Poetry

"For Now Untitled" As the sunsets As the wind brisks in my face I think of you Your beaming smile Your heavenly eyes What should I do? My heart is SO confused Will this become all that I am? I have had many painful memories & heart breaks because of you..... But yet I would never be hurt again if you were by my side.. But you aren't!!!! It stings my heart that your not! But what can I do? I did my part...I could have done more to make you mine Sadly I was taken advantage of By a False friendship And lies Here I am left as the fool Now its to late... Side Note: Doest it suck? Well most of my visitors know who this "friend" who is a male looking "girl"  and I just wanna share she can stick it up hers..lol..::smiles:: and Most of us feel this way not only because of this whole "situation" but other reasons as well and I wanna take this time to say thanks to everyone that stuck by my side

The Unforgetable Pain.... I sit by my window Watching the bright shimmering sun Slowly fade into a sunset I think of all the good times and bad The times of heartbreak The times of betrayal I remember how I felt back then.. The world seemed to spin around fast People who I thought were my friends Stabbed me with a big sharp blade That cut through  my heart and soul I didn't realize how much I bled Until I saw the friendship I wanted to save didn't exist anymore I think to myself why was I so stupid To trust those certain people Why did I let him go for a false friendship?! Why didn't I tell him? Why couldn't I see I was being Taken advantage of? I could've done so much more...

When its him Im thinking of... My not forgotten love I wonder why I was so late to share of all the feelings I kept hidden inside, locked up in my heart. So is that why he was never there? The blade of reality has cut through my heart and it bleeds so much that I can't handle it!! This blood is drowning me in pain Have I fallen so deeply That I can't save myself? Won't someone please help me?! When its him Im thinking of...