: nymphs

kyle_tristao: ohh man if i was a Sytar i would so have fun with nymphs

Hokulani Ryo: More like leprachauns

JBurke: does your school have a website where i can see this mighty menehune?

kyle_tristao: my school mascot was a panther

kyle_tristao: -_- how unorriginal

JBurke: my high school was a tiger; my college's, a cardinal

kyle_tristao: my college right now is an eagle

Hokulani Ryo: You mean Our college

kyle_tristao: a........golden.........eagle

Hokulani Ryo: Ossie and I used to sit and watch the eagles fly above the parking lot.....

JBurke: just imagine the eagles shitting on his head and you'll feel better

kyle_tristao: those were hawks

Hokulani Ryo: *shrug* well, I cant tell the difference from up there, I've never seen hawks and eagles before coming here

JBurke: just wait till you run into grizzly bears

Hokulani Ryo: Oh dear

JBurke: btw, what are your job prospects, val?

Hokulani Ryo: I just sent an application to Peak Broadcasting. They're looking for an Assistant Promotions Director

JBurke: nice

kyle_tristao: meiw

kyle_tristao: i miss my ashley

Hokulani Ryo: I know you do

kyle_tristao: *hugs8

kyle_tristao: thanks val

JBurke: where is she, kyle?

Hokulani Ryo: I still cant stop thinking about Ossie, even after all of this

kyle_tristao: shes at home in lemoore

kyle_tristao: and im here in corcoran

kyle_tristao: DMAN IT

JBurke: corcoran...as in corcoran state prison? is it nearby?

kyle_tristao: yeah

kyle_tristao: -_-

kyle_tristao: unfortunatly

kyle_tristao: we finally have a population bigger than the prison

Hokulani Ryo: I feel even worse after giving the news to Michael. He was the only person I told of my huge crush on Ossie, how I would sit in the library for hours just to look at him

kyle_tristao: Thats why you were in there this whole time

kyle_tristao: i thought you were studying

JBurke: sneaky val

kyle_tristao: really sneaky

Hokulani Ryo: I was, but I specifically sat in the back so that I can see the entire e-learning center clearly

JBurke: i thought you were coming to the library to get online and talk to me; i'm crushed

Hokulani Ryo: Then when Ms. Ennes made me and Ossie sit together in class we began sitting together in the Library

JBurke: hmm

JBurke: so you were hooked up by your teacher?

Hokulani Ryo: Not intentionally

kyle_tristao: *raises hand* me and ashley played out part we set up the double date

kyle_tristao: *shameful stare at ground* we didnt know this would happen

kyle_tristao: and we thought he would shut up about cassie

JBurke: i prob played some part in this, too, but i cant remember what :)

Hokulani Ryo: my hand is still hurts

JBurke: your hand?

kyle_tristao: O_O

Hokulani Ryo: I spent all of Health and English class writing 'Inheritance' all over my scrap papers to keep me from bursting into tears

kyle_tristao: ohh

kyle_tristao: yeah

kyle_tristao: *hugs* sorry

JBurke: my method is get high, but that's as good as any

Hokulani Ryo: heh

JBurke: next time, stay home from class

Hokulani Ryo: I cant

JBurke: why not?

Hokulani Ryo: I missed a lot of Health class already

JBurke: hmmm

Hokulani Ryo: It really sucks. In Health class we're talking about Sex and Relationships. Health class is 15 minutes before English class where Ossie is

JBurke: the gods are conspiring against you, it seems

kyle_tristao: wow

Hokulani Ryo: Before it used to be a good thing

kyle_tristao: that still trips me the hell out

Hokulani Ryo: me too

JBurke: me three

JBurke: is that everybody?

Hokulani Ryo: I'm sure Michael will be surprised as well if he were here

JBurke: i'll be surprised for him, then

JBurke: are seated near O in english?

Hokulani Ryo: huh?

JBurke: near ossie

Hokulani Ryo: West Hills is known for its small class sizes

kyle_tristao: yeah cos is freaking slammed

kyle_tristao: you're going to go through hell there

kyle_tristao: just talk to the professor she'll understand

Hokulani Ryo: yeah, she really liked you when you visited our class

kyle_tristao: O_O really

Hokulani Ryo: yeah

Hokulani Ryo: So did Jen, Crystal and the others

kyle_tristao: Wow

Hokulani Ryo: I'm sure Heather would have liked you too, had she been there

kyle_tristao: im liked by alot of people now

Hokulani Ryo: and detested by one, but thats a good thing

kyle_tristao: i got to kick him in the balls thats all im glad about

kyle_tristao: and meet you too so

JBurke: literally or metaphorically?

kyle_tristao: literally

Hokulani Ryo: You freaked me out good when you kicked him there

JBurke: damn

Hokulani Ryo: He was bent over for almost 5 minutes

JBurke: did he fight back? i suspect not

kyle_tristao: he was bent over

kyle_tristao: he turned ghost white

kyle_tristao: i was afraid at first than i calmed down

Hokulani Ryo: I was afraid the whole time

kyle_tristao: aww come on its ossie

kyle_tristao: they guy who first told me he doesnt feel pain of any kind when i met him

JBurke: how big of a guy is ossie, compared to you, kyle?

