I Never
By Heidi H.
 
Disclaimers-These are not my characters and I am 
making no money off of them.
 
Ratings-NC 17, sex and language, Josh/Donna, 
Sam/Donna, 
 
Spoilers-In The Shadow Of Two Gunmen, Lame Duck, 
2 Cathedrals
 
Notes-Thanks to Norma, my beta reader who is 
extraordinary. All of the game playing, title, and 
smut is her hard work.
 
Feedback-Is wonderful and loved.
 
Archiving-Ask permission please :)
 
 
 
Donna rangled Sam onto the couch and managed to 
get Josh into his bedroom and pushed him down on 
the bed. She was surprised that they were still 
standing. Josh and Sam had both managed to put 
away a 12 pack of beer and a bottle of tequila. 
Donna had gotten one sip of the tequila before Josh 
and Sam had stolen it away. They were gonna have 
massive hangovers and she was going to enjoy 
every minute of it. It served them right for not 
sharing with her.
 
 
 “Come on guys. Work with me here.” Donna 
struggled to keep them all from falling down on the 
floor in a heap.
 
 “No.” a surly Josh replied as he struggled to 
keep his balance.
 
 “Come on man. She’s pretty. We might get some 
if we’re lucky.” a drunken Sam stuttered out and 
reached toward Donna.
 
 “I doubt you’re gonna be doing anything 
tonight.” Donna muttered, smacking Sam’s hand away.
 
After getting the boys settled on the couch and 
in bed, she realized there was nowhere for her to 
spend the night comfortably and finally settled 
on an uncomfortable chair. Donna wasn’t in the 
mood to baby-sit, but with these two definitely 
nursing hangovers in the morning, she’d have to be 
the adult and wake them up in the morning so they 
could be on time for their meetings.
 
They would be driving most of the day to get to a 
campaign office in Tom’s River, New Jersey. Josh 
and Sam were in charge of making sure the office 
had everything it needed and was following 
guidelines that had been set up by Leo and the 
President. They had to have all their ducks in a row 
because the MS thing was going to be taking all 
their time and now was the time to make sure that 
they wouldn’t have to change plays in the middle of 
the ballgame. Of course, Josh had complained 
that he didn’t have time to be running to 
podunkville to make sure people could read and understand 
memos, but Leo overruled him and made the decision 
on it. Even Donna was given an assignment. She 
was shocked, but Leo told her that he trusted 
her. It was nice to be told that someone trusted 
you while there was all the palace intrigue coming 
down on them.
 
 “Rise and shine.” Donna sung as she opened the 
blinds near the couch that Sam was sleeping on.
 
 “Oh God.” Sam burrowed his head deeper into 
the pillow.
 
Then Donna headed straight for Josh’s room and 
saw him laying in the same position that he’d 
fallen on the bed in the night before. She deflty 
pulled the room darkening blinds up and let the 
glorious morning sunlight into the room.
 
 “Let the sunshine into your heart. Time to get 
up Joshua.” Donna shouted in his ear.
 
 “For the love of God, shut the fuck up and 
close that blind.” Josh groaned after the words had 
left his lips.
 
 
 “I don’t think so. We need to get going to be 
in Tom’s River by noon.” Donna announced.
 
 
 “Who the hell cares?” Sam asked, standing in 
the door way to the bedroom still looking 
disheveled from the night before, but Donna couldn’t help 
notice that he looked even more sexy rumpled and 
sleepy.
 
 
 “You might, since Leo told you guys not to 
screw this up and to take a three day weekend after 
this meeting.” Donna said, smiling at the thought 
of having three Josh free days.
 
 
 
After an hour, all three were showered, dressed, 
and on the road .
 
 “Why didn’t you stop us last night?” Josh 
asked from the back seat, his eyes closed and his 
face twisted in pain.
 
Sam was relatively quiet as he sat in the 
passenger seat and had his eyes closed too, although he 
was interested to hear the answer to Josh’s 
question.
 
 “Oh, let’s count the reasons. Number one, you 
are adults and not little boys. Number two, you 
should know when to stop. Number three, I told 
you to stop and you told me to butt out. Number 
four, it is funny to see you two drunk off your 
asses. It makes for great gossip with the girls at 
work. Number five, now I have blackmail material 
to work with.” Donna said.
 
