Gaurdian Angel of Mine

Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Wing and am in no way saying I own any of the charictors unless I made them.

Authors Note: This is a sad chapter. Tear jerker that kind of thing.

chapter 9:

Lena woke up with a groan the next mourning. She got up from the pile of clothes that she slept on when she was on the run and looked at the sky. "Sorry Doctor, I failed you." she sighed and closed her eyes. She had to try again. She would wish on every star that night if she had to but she had to do it!

she had failed at everything in her life so far. She had broken the hearts of her friends, she had run out on her teacher. She didn`t protect Heero, she still hadn`t told the other gundam pilots who she was. come to think of it, she hadn`t even meant them yet. She knew though that there was one way to win if this didn`t work.

She put her black hair up in a pony tail and yanked her shorts on. She liked her building. it was old, abandoned, and she had room for her lap top. All she had to do to take over the world was hack into OZ and control the computer but they would find her eventually. She had to do it the hard way. Trieze was more stubborn than her.

She did want to do something. She wanted to find out who she was. There were hospitles all over that could tell her who her father and mother was. That had haunted her from the day she walked out of the first orphinage. All her orphinage masters had told her was that she was a useless brat.

She stood up finally. Her day was new. All she had to do was go to the hospitle, than go and bully Trieze into surrendering. After she was content and knew who her parents were she could die in peace knowing that the man she loved was safe.

She typed in a few digits on her laptop and saw that she got a message from Doctor J. "I want you to leave everything to Heero. He can take care of Oz, you just make sure he comes out alive." She nodded and deleted the message. Once that was gone she left with her backpack that held everything she owned. Her laptop, a doll, a picture of her as a baby, and a change of clothes. She also had some money that she had won at a fight the night before. She had taken her anger out on an unsuspecting man who htought that isnce she was a girl she wan`t a match. He had been taken to the hospitle and than arrested for illigal fighting. she had fled the scene just in time.

She walked into the hospitle and up to the reseptionist. "I wanted to get a D.N.A. test." Her stomech was on fire. All these years on a side mission to find herself would come to an end. Maybe she was the kings daughter, Relenas sister, General Septims daughter, Triezes daughter. Who knows?

The nurse loked up. "Alrighty, follow me." Lena was glad that she didn`t have to give I.D. or money. Her hopes cam to a stand still when she saw the room. The nurse turned to face her. "I need I.D. and this costs 20 dollors." Lena flashed her fake I.D. and handed the nurse twenty dollors. The nurse put it in a small box and pointed to a chair. "Just go sit over there."

Lena plopped down. "Will this take long?"

The nurse smiled pleasently. "No. Check back here about every week to see if we have the results. Were you adopted?"

Lena shook her head sadly. "I used to live on a colony but the aliance took it over and so I came to earth. I was bounced from one orphinage to the other and I don`t know who my parents are."

The nurse nodded and carefully inserted the needle into the crook of Lena`s elbow. She drew out a few drops of blood and than put a small wad of cotton over it. "Alright. Let me get your name than check back every so often. This will take a long time to find since you don`t have a clue as to who your parents are." Lena nodded and stood up.

"My name is Lena Sheldon." The nurse wrote it down and nodded.

"Try to get back here within a week." Lena nodded and walked out of the hopitle. Now she had to get ready for tonight. She had half expected the hospilitle visit to take a long time but it had only taken about ten minutes. She now had to waist the day away.

when she got home she sat down on her "bed", a pile of clothes, and slouched. She was happy here. No rules, just her. She did have to admit that she was lonely. It had been a long time since someone had been her friend. Heero had but she was still afraid she would hurt him. A tear rolled down her face as she thought about him.

Trowa had taken care of him. Not her. Why she hadn`t been there she didn`t know. Chances are she would have been killed. Heero was fasinating to her but she wanted him to try to contimplate life. It troubled her that there was a human who didn`t even think about life. she thought about it constintly. Maybe that was just her though.

That night she crept out of her room and walked down the street casually. One more try Trieze. She used the back allys so no one saw her. this was his last try than she would disappear. the building was like it was last night but instead of going in the hard way she scaled the building up to Triezes office. He was sitting at his desk same as the night before. She kicked the window in and walked up behind him.

"If you`re trying to make me surrender you`ve failed." She grit her teeth and managed to speak through her tears.

"Why?"

He stood up and stuck a fencing sword to her throat. "Because, I have worked very hard to get here and a little girl exposing one of our many crimes won`t make me give it up." she backed away and went out the window in tears. On the way down she slipped and landed hard on the ground knocking the wind out of her. She gasped as tears rolled down her face. She had failed again.