Gaurdian Angel of Mine
Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Wing and am in no way saying I own any of the charictors unless I made them.
Authors Note: I`m not sure if the time is right. e-mail me if it isn`t.
chapter 5:
1 Week Later
Heero had been keeping an eye on Relena. He knew that since now she was more focused she could become very popular very fast. He was now laying on his bed with his eyes closed and his feet hanging onto the floor. A knock came on the door suddenly and he sat up. His gun was laying on the bed right next to him and so he grabbed it and walked to the door. When he opened it he relaxed a little and put his gun down. He had vowed to find out about her. How did she know his name? "What is it?"
Lena held the disk in her pocket and ran her fingers over it softly but she had come for a sightly different reason. "Do you ever think about your existance?"
Heero blinked. Think about existance? That would be showing emotion and he rememebred quite vividly the punishment for that. He would do that in secret. "I don`t have time to think about that. My life is the mission now why are you here?"
she looked sad today, sadder than usual. Her voice was subdued and didn`t have the life it normally did. "I- there`s a group of Oz solders that are going to kill Relena. Um, I`m under cover with them so here`s a disk telling you where and when. um, that`s all." she put the disk in his hand and walked away sadly before he could say anything. That was why she had the tatoo.
Heero didn`t know why but something she said struck him. She contimplated her existance all the time, but he didn`t have the time to think about it and he didn`t want emotion in his mind when thiking of the mission. He existed to fight. That was his existance. He didn`t like being thought of as the heartless psycopath. Things affected him more deeply than it would most people but he had to save his suffering for when he was alone or when his mission didn`t matter. He could never suffer.
the disk said that Relenas` assasination would take place during a rotine doctor visit. Since she had been going through trama she was supposed to go to the doctor. when her father died she became quite forlorned but she had also been a lot stronger. It was intrusting to him.
Lena stood away from the building Heero was in. She had strayed slightly from her original mission. Her search for meaning had lead her far from protecting Heero. She didn`t see the need to anymore. he could take care of himself. A tear rolled down her cheek. This was the last day she would be alive. her life hadn`t been a happy one. Death wouldn`t hurt too much. at least the last thing she would see was the man she was supposed to protect in good health.
She pulled out a small gun and looked at it. the barrel was black and shiny in the moonlight. there were six bullets in it. She looked at a shop window and saw herself staring back. She still didn`t know who she was. The shop window couldn`t tell her who she was. She would die and still not know who she was.
There were many faces to her. At school she had two. In a class she didn`t like or in a new class she tried to be tough and dangerous looking. From there she could go to being outgoing and kind. Her other face was her solder face. this was where she was now. Tunnel visioned and brutal. Emothions shut down completely. Sometimes they showed through though. Her saddness was showing through. She turned away from the window disgusted that it wouldn`t show her who she was and walked away.