 
 “Great.” Josh groaned, hoping his office 
humiliation wouldn’t be too bad or widespread. He was 
the master politician with the gossipy assistant. 
Life just sucked, along with his watch.
 
 
 
 
After quite a few hours of driving, they all 
arrived in Tom’s River. After checking out the 
offices and talking with a few head people, they were 
all back in the car and headed back to 
Washington.
 
 “The people seemed pretty nice.” Donna said 
trying to make conversation in the car as the sky 
began to darken.
 
 
 “Yeah, the cute little redhead was *really* 
interesting.” Josh said with a smile.
 
It never failed when these guys got together, the 
conversation always seemed to turn to sex. Donna 
smiled because she had learned a whole lot about 
these guys and their “preferences” on various 
road trips, the campaign, and their occasional 
drinking binges.
 
 
 “The one that was hanging on your every word?” 
Sam asked, mentally recalling the details of the 
woman that Josh was talking about.
 
 
 “Do you think she’d be interested in working as 
an assistant? I could always use another.” Josh 
smirked, knowing that he could and would get a 
rise out of Donna, guaranteed.
 
 
 
Donna glared and turned her eyes back to the road 
as the clouds opened up. Rain poured down in 
sheets with thunder and lightening. She pulled into 
the parking lot of a roadside motel that looked 
like it had seen better days. Donna pulled the 
car into a spot that was directly underneath the 
flashing neon sign that advertised by the hour 
rates. She cringed at spending the night there, but 
it was the only option because she wasn’t driving 
in the weather anymore, plus the fact that she 
was tired and had driven all day.
 
 “Why are we stopping?” Sam asked with concern 
in his voice.
 
 
 “The rain is flooding out the roads and I don’t 
think that you want me to get this beautiful BMW 
flooded out. Do you, Sam?” Donna asked.
 
 
 “No, stop now. This is my baby. You’re lucky 
I let you drive it at all today.” Sam said, 
running his hand over the cream colored interior.
 
 
 “So, now what?” asked a now wide awake Josh.
 
 
 “We get rooms for the night and deal with it.” 
Donna said and opened up her door. She made a 
mad dash for the motel door, but managed to get 
completely soaked anyway.
 
 
 “I’d like a room with two twin beds and a room 
with one double bed. I’d also like those rooms 
to connect, if possible.” Donna said with a smile 
as she approached the counter and the clerk.
 
 
 “That’ll be $82.80 for the night, but we rent 
rooms by the hour too, if you’re interested.” the 
unkempt desk clerk said, giving Donna a look of 
pure male appreciation.
 
 
 “No, just give me the rooms for the night.” 
Donna said mentally shuddering.
 
Donna rummaged through her purse and pulled out 
her well worn credit card and slid it through the 
window slot.
 
 “Sorry lady. Your credit card is being 
rejected, but I can think of a couple ways you can earn 
the room.” the clerk leered at her again..
 
 
 “I’m sure that my boyfriends would really 
appreciate that suggestion. Can you run this for the 
room with the two twin beds then.” Donna crossed 
her arms and stared the clerk down.
 
 
Donna didn’t feel like trudging back to the car 
to get cash or credit cards from the guys. She 
herself was too tired from dealing with a couple of 
drunks last night and now a couple of severely 
hung over babies who thought they were men. The 
charge went through and Donna got the key to the 
room. She dashed through the rain again, getting 
even wetter.
 
 “Okay, we got a room.” Donna said.
 
 
 “Fine.” Josh and Sam both said.
 
 
Donna unlocked the door and looked around the 
sleazy room.
 
 “Two twin beds? Who’s sleeping on the floor?” 
Sam asked.
 
 
 “I guess I will.” Donna said before heading 
into the bathroom.
 
She came out of the bathroom after putting her 
clothes over the shower bar to dry. Donna felt 
that she was lucky her underwear had remained dry. 
It would be worse to walk out into the room 
without a stitch on. She didn’t relish the idea of 
sleeping in a towel, but the rooms had no 
bathrobes, not that she’d expected any anyway. Donna took 
a deep breath and walked back into the room.
 
 “What the hell! Donna, you can’t wear that.” 
Josh shouted when he looked at her.
 
 
 “My clothes are soaked through. What do you 
expect me to wear?” Donna asked, standing in the 
middle of the room in a towel.
 
 
 “There is no way you can wear that towel. 
There has to be something you can put on.” Sam said.
 
