Fighting Alone
Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Wing and am in no way saying I do by writting this.
Authors note: Ever wanna cry and you didn`t know why? Well, intrusting chapter and slightly pointless. It`ll make scense soon hopefully though. Heero is slightly OOC here too. We all do things that are OOC though and Heero is no exception. He also does have feelings. Keep the comments coming.
Cgapter 7: Trust Shattered
"Hey guys!" Odin pulled away from Tanya with a final graze of her lips and looked onto the communications screen. The lop sided grin that meant him was unmistakable.
"Odin here. What is it Maxwell?" Odin wiped a smudge of lipstick away loking annoyed. It was just a little kiss what harm could it do. It`ll make her listen more or something.
Duo looked at Tanya as she gasped in the cornor and saw the redness of her lips and cheeks. "Hmm, did I - uh -  interupt something old pal?" Maxwell leaned forward with a sly grin that annoyed Odin.
"What is it Maxwell!"
Duo grinned at the outburst. "I guess so. Well, Mech Li wants us to meet him on earth so I`ll take you guys there." They felt the ship jerk suddenly and than they were pulled towards earth.
Once there Tanya stepped out of the ship with Odin close behind her. Mech Li walked out of a door followed by Chang, Duo, Quatra, and Trowa. When Chang was introdused as Wolfei Tanya turned to Odin with a glare. He sighed. "My name is Heero Yuy."
She looked at Mech saddly. They hadn`t trusted her after all. "You all lied to me."
Heero put a hand on her shoulder wishing to console her and talk to her for some unknown reason. "We had to. You couldn`t know who we really were."
She pulled away from him with a sob than glared at him with every ounce of anger showing in her eyes. "I thought I did."
Mech Li walked up and hugged her. "Tanya we need your help. The only way to take out X18999 is through a computer virus. You`re the only one capable of this."
She pulled away and looked up at him with a nod. She than turned and glared at Heero. "It`s sad that I can trust a criminal better than the gundam pilots." She walked to the computer and got to work with tears running down her face.
Mech Li and the pilots walked over to a blow up of the blue prints to X18999. Mech Li pointed to a storage room behind the weather controls. "Men that I have on the inside have told me that the gundanium is going here. The main computer to the colony is here. We can put the virus here. It will hopefully disable the mobile dolls and make Dyron helpless." He now looked at Tanya who was hurredly typeing at the computer. "Heero, take care of her."
Heero stared at her as the other pilots and Mech Li left the room. He walked up behind Tanya and put his arms around her neck in a soft hug. She dropped her hands off the key board and put her head down. "Let me go."
Heero breathed into her neck unintentionally. She sighed and he tightened his grip. "We need to talk."
She finally flinched out of his grasp with a sigh. "You`re right. I need to finish this virus and you need to tell me what you want it to do."
Heero growled slightly and wheeled her around to face him. He used to be just like her. Closed to the world and alone. He wouldn`t let another human to go through it. "How long are you going to keep it to yourself?"
Tanya growled and pushed her chair away from him. "Keep what to myself?"
Heero narrowed his eyes and finally sighed. "Your pain. My name isn`t the only thing on your mind right now."
Tanya looked down to the side with a tear rolling down her face. It dropped onto his hand which had found it`s way to her armrest. "Every friend I`ve ever had has betrayed me. I thought you were different. I guess I was wrong."
Heero dabbed his finger on her tear and wiped it away than he brought it to his face and looked at it. "You haven`t told me who you are yet."
Tanya looked away again. "You don`t know me Heero! You don`t know about my life! You don`t know my pain and hurt! You can`t take it away! Admit it and stop thinking you can make it better!"
Heero took a step back at the sudden outburst. She was afraid. Afraid of being close and getting hurt. Afraid of false hope. "I didn`t say I could make it better. But we can try to make you stronger. Tanya, I love you and I`ve never loved anyone. Please let me in."
Tanya crumbled to her knees with a sob. Heero put a hand on her shoulder and again asked her to talk to him. She hugged herself and sobbed openly. "My brother in law molested me for three years when I was twelve years old. I always wanted to be strong and I always wanted to prove I could win alone but I couldn`t. He won. I let him win. Just leave me alone! it`ll be better for you."
Heero yanked her arm when she tried to stand up making her fall. "Tanya, I won`t hurt you! Believe in me please! I love you and I have never loved before. I can save you! I can`t make it go away but I`ll hold you when you cry and I`ll kiss away your tears. Please."
Tanya shivered under his hand and finally she looked tearfully into his eyes. "Okay." They were interupted when the computer beeped urgently. Tanya smiled. "It`s done."