sairam.
KISHORE KUMAR
(the discourse below was emailed to me
by Mr.Kishore Kumar)
ON 21st FEBRUARY 2001 Vision Of The Atma One may be able to repeat Vedas and Shastras by
rote.
Embodiments of Love! If you lack purity of heart, you will not be able to understand the principle of Atma, irrespective of your educational qualifications. You may be a highly learned person but you are not able to see your own body when you are in deep sleep. On the countrary, even an illiterate person can see himself and the surroundings if he opens his eyes. Just as ash covers the live embers, man's vision is clouded by delusion. Consequently, he is unalbe to realise his true nature. Man should understand the intimate relationship between himself and Divinity. You can acquire immense power and strength once you develop purity of heart, gain spiritual knowledge and understand Divinity. Sadhana or spiritual practice does not mean undertaking good activities like Japa and Dhyana. True Sadhana lies in removing the veil of illusion that covers the Antahkarana(inner instrument). It is said, Pashyannapicha Napashyati Moodho (he is a fool who sees yet does not recognise the reality). O man, is it not foolishness on your part to think that you have not seen God though you see Him in the form of the world. Fire is seen if you blow the ash from live embers. You can see the pellucid waters only after removing the moss. A person's vision is clouded when he has cataract is operated upon, he gets back his normal vision. Similarly, as long as a person is under the influence of the mind, he identifies himself with the body and experiences pleasure and pain. Once he transcends the mind, i.e., Maya, the dualities of the world do not exist for him. He visualises Divinity everywhere. Today man tries to know Divinity with his mind. In order to visualise Divinity, you should understand the principle of Atma or 'I'. The Atma is formless. So long as you are attached to your form, you will not understand what Atma means. Everyone introduces himself using the letter 'I', which is nothing but the Atma. Though not seen, the Atma is present in one and all. This Atma is all-pervasive. There are three types of ethereal dimensions, viz., Bhutakasha, Chittahakasha and Chidakasha. Bhutakasha is engulfed by Chittahakasha which in turn is encompassed by Chidakasha. The Butakasha which consists of the earth, the sun, the moon and the stars is very vast. The sun is much bigger than the planet earth having a circumference of 8000 crore miles. But it looks small to our eyes, as it is at a distance of 9 crore miles from the earth. The stars are still farther away and are much bigger than the sun in size though they look like small diamends adorning the sky. Light travels at a speed of 180 thousand miles per second. Some of the stars are at such a great distance from the earth that the light emanating from them is yet to reach the earth. All the stars, the sun, the moon and the earth, form a part of Bhutakasha. All these are present in Chittha in a subtle form. So, Chittahakasha is many times bigger than Bhutakasha. You feel the sun is self-effulgent, but in fact, it is the Atma which illuminates the sun. So, the Atma is the greatest of all. Its vastness cannot be described in words. All the five elements are made up of atoms, whereas the Atma is not made up of atoms, as it is formless. What do you mean by vision of the Atma? It is visualisation of the all-pervasive effulgence. The Atma is present in every cell of the human body. In order to understand this, you have to transcend form. All the material objects have a definite form, but in due course of time they lose their identity and merge into the casual dimension, i.e., in the Atma. So, man should make an effort to go beyond form and merge into the Atma. All the activities that are related to the form correspond to Pravritti(outward path) i.e., Bhutakasha, which is made up of atoms. All this will ultimately merge into the Atma. What is Atma? Bliss is Atma. In the days of yore, many sages made concerted efforts to recognise the nature of the Atma. Ultimately, they declared to the world, Vedahametham Purusham Mahantham Adithyavarnam Thamasa Parasthath (I know the Supreme Being who shines with the effulgence of sun and who is beyond Thamas(the darkness of ignorance). O people, the Atma transcends name and form. It is selr-effulgent. In order to have the vision of the Atma, you don't need to go to the forest and undertake penance. You can see it everywhere once you dispel the darkness of ignorance from within. Efforts in this direction amount to true Sadhana. Divinity is latent in humanity, but you are attributing various names and forms to it and are trying to visualise it through worship and rituals. As a result, you are subjected to frustration and depression. First of all, you should make efforts to realise the divinity that is latent in Bhutakasha. But how can one understand the Divinity when he fails to understand humanness. In the first place, man should understand what humanness means. Only when you transcend Bhutakasha and Chithakasha, can you understand
Chidakasha. Bhutakasha is like a small star in the sky of Chitthakasha.
The same can be said of Chitthakasha as compared to Chidakasha. Chidakasha
is nothing but the Atma. There is nothing beyond this. To understand the
formless Atma, you should go beyond form. In the beginning, you meditate
on an specific form, but gradually you should go beyond that form and realise
the formless Divinity. So long as you are attached to the form, you are
bound to experience pleasure and pain. The formless Atma is experienced
in the deep sleep state (Sushupti) in which you lose the identity of name
and form. In the deep sleep state, there are no feelings pertaining to
Bhutakasha, you identify yourself with a form. Though the modern man is
highly educated, he is unable to comprehend the principles of Bhutakasha,
Chittakasha and Chidakasha. He is keeping himself away from
All that you see in the external world is nothing but the manifestation
of God. All of you who have assembled here are the embodiments of God.