 “Oh grow up. It’s like I’m wearing a bathing 
suit.” Donna complained.
 
 
 “Here, you can wear my shirt.” Josh started to 
slip off his Notre Dame sweatshirt, which had 
been a gift from the President after Josh slipped 
and let the President hear his true feelings on the 
greatness or in Josh’s opinion, lack thereof, of 
the Notre Dame football program. Apparently he 
hadn’t learned the same lesson that CJ did, until 
it was too late.
 
 
 “Donna, wear mine. It is heavier and longer.” 
Sam said, whipping his well worn Princeton 
sweatshirt over his head.
 
 
 “She’s my assistant. She should wear my 
clothes.” Josh argued.
 
 
 “Do you want me to call CJ right now and inform 
her about that little statement that your 
assistant should wear your clothes?” Sam smirked.
 
 
 “Why don’t we tell her about your offer of 
clothes. What would CJ say then?” Josh was the one 
smirking this time.
 
 
 “Guys, hello? I am dressed now, just in case 
you were wondering.” Donna said.
 
 
 
Both men turned to look and were surprised at 
what they saw. Donna was standing there in a 
borrowed Princeton sweatshirt with damp hair and both 
thought she was the sexiest thing they had ever 
seen. Donna loved the thought of wearing guys 
clothing. It always felt so warm and comforting, 
plus it had the advantage of smelling like the 
owner. There was no way Donna was gonna tell Sam that 
she loved his cologne. Sam and Josh both looked 
at each other and smiled. Donna wondered what 
they were smiling at. She felt and probably looked 
like a drowned rat. 
 
 “Okay, so what are we supposed to do now?” 
Josh asked.
 
 
 “We do have work on the table and a tv sitting 
over there. I’m sure there’s something to do.” 
Donna said in her best mother voice.
 
 
 
Josh picked up the remote and flipped through the 
channels and finding nothing to watch, he turned 
the tv off and threw the remote on the 
nightstand. Sam was just as bored and a thought popped 
into his head that might make the evening 
interesting.
 
 “Let’s play a game. I know one that my 
fraternity used to play with the sorority girls at 
Princeton. It’s called I Never.” Sam suggested.
 
 
 “I’ve played it before, so I guess I’ll play.” 
Donna said uncertainly, knowing the ins and outs 
of the game and how easily things tended to get 
out of hand when people played. She had some very 
fond memories and some not so fond memories. 
 
 
 “Come on, it’s something to do instead of 
sitting here being bored out of our minds.” Sam said.
 
 
 “Fine, then. I’ll play.” Josh said.
 
 
 “It’s kinda like truth or dare, except it’s all 
about truth. I say something like I never smoked 
pot before and if you have, you have to raise 
your hand.” Sam explained.
 
 
 “That’s silly.” Josh said, regretting his 
agreement to play.
 
 
 “Oh, come on Josh. It could be fun.” Donna 
said.
 
 
 “Fine.” Josh grunted.
 
 
 “I’ll start. I’ll make this one easy. I never 
pulled an all nighter.” Sam said, excitedly.
 
 
 “An all nighter what? I need clarification 
before I can answer that.” Josh said, trying to be 
difficult.
 
 
 “What do you think?” Donna said, getting 
frustrated with Josh.
 
 
 “He could be talking about an all nighter of 
mind blowing sex with yours truly for all I know.” 
Josh smirked.
 
 
 “Stop being difficult.” Donna snapped.
 
 
 “Then I wouldn’t really be me, would I?” Josh 
asked and smirked again when he caught Donna’s 
glare.
 
 
 “Of course not. Why should I expect anything 
different.” Donna said.
 
 
 “Hello? Guys, there’s a question on the 
table.” Sam said, trying to get them back on track. 
He really didn’t want to be in the same room with 
a bickering Josh and Donna.
 
 
 “And I’m still waiting for clarification.” 
Josh said.
 
 
 “Fine. I was gonna make this easy, but if you 
insist on being difficult, I can too. I never 
pulled an all nighter, which included mind blowing 
sex.” Sam revised his question.
 
 
With that, everyone raised their hands.
 
 “Your turn Josh.” Sam said.
 
 
 “Well, since we’re on this topic already.....I 
never had an all nighter of crappy sex.” Josh 
said and waited for people to raise their hands.
 
 
This time, only Donna raised her hand and blushed 
furiously as Sam and Josh stared at her.
 
