Here is Part 21. I got tired of Roman Numerals. I am really getting high on
the pages count, aren't I? I want to write a poem but then again I don't.
It would be another sad poem. Just wish I could get over Tyler! The instant I
know I'm not ever him occurs just after I realized I'm completely over him. The
truth is I still love him. I'm not in love with him but I still love him. Does
that make sense? It does to me. I find him a beautiful person whether he
believes that he is or not. He doesn't know that such a person exists within him, but
he does. Damn pen ink ran out! Maybe this will last for a little while.
Anyway, it's extremely annoying knowing the potential someone holds and knowing
that they're not going to realize that for a really long time.
The internet is good. It allows me to talk to several people at
once. My wonderful email comes through there. It is also a huge source of entertainment
for me as well. My website keeps me busy. And it's a lot of fun to do
research on. I consider it the window to the world. Without it I would
have no friends from Louisville still with the exception of a few people.
Ahhh yes, the many wonders of a computer.
I am going to be really busy this coming year with church and
school. I need money too so I would like a steady job. One that pays
decently. But that would require a car. Something I'm not going to get
for a very long while. With any luck the GYC thing will fall through
and then I'll get to travel frequently. That would be fun. I'm looking forward
to making more friends this year. My school problems will go away if that's the case.
I want to know what part I have in the Wizard of Oz though. I won't find out
for a long while though. I have a tan, or at least for me it is. For
normal people it's how their skin normally looks. I enjoy being pale though.
It's going to same me from wrinkles someday. 'Night!
End Part 21