kyle_tristao: hes tinny

kyle_tristao: around two inches shorter and 40 lbs lighter

JBurke: i was curious; i'd never seen a full pic of him

kyle_tristao: hes a twig

kyle_tristao: skinny white guy

Hokulani Ryo: He's tall and thin, and was very nice to hold

Hokulani Ryo: *sigh*

JBurke: they make dolls like that, val

kyle_tristao: that are warmer

JBurke: and it wont ever take advanatge of you

Hokulani Ryo: I cant help but miss him

JBurke: i know

kyle_tristao: val

Hokulani Ryo: Heh, I told him what Gerald told me when he found out I was seeing someone 'If he breaks your heart, I will break his legs'

Hokulani Ryo: *sobs* Gerald and Melissa will be so upset

kyle_tristao: val

kyle_tristao: its ok

kyle_tristao: we all understand

Hokulani Ryo: I'm still willing to give an ear to Ossie if he needs me, after all, he did nothing bad to me

kyle_tristao: VAL HE WAS TRYING TO DATE CASSIE BEHIND YOU BACK

Hokulani Ryo: *sigh*

kyle_tristao: that really irked me when he called me on shabbat and did that

kyle_tristao: he literally tried to get me to help him

Hokulani Ryo: what was it? 'I dont see why I cant be with both of them' ?

kyle_tristao: yeah

kyle_tristao: hes not in preschool people arent toys

Hokulani Ryo: yeah, but its like what Michael said : I'm moving on, but I dont think I can ever stop loving her (Jaylinda)

kyle_tristao: he thought i had slipped into my other personality when he was talking to me

kyle_tristao: thats how pissed i was

JBurke: you felt that much for ossie, to the degree that michael loves/loved jaylinda?

Hokulani Ryo: I dunno, its only been 11 days. He's known her for what? 2 years. A month of that was spent in Australia with her

JBurke: actually, he spent longer than that in aust.

JBurke: like 3-4 months

Hokulani Ryo: Remember how he proposed to her?

JBurke: i'm sure i heard at some point, but my brain isnt what it used to be

JBurke: i;ve heard tons of things; forgotten half of them

JBurke: i've yet to meet a woman i'd propose to

JBurke: come close

Hokulani Ryo: nonetheless, they were already making plans. They were going to get married in the UK and Michael was going to move to Australia with her

Hokulani Ryo: then She just dumped him

JBurke: any reason why?

Hokulani Ryo: Michael never gave me the specifics, but apparently she suddenly became hostile when they were talking and finally she just stopped

Hokulani Ryo: and never replied back

JBurke: that's bizarre

Hokulani Ryo: Havent you wondered why she suddenly dropped off the zbb?

JBurke: i have

Hokulani Ryo: yeah

JBurke: i knew they'd split, of course

JBurke: what, did jaylinda go nuts or something?

Hokulani Ryo: apparently

Hokulani Ryo: Michael said she needed to 'mature' a bit

JBurke: interesting

Hokulani Ryo: *sigh* just like Ossie I suppose

JBurke: see, i never knew her, or really anything about her

Hokulani Ryo: *shrug* Australians...

JBurke: how old is she

JBurke: ?

Hokulani Ryo: 23 or something...

kyle_tristao: no dont generalize like that

Hokulani Ryo: I know

kyle_tristao: cause ossie was wrong in the respect theat "Australian women are all like that" he was a dick no way around it and maybe she just lost feelings for mike

Hokulani Ryo: or maybe she didnt feel like getting married just yet

kyle_tristao: exact;u

kyle_tristao: ly*

JBurke: i dont know

JBurke: i know zero about jaylinda

kyle_tristao: the first time he came to my house

kyle_tristao: my dogs tried to eat him

Hokulani Ryo: Ossie?

kyle_tristao: yeah

kyle_tristao: he didnt like my little brother

kyle_tristao: just because hes autistic

Hokulani Ryo: *sigh* dear dear

kyle_tristao: intolerant fucktard didnt know i am as well

JBurke: like i said, he's severly impulsive

Hokulani Ryo: I hate it when Ossie complained about his own life when there are clearly others who are much worse off

kyle_tristao: no thats not impulsive

kyle_tristao: thats jus fucking dee dee dee retarded

JBurke: what exactly is wrong with his life/

Hokulani Ryo: like how he was breaking up with me because I'm a distraction to him

JBurke: ?

kyle_tristao: you werent a distraction

kyle_tristao: he just is a fuck up

JBurke: yeah, you're a distraction from his World of Eternal Darkness(tm)

Hokulani Ryo: heh

Hokulani Ryo: *sobs* Our first kiss was three days afrer that play fight

kyle_tristao: you saw ashley and mines first kiss it was after 300

kyle_tristao: i missed and kissed her nose

Hokulani Ryo: I am afraid I did not see. I was too concentrated on Ossie

kyle_tristao: -_-

Hokulani Ryo: He was so sweet when we were watching 300. He held me close and would kiss my hand and brow...

kyle_tristao: -_- i didnt know that

kyle_tristao: ashley was like mesmorized by the movie

JBurke: where did he keep his hands?

Hokulani Ryo: In mine

Hokulani Ryo: *cries*

kyle_tristao: *hugs* its ok val