 “What?” Donna asked, confused by their looks 
of unbelievingness.
 
 
 “You’ve had bad sex?” Josh asked in a state of 
shock.
 
 
 “Josh, every woman has bad sex at one point or 
another-it’s different for us. We don’t enjoy 
everything that you guys do. Call up your old 
girlfriends and ask them or better yet, ask CJ. 
She’ll tell you.” Donna said.
 
 
 “But still, how could you.....” Sam said, 
letting his words trail off and thinking about all 
the women he’d been with in his past.
 
 
 “Because not every guy is ‘all that’ in bed. 
Now it’s my turn.” Donna said, trying to end the 
conversation.
 
 
 “Wait a second here.” Josh said.
 
 
 “Drop it Josh. It’s my turn. I never had sex 
in the White House.” Donna brought this up 
because she really wanted to see if she could find out 
if Josh ever had sex with Mandy in his office.
 
Donna was surprised to see it was Sam and not 
Josh who raised his hand.
 
 
 “What? You have?” Donna asked.
 
 
 “Uh, yeah.” Sam slowly said.
 
 
 “With who and where in the White House?” Josh 
demanded.
 
 
 “That wasn’t part of the question.” Sam used a 
technicality to get out of answering that little 
tidbit.
 
 
 “Fine. Just wait. Eventually you’ll tell me.” 
Josh said.
 
 “I never had sex with a co-worker from the 
White House.” Sam said, hoping to catch Josh and 
Donna off guard and find out if there was any truth 
to the rumors. Unfortunately, he was 
disappointed and strangely relieved when no one’s hand went 
up.
 
 
 “Damn.” Sam muttered under his breath when he 
realized that he had inadvertently told both Josh 
and Donna who he’d had sex with in the White 
House.
 
Donna knew that it was Sam and Mallory who’d had 
sex in his office. She understood what had most 
likely happened between those two. She knew that 
he’d had to have been really horny and looking 
for the first available woman to jump, really 
desperate for sexual contact, or looking for comfort 
sex with someone who didn’t matter all that much 
to him. Mallory had just been bad for him. Sam 
needed to find a girl like her. Donna knew that he 
needed someone who would care and listen to him 
and understand him. She would never tell anyone 
that she wanted Sam to look at her like that. It 
was just something that she would have to live 
with.
 
 
 “What about Mandy?” Donna shot at Josh.
 
 
 “I never had sex with her after we got to the 
White House. Now, before that is a different 
story and one I don’t think you want to hear.” Josh 
smirked and watched his assistant’s alabaster 
skin turn slightly pink.
 
 
 “Goody, my turn now. I never *wanted* to have 
sex with a co-worker from the White House.” Josh 
said, wondering what Sam was thinking, not 
realizing he was incriminating himself. As soon as he 
realized what he said, he quickly tried to 
retract it.
 
 
 “Nope, you asked it already. Now it has to be 
answered.” Sam quickly said, not willing to let 
Josh off the hook.
 
 
Slowly all three of them raised their hands and 
turned bright red, knowing that their fantasy 
lovers were in the room.
 
 “I never was involved in a threesome.” Donna 
said as she felt quite bold and turned on by the 
current line of questioning.
 
 
Both of the guys were speechless. They’d never 
thought that Donna would be interested in 
something like that. To them, she was a pretty woman who 
appeared to be a complete straight arrow.
 
 
 “Well? “ Donna asked, waiting for an answer to 
her question.
 
Sam slowly raised his hand and spoke.
 
 “I was in college. I was young and stupid. It 
was the 80’s, what did you expect.....” Sam 
trailed off, suddenly getting an idea in his head.
 
 
 “I never wanted to be in a threesome right 
now.” Sam said and watched the two people around him 
process it.
 
Slowly, all three of them raised their hands and 
looked at each other.
 
 
 
Sam moved toward Donna and kissed her hard and 
passionately on the mouth.
 
 
 “Sam, I, uh....” Donna tried to speak when 
their kiss ended. She was feeling a bit unsettled.
 
 
 
She felt his hands roam her back and finally 
settle themselves on her lower back, heading south. 
Donna couldn’t believe that her crush was 
actually kissing her. She had imagined this for so 
long, but thought it would never come true.
 
 “Wait a second.” Sam said and whispered 
something to Josh.
 