In fact, you are yourself God. Though you see God everywhere, still you
search for Him. Here is a small example. The hostel boys see Sai Geetha
every day, so they are not excited about it. If they happen to see even
the tail of an elephant in a forest, they feel thrilled. Likewise, though
you see God in the form of people around you, you are not excited. But
if you see a person with three heads, you will become ecstatic thinking
that you had the vision of Divine Cosmic Form. You should understand
that Divinity pervades the entire nature. Lord Krishna declared in the
Gita, Mamvaivamsho Jeevaloke Jeevabhuta Sanathana (the eternal Atma in
all beings is a part of My Being). You and I are not separate. We are one
and the same. Once you understand this truth, you will not go in search
of God here and there. All that you find in the external world is nothing
but Viswa Virat Swarupa(cosmic form). All forms are His. Form is associated
with Pravritti. It is the root cause of delusion. What is Maya? That which
leads to mistaken identity is Maya. When you mistake a rope for a snake
in the darkness, you are sacred. But when you flash torchilight on it,
you realise that it is a rope and not a snake. It is the mistaken identity
that has given rise to fear in you. Once you know the reality, you become
fearless. Due to the influence(Prabhava) of worldly objects, you have forgotten
your Swabhava (true nature). Once you recognise your Swabhava and strictly
adhere to it, there will be no scope for delusion or fear. Where
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Students! Uphold your self-respect. First of all, understand what Atma means. The principle of 'I' that is present in everybody is Atma. The Vedas declare, Aham Brahmasmi (I am Brahma) . But in my view, even this is not complete truth because the presence of 'I' and Brahma symbolises duality. Truth is one, not two. Man should hold on to the principle of non-dualism and sanctify his life. Once you develop faith in this principle, you will have all the purity and prosperity. Today is the very auspicious day of Sivarathri. Siva stands for auspiciousness. What is so special and auspious about Sivarathri? Mind has 16 aspects, of which 15 are merged on this night and only one is remaining. Make proper use of this holy night by understanding Sadhana with devotion and steadfastness. What sort of Sadhana you must undertake? Cleanse your heart of all evil qualities. Evil qualities arise in you because of the misuse of the senses. It is the root cause of all sins. Sadhana does not mean doing Japa and meditation. You should develop pure and divine feelings in you. Consider everyone as divine. Respect them. "All are Mine and I belong to everybody." Once you have such firm conviction, you can enjoy immense happiness in life. There will be no trace of worry in your life. Once while Sankaracharya was going to river Ganga with his 14 disciples, he came across a Brahmin who was memorising some Sanskrit passage," Dukrun Karane". The Acharya asked him, what he was doing and the Brahmin replied that he was studying Panini (the great grammarian). "What do you gain out of this study of grammer?", the Acharya asked. He replied,"I shall become a great scholar and go to some royal Court or the other and become an official scholar and earn all the wealth that I need. With wealth earned like that, I shall lead a happy life". "How long will you live like that?" "I shall live as long as I am alive". "What next?" asked the Acharya. He replied,"I don't know". Then, Sankaracharya made his famous pronouncement, "Bhaja Govindam, Bhaja Govindam Govindam Bhaja Moodamathe, Samprapthe Sannihithe Kale Nahi Nahi Rakshati Dukrun Karane". (O fool, chant the name of Govinda. When the hour of death approaches, the nuances of grammer will not come to your rescue). The Archarya said,"You fool, you will enjoy all the pleasures of the world as long as you are alive, but after this body passes away, what will you do? So, keep chanting the name of Govinda incessantly and don't waste your time in these mundane studies. These studies are all related to Pravritti. This helps only for a very short time. You are proud of your youth, how long does youth last? Soon you will an old man. Do not put your faith on your firm faith in God". Realise your self-confidence. Self-confidence leads to self-satisfaction and self- satisfaction leads to self-realisation. Students! 'I' is a permanent reality. Consider this Atma as Godhead itself. Without a substantial basis, there will be no manifestation. The basis for the waves in the ocean is the water therein. In the same manner, Atma is the basis for the phenomenal world. All the good and bad, praise and blame that happen are all mere passing clouds. The baby, the boy, the youth and oldman are all differences in form but the Atma in the person is the unchanging entity. While travelling in the train, you see out of the window, trees, mountains and lakes fleeting past. This is an illusion. Sometimes, in the skies, you see as if the moon is moving fast, while in reality the clouds are moving. This again is an illusion. The moon is not moving at the same pace as the clouds. In the same way, the Atman does not change or move; it is only your feelings that change. Embodiments of Love! Today is a very holy day. The time at 6 o'clock is highly sacred. At that time, the Atma Lingam will be manifested. God is sometimes called the Hiranyagarbha. The golden Lingas emerge from Hiranyagarbha itself. Don't conclude that only Swamy is Hiranyagarbha. All of you are manifestations of Hiranyagarbha. You are also eternal and self-effulgent. Hold this truth firmly in your heart. Keep this awareness firm. We have 'Awareness classes' in our Institutions. Knowing this or that bit of information is not complete awareness. Awareness implies total understanding. Having seen just the tail of a rat, how can you claim to have seen the rat itself? Today what the scientists have known is only a fraction of the total truth. But they think that they know everything. First of all, you should understand what humanness means? In accordance with your form, you should have human qualities. Of what use is your life if you behave like a monkey? Understand that you belong to mankind. Do not have monkey mind. One whose heart is full of compassion alone is a true human being. Today man talks of the need for compassion but has filled his heart with demonic qualities like anger, greed, jealousy, etc. Man should put a ceiling on his desires. As man's conduct is perverted, today we find natural calamities taking place. You are aware of the devastation caused by the earthquake in Gujarat.
Thousands of people lost their lives. The reason for this is that, man
is entertaining excessive desires. God
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