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BROKEN BY YOU
It was empty, not surprise it being a Monday. The air was rather stale, with a mix of artificial smoke combined with actual cigarette smoke. He was sitting there, drowning himself with his 8th glass of tipple. He knew he shouldn’t be doing this, he couldn’t help it. He needed to get away, he needed to forget.
First lonely night
*flashback*
“I’m sorry… “he expressed regrettably…
“But why… was it me? What did I do… tell me please….” as he held onto the boy that he fell for in their third year.
“I… I better go…” he pushed Mitsui’s hands, turned and walked towards the door, just as he turned the knob…
“Dun go… please… dun leave me” pleaded Mitsui as water damped his eyes… Kogure turned the knob and left… “I’m sorry, Hisashi”
*end of flashback*
If you gave just one reason
why
He didn’t see it coming… He wasn’t even aware that something was wrong at the first place…
They were so happy just a week before. He still remembered it clearly… Kogure had surprised him at his apartment and later dragged him to the beach… where apparently Kogure had Ryota and Ayako set up a beautiful picnic.
There laid a red mat with white printed hearts and 2 reddish-pink candles in the middle. One had Mitsui Hisashi carved on it, while the other had Kogure Kiminobu. The food were already out of basket, set for two. A bottle of red wine at the side awaiting them.
“ I cooked them myself” breaking the silence…
“….”
“What??? Something wrong?” he frowned
“Its so beautiful… I could cry… but eermm…why the candles???” scratching his head…
“Well you see, when the candles melt, it will become one right…”
“Ohhh I see….” interrupting Kogure.
They laugh and ate under the moonlight….exchanged kissed and made love under the stars as the stars shown in envy of the two heavenly bodies down below.
“Hisashi…” he whispered
“Hmmm?” looking at the boy he fell so hard for
“I love you”
He smiled and stared into those beautiful eyes… the eyes that always took his breath away… the eyes that were the windows of his soul… those