A small smile appeared on both of their faces and 
Sam disappeared out the door. Donna was puzzled 
and wondered what Sam was doing. She didn’t have 
to wonder for long. Sam came back into the room 
carrying what looked to be a camera bag. Sam sat 
the bag down and began pulling camera equipment 
out and sitting it on the floor.
 
 “What the hell are you doing?” Donna asked, 
once Sam had the camera set up and in position.
 
 “Just preserving the moment.” Sam said with a 
wide smile gracing his face.
 
 “I don’t know about this.” Donna hesitantly 
said, not wanting a tape of this to get out, 
knowing that they would all be hugely affected if that 
happened.
 
 “Come on Donna, live a little.” Josh chided 
her.
 
 “This is living a little. I don’t know if I 
want this.” Donna said, voice wavering.
 
 “Hey, it’s not gonna be a thing. No one else 
will ever see it but us.” Sam said.
 
 “Uh...” Donna hesitated.
 
 “Donna, we’ll erase it after we watch it. We 
just wanna see it once.” Josh told her.
 
 “But...” Donna still hesitated knowing that 
seeing the three of them on video was gonna make it 
real and be a constant reminder of what had 
happened in that hotel room and how things were 
changing between the three of them.
 
 “I promise that the tape isn’t gonna be a 
thing. You can keep it, if you want.” Sam said, 
knowing that Donna wanted some control over the 
situation. He knew that she felt a little uneasy 
about it.
 
 “I still don’t know about this.” Donna looked 
everywhere else, except into the faces of the two 
men that were watching her carefully.
 
 “Donna, trust us. We aren’t gonna be screening 
this in the White House theater. When it’s done, 
we can either erase it, you can keep it, or we 
destroy the tape. This won’t be a thing. I 
promise.” Josh told her, also knowing that she wanted 
and needed some control over what was going to 
inevitably change their relationships with each 
other.
 
 “Ok. It could be fun...seeing us on tape.” 
Donna smiled.
 
 
Sam was kissing her passionately again and the 
next thing she knew, his tongue was sweeping her 
mouth and his hands were working themselves 
underneath the sweatshirt. He managed to get it over 
her head and threw it in the direction of Josh. He 
felt her tense up with the removal of the top. 
Sam wanted to relax her and make her comfortable 
with what was about to happen in that room. He 
faced her and looked deep into her eyes.
 
 “Donna, you know that both Josh and I have a 
thing for you. I’m just trying to speed up the 
process. We’re in a hotel room with two beds, two 
very aroused men, and one attractive woman. You 
do the math on that. We’re not gonna do anything 
that you’re uncomfortable with.” Sam said 
wanting to make sure that Donna understood nothing was 
going to happen that she didn’t want to happen 
and that she was getting to play the part of active 
partner, too and this wasn’t going to be about 
what just they wanted.
 
 
Sam and Josh made the unspoken agreement with 
their eyes that Sam would be the one to fuck her 
first while Josh made her sensitive body react to 
their desires.
 
Sam made his way back to Donna while Josh waited 
patiently until it was time for him to get 
involved in their game. Sam leaned over to Donna and 
started kissing her again. He maneuvered her over 
to the bed and started kissing her body while 
Josh came over and started to kneed the soft flesh 
of her breasts.
 
Donna moaned at the contact. This was something 
that she’d never tried or had a desire to 
experiment with because she had never known guys she 
trusted enough with this, and these two guys were 
doing everything right. Sam was kissing her legs 
and thighs and Josh was suckling her breasts and 
teasing her nipples.
 
Sam couldn’t believe this was happening. Donna 
had often been the object of his fantasies many a 
frustrating and lonely night. Now here she was 
all splayed out before him, the only difference 
was that Josh was present here too, which was 
actually more of a turn on for him with the whole 
voyeurism thing. He began to circle her clit with 
his fingers, while he watched Josh suck her 
breasts. Sam never would have thought that they’d be 
doing something like this together.
 
 “Oh God, Sam.” Donna moaned, breaking Sam from 
his thoughts.
 
Donna was writhing on the bed, struggling to stay 
in control of her body. He quickly thrust two 
fingers into her, in an attempt to satisfy her 
current needs. He dipped his head to her sex and 
replaced his hand with his tongue and started to 
make hard, small circles. Donna’s fingers dug into 
Josh’s hair as the two of them continued to 
worship her body. Soon, the sensations that the two 
men were causing were too much to handle and the 
waves of her orgasm began to ripple through her 
body. She grabbed Josh’s head and brought him up 
to her face for a deep kiss and moaned her 
pleasure into his mouth as her body succumbed to their 
physical gratification.
 
