A Life Worth Bearing
By Heidi H
Disclaimers-These are not my characters and I am
making no money off of them.
Ratings-Sam/Donna, a life can take so many
unimaginable twists and turns
Sequel to A Life Worth Nothing
Donna looked at the calendar and couldn’t believe
how close her due date was. Only a few more
weeks until she saw her son and then had to hand him
over to his father and step-mother for the rest
of his life. The thought of her not raising her
own flesh and blood would hurt her for the rest of
her natural born life.
Sam and Laurie stood back and admired their
handiwork. Without Donna willing to share information
with them, they had to decorate with a gender
neutral theme and it was teddy bears. The room was
brimming with toys and clothes and everything
that a child could ever want or need. Sam was
determined to fill this child’s life with things that
his mother couldn’t ever provide and for Laurie
to fill the role of mother.
Donna went into labor late one night and
delivered a healthy baby boy weighing 7 pounds and 9
ounces all by herself. She was so tired and worn out
that she only made one phone call after the
birth. She called her parents and told them about the
baby. They were happy and excited for her, but
also a little reserved. The Moss’ didn’t agree
with the court’s ruling, but knew that Donna had to
live by it. After hanging up the phone, she sat
in the bed and cried at the loss she was going to
endure the next day. She cried for her marriage
not being able to last. She cried at the loss of
who she was. Finally, Donna fell into a restless
sleep.
The next morning, Donna picked up the phone and
informed Sam and Laurie that the baby had been
born and that they could come to the hospital.
When they arrived, she was filling out papers for
the baby. She signed the birth certificate and
Sam signed his portion. They were both shocked
when they learned that the baby had already been
named.
Bradley Jordan Seaborn was the name that Donna
had given her son. She could only hope that Sam
and Laurie would keep that name. After signing her
release papers, she left the hospital and went
home. She had spent the night and early morning
saying goodbye to her child.
Donna was surprised to get a package from Fed Ex
that afternoon. It was from her friends at the
outlet store that she had worked at. They had
gotten her a shadow box and filled it with all the
things that defined her. There was a computer
miniature because she was a computer whiz. A phone
because she liked to talk and many things of that
nature along with a note telling her to take all
the time she needed before coming back.
Sam and Laurie were so happy that their child was
finally home. They had decided to keep the name
that Donna had given him because it had fit. The
birth certificate was locked away in a safety
deposit box. They were hoping that Bradley never
wanted to see it because there would be questions
about who Donna Moss was. Sam and Laurie had
agreed that Bradley would see Laurie as his mother
and Donna would simply be out of the picture.
Donna was able to make decisions again and her
first one was to move to a different apartment.
She couldn’t stand to look at the rooms anymore.
Every place in the apartment reminded her of
Bradley and it was too much for her to bare.
After going to work, Donna came home to find a
hateful message on her answering machine. It was
from CJ. The message was veiled in politeness,
but the demand was there. She wanted to know if
Donna was moving back home or at least out of
Washington since the baby was born. She was so mad.
There was no way that Donna was going to move to
make anyone else’s life easier. It wasn’t going
to happen.