A Life Worth Living
By Heidi H
Disclaimers-These are not my characters and I am
making no money off of them.
Ratings-Sam/Donna, life works out in the most
unimaginable ways
Spoilers-2 Cathedrals, anything
with Laurie
Note-this is a sort of depressing fic. I might
be tempted to write a sequel, but maybe...
Donna Moss held the marriage license in her shaky
hands wondering how things had gone from
wonderful to a disaster.
She and Sam had drifted together during the
hearings. They both needed to find comfort in
something and that was each other. Sam was there to
comfort Donna when she was raked over the coals. No
one else seemed to help her like Sam. She was
there for him when the prosecutor brought up
Laurie. They both had jumped in feet first when the
subject of marriage was brought up. After the
hearings, everyone had three days off to regroup and
get their heads back in the game of politics.
Sam and Donna whisked away to Los Vegas where an
Elvis impersonator married them in a small, quick
ceremony. The married bliss only lasted less
than a day and it all started with the ringing of
Sam’s cell phone.
He answered it, only to find Leo on the other
ending screaming about their marriage making it on
the front page of every tabloid in town. Leo
demanded that they both get their asses on the next
plane and be back in Washington and in his office.
Sam had tried to reassure Donna that nothing
would happen and that everyone was just shocked. He
couldn’t believe he was telling her something
that even he didn’t believe himself.
The scene in Leo’s office was the stuff of good
television. Leo yelled about trying to keep a low
profile. CJ yelled about being the first phone
call. Josh and Toby yelled about the appearance
of impropriety and the possibility of having to
appear before the grand jury again. All through
the “meeting”, Donna was being shot dirty looks
like she was solely responsible for everything that
was happening. The meeting ended with Leo
telling them that changes would be made to make sure
that things kept running smoothly.
The next day, Donna headed for her desk and Josh
was there waiting for her. He told her to pack
up her things and find a new office to put them
in. She couldn’t believe that he was firing her.
Donna packed up her things in shock. She needed
to talk to Sam, but decided to wait until he got
home.
Sam found a few changes for him at work too.
Toby handed him a large stack of papers which were
speeches for low level speaking arrangements. He
was not going to be working on any high level
speeches for awhile, according to Toby. Sam knew
that this was the punishment for marrying Donna and
landed them on the covers of tabloids. He sucked
it up and took his punishment. It wouldn’t last
forever, Sam kept telling himself.
Donna told him what had happened, but not to get
mad at Josh. That she understood what he had to
do and why it was for the best. Sam understood
it too and went to his job everyday and gained the
respect of his friends back. Donna was able to
find a job as an administrative secretary for a
lawyer in town. It wasn’t her old job, but she
loved it too.
Then Laurie came back to town and all hell broke
loose again. Sam was again on the cover of
tabloids when he went to lunch with her again. The
White House was up in arms when a story appeared
that he was cheating on his wife of less than a
year. Donna ended up quitting her job because she
couldn’t stand the pitying looks of her coworkers.
Sam got more punishment from Toby and Leo and
accepted it.
Sam came home that night and devastated Donna.
He told her that their marriage could never work
because of her former position in the White House
and his current one. Sam packed his bags, told
her that he would move the rest of his stuff
tomorrow afternoon, gave her the numbers where she
could reach him if needed, and walked out the door
without ever looking back.
Donna was in shock. She would never expected Sam
to bow down from the pressure. The marriage
license was in her box and she dug it out. She
wondered how things could have happened this way. Sam
had left her unemployed, broke, and with a baby
on the way. She made the decision in that instant
to never subject her child to this. Sam would
never get to see the child and the woman he walked
out on again. Donna knew that it wasn’t right to
not tell him that he was going to be a daddy, but
he made the choice to leave and he would have to
live with that decision for the rest of
his life.