As her body began to relax, she tugged at Josh’s 
jeans, wanting and needing to touch him. Sam, 
already painfully hard from the intensity of their 
activities, practically tore his jeans and boxers 
off. He was more than ready to be inside this 
vision of a woman. He tugged at her hips to bring 
her closer to him. She easily slid toward him 
and wrapped her long legs around his waist.
 
 “Donna, are we good to....do this?” Sam asked, 
hoping that she said yes because he sure in hell 
didn’t have any condoms on him.
 
 “Yeah, I’m on the pill.”  Donna panted as she 
finally got her hands on Josh’s firmness.
 
She began to stroke Josh slowly as Sam entered 
her body. Josh moved slightly so that Sam could 
have more room to move, but he didn’t go far 
because Donna had an extremely pleasing grip on him. 
Sam moaned as he sank deep within her. After 
giving her a moment to adjust to his size, he began 
to thrust into her, quick and hard.
 
 “Sam, oh god, right there.” Donna panted as 
her hand on Josh began to stroke in time to the 
thrusts.
 
She moved her other hand down to where she and 
Sam were joined, matching the pace of her other 
hand. As Josh began to get close, he began to 
thrust his hips into Donna’s hand. She in turn, 
obligated his needs by moving faster and applying more 
pressure to his hardness, wanting him to cum for 
her, to cum on her body.
 
 “Donna, yeah, a little faster.” Josh grunted 
as he began to spasm into her hand.
 
Her body quaked with another orgasm as he spilt 
himself onto her breasts. Donna ran a finger up 
from her sex through his cum and then into her 
mouth, sucking it dry.
 
Watching the scene play out before him drove Sam 
over the edge and he was cumming hard inside her. 
He gripped her hips so hard, he was sure she’d 
have 10 small bruises there in the morning. Sam 
fell on top of Donna, trying to catch his breath. 
She turned her head so that she could kiss him. 
Sam’s body shuddered at the taste of her mouth, a 
little bit of her, Josh, and the coffee she’d 
been drinking earlier was incredibly erotic.
 
 “You are the master Sam.” Donna said 
breathlessly.
 
Sam smiled and kept it to himself that Ainsley 
had once said that to him too. He was the master 
of all things, this included.
 
The three of them lay haphazardly on the bed as 
they let their bodies calm down from the intense 
physical high they were experiencing. After a 
while, Donna began to stroke herself, knowing that 
Sam and Josh would be “out of commission” for a 
little while longer. It had been quite a long time 
since she’d had a night of multiple orgasms and 
she was going to make the most of it. Sam and 
Josh noticed her actions and they each shifted their 
bodies so that they could watch this woman show 
them how she liked to be touched. Neither of them 
had ever seen a woman gratify herself in this way 
and they were both so enraptured by the circular 
movements of her slender fingers. She was making 
slow circles around her clit, interspersed with 
long strokes. Soon Donna was wriggling on the 
bed, pushing herself against her hand, trying to 
gain more pressure as she got closer to climax. 
Josh’s cock had started to harden again, watching 
her pleasure herself and he began to run his hands 
up and down her body, reveling in the feel of her 
sex flushed skin, as she moaned in the pleasure 
of her own release. Sam leaned down to suck her 
breast and in the process, licking the remnants of 
Josh’s orgasm off of her. 
 
With his eyes glued to Donna’s gyrating hips and 
fingers, Josh continued to let his hands wander 
all over her body, thinking that Sam was spent and 
not concerned about his presence, until he felt 
something other than Donna under his hand. He 
quickly looked up to see that he had his hand on 
Sam’s half erect cock. Panicking, he withdrew his 
hand and looked at Sam. Sam simply shrugged his 
shoulders and resumed placing kisses along Donna’s 
neck and shoulders.
 
 “Josh, I want to feel you, inside of me.” 
Donna moaned.
 
Donna’s request drove all thoughts of 
accidentally touching Sam “down there” out of his mind.
 
 “Donna, you wanna, do this differently, uh, 
maybe, with, uh, you on top?” Josh asked, stumbling 
over his words. He wasn’t really sure that he’d 
have the strength to hold the position needed to 
allow Sam access to her body. He cursed himself 
and the shooting and all the new limitations on 
his once vital and active sex life.
 
 “Really? I’ve never done that.” Donna said 
excitedly, sitting up and letting Sam drop to the 
mattress.
 
 “Oomph.” Sam groaned as he came face to face 
with the pillow.
 
Donna had her arms wrapped around Josh’s neck and 
was kissing him deeply, showing her appreciation 
for the gesture. She knew that this was Josh’s 
“first” time since the shooting and she intended 
to pleasure him. She slowly started to push him 
back on the bed so that she could straddle him. 
Donna lay herself on top of him, so that her 
breasts lay flat against his chest. After kissing him 
quickly, she proceeded to shimmy down his body to 
give him a little oral gratification of the 
physical kind. She quickly took his stiffening cock 
in her mouth and began to suck gently, letting him 
harden further under her attention.
 
Sam watched Donna intently, imagining it was his 
cock her mouth was wrapped around and soon he was 
hard again too.
 
 “Donna, now.....you need to come up here now.” 
Josh panted.
 
Donna released him from her mouth and crawled up 
his body, placing soft, tender kisses on his 
scar. She then kissed him on the mouth, hard and 
fast. When he released her from the kiss, she 
straddled his hips and slowly lowered herself on to 
him. After a few seconds of stillness, Josh bucked 
his hips off the bed, encouraging her to move. 
She took his hands off her thighs and gripped them 
for support as she began to raise her hips.
 
Sam began to stroke himself, slowly, as he 
watched Donna move on top of Josh. She was so 
incredibly beautiful and seeing her naked body glide up 
and down was an overwhelming sight. He began to 
pump himself faster as Donna moved faster on top 
of Josh, imagining himself underneath Donna.
 
 “Sam, come over here.” Donna demanded.
 
Sam obeyed and waited for her next command. He 
was enraptured by this woman.
 
 “Touch me.” Donna said and Sam began to run 
his hands over her excited body.
 
Hands and hips moved frantically trying to cause 
their owners as much pleasure as they were being 
given. Josh let one of Donna’s hands go and 
began to massage her now hyper-sensitive clit. She 
adjusted her position over him to not only allow 
him greater access, but so that Sam could massage 
her breasts. By changing her position and 
allowing Sam to massage her breasts, she could take 
Josh deeper inside her. She wanted to remember the 
feeling of his presence within her for a long 
time in the future. This was something that 
wouldn’t be happening again.
 
They moved together for a few more minutes, each 
enjoying the pleasure they were being given. It 
was amazing, during the day they moved together 
around the halls of the west wing, parried with 
each other during meetings, and now they did this, 
with the same ease and familiar rhythm. Donna 
let her free hand move from the back of Sam’s head 
to his other one, wanting to bring him to 
completion, wanting them to all stay completely in sync 
with each other. Partly because that’s how they 
always were, side by side, word for word they 
were together, but also because she wanted it to 
remain that way. She didn’t want the balance of 
their delicate relationship to falter. The room was 
silent save for the heavy pants of their breaths 
and the sound of skin slapping against skin. The 
silence was broken as they each gave a cry of 
satisfaction as they all toppled over the edge, 
together.
 
They fell back to the bed together, shifting for 
several minutes until they all fit comfortably on 
the bed. Donna lay between Josh and Sam, with 
her leg nestled between Sam’s and Josh’s arm 
wrapped around her waist. No one wanted to get up and 
turn off the camera, so they let it run until the 
tape ran out.
 
 
Sometime in the night, Josh woke up and tended to 
his needs. He walked out of the bathroom and 
looked at the sight on the one twin bed. Sam and 
Donna were so tightly wrapped together, it was like 
they wanted to crawl inside each other. Josh 
knew in his heart that this was a one time thing 
they’d shared together. Those two were perfect for 
each other. 



Josh smiled ruefully as he 
recalled a conversation about Donna wanting a whole 
house full of kids. Sam was the one that could make 
that dream a reality for her. They would have 
beautiful children together. The shooting and 
ensuing surgeries had wiped that dream away from him 
and he knew that a future with Donna or any woman 
for that matter wasn’t in the cards for him. He 
certainly hadn’t believed the doctors when they’d 
told him. The cause of his sterility was from 
when the blood stopped flowing to the various parts 
of his body. Josh went through all the 
stages-denial, anger, and finally, acceptance of his 
newest limitation. It was something that no one else 
knew about, not even Donna and they were closer 
than anybody.
 
He slipped over to the other bed and fell fast 
asleep.
 
 
 
 “Good morning.” Sam whispered to Donna as she 
came out of the bathroom. 
 
 “Hey.” Donna said and gave him a quick kiss.
 
 
 “Morning.” Josh said, rolling out of the other 
twin bed.
 
 
 “We do need to get going. I want to be home 
later today. I have things to do.” Donna said.
 
 
 
Josh and Sam both pulled the previous day’s 
clothes on and waited for Donna to come out of the 
bathroom. Sam was packing up the camera equipment 
and tape when he turned and looked at his best 
friend.
 
 “Hey, how are you feeling after last night?” 
Sam asked Josh.
 
 “What do you mean?” Josh asked.
 
 “Come on man. I know that last night was the 
first time since the shooting and I wanted 
to.....” Sam let his words trail off, not actually sure 
how to ask the questions he wanted answers to.
 
 “Sam, don’t worry about it.” Josh blew him 
off.
 
 “I do worry about it. You’re my best friend. 
I don’t want anything else happening to you.” 
Sam said.
 
 “It was fine. I know my limits. I’ll be 
fine.” Josh explained.
 
 “Okay.” Sam said.
 
 “Are you and Donna gonna see each other again?” 
Josh asked.
 
 “What?” Sam asked, confused.
 
 “You and Donna make a cute couple and could 
have a future together.” Josh said.
 
 “Well, yeah we’re cute because we’re young. I 
think Donna would rather be with you though.” 
Sam mentioned.
 
 “That’s not ever gonna happen with anybody.” 
Josh said with a certain finality to his tone.
 
 “Is there something you need or want to tell 
me?” Sam asked with concern, not liking the tone 
of the conversation.
 
  “Not yet.” Josh said, but Sam could see the 
lines of worry and tension fill his face.
 
 “So, you think Donna and I have a chance, huh?” 
Sam asked, sensing that Josh wanted to talk about 
something else.
 
 “Yeah. You should ask her out for dinner or 
something.” Josh coached him.
 
 “I might just do that. Do you mind if we drop 
you off first then, so I can get some private 
time with her?” Sam asked.
 
 “That’s fine with me.” Josh said and smiled. 
He might not have a future with Donna, but Sam 
could and he wasn’t about to stand in the way of 
their happiness.
 
 
Donna finished putting on her dried clothing and 
let her mind drift. Last night certainly lived 
up to and past her expectations about her friends 
and their sexual prowess. Although last night 
had blown her mind, she was a little unsettled. 
They hadn’t had to use condoms because she was on 
the pill, but she knew that the pill didn’t 
protect from sexually transmitted diseases and neither 
of these guys had a perfect track record with 
women. Josh had been with Mandy and who knew where 
she was getting some from. There had been Sam 
and the hooker and then Sam and Mallory. Donna 
knew that it wasn’t right to not trust these guys, 
but she would be calling her doctor on Monday to 
get tested. She wanted to have something more, 
but wasn’t sure how to tell them that she wanted to 
have a private relationship with one of them, 
without hurting the other.
 
 “Hey, Donna, come on.” Josh pounded the 
bathroom door.
 
 “Keep your shorts on. I’m coming.” Donna 
shouted back through the door.
 
After putting the remainder of her clothes on and 
tying her shoes, she rejoined the guys.
 
 “Are we finally ready to go?” Sam asked.
 
 “I’m all set.”  Donna said.
 
 “Then let’s get the hell back to civilization.” 
Josh grumbled.
 
 “Do you have the tape from last night?” Donna 
asked, her paranoia returning over uninvited 
showings of the tape.
 
 “Yeah, it’s in the bag. Don’t worry so much.” 
Sam said.
 
 
Donna picked up the car keys and headed out the 
door, followed closely by Sam and then Josh.
 
 
 
The quiet that settled over the car was calming, 
but slightly perturbing. Donna was lost in 
thoughts about how to go about pursuing a 
relationship, so that no one got hurt feelings. Sam was 
planning how to ask Donna out without it looking like 
he was only interested in the sex. Josh was 
thinking about how the white supremacists had won 
after all. They had created it so that he couldn’t 
live a normal life.
 

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