A Life Worth Wanting
By Heidi H.
Disclaimers-These are not my characters and I am
making no money off of them.
Ratings Info-Sam/Donna, sequel to A Life Worth
Living
Note-There might be another follow up to this, I
haven’t decided yet.
Donna looked at the sonogram again. This was the
first picture of her son. She knew in her heart
that he would look like Sam. He would always be
a reminder of what they had. She hadn’t
contacted or seen Sam in months and today the divorce
papers had arrived.
Sam had cited irreconcilable differences for the
dissolution of their marriage. He had made
arrangements for her to get spousal support for
several years. At least he wasn’t leaving her in the
cold with no money and a baby on the way.
After
he walked out, Donna moved into a smaller
apartment in DC with no roommate. She was surprised
that she hadn’t run into any of her former friends
and co-workers at familiar haunts. These days,
she was trying to avoid people because it was
completely obvious that she was pregnant.
Her alarm rang and she got up to take her second
daily dose of vitamins that the doctor put her
on. He was worried that the stress and her job
would take its toll on the baby.
Donna was lucky that she’d found a job. She was
a sales clerk at a very nice outlet store. She
was on her feet eight to ten hours a day which put
undue stress on her and the baby, but a girl had
to work to live and eat. The owner was
completely understandable about Donna’s condition and her
co-workers were very nice new friends. No one
would ever replace her White House friends, but
they had chosen to distance themselves from her and
she moved on without them.
The divorce papers were begging to be signed, but
Donna didn’t know if she was ready for her
marriage to be over. She had given it her all and in
the end, her *husband* hadn’t been strong enough.
Their love wasn’t able to overcome the obstacles.
Donna wondered if she should even put Sam’s name
on the birth certificate when the baby was born.
She didn’t want to have to be the one to explain
to her son that his father walked out on her
because he wasn’t strong enough to believe in the
power of their love for each other and that she
hadn’t ever told his father that she was pregnant.
Donna was seriously wavering on contacting Sam and
telling him about the baby, but didn’t want him
coming back to her out of obligation. She picked
up a pen, signed the papers, and put the envelope
in the pile of mail to take to the post office
the next day. She was moving on with her and her
son’s lives without him and *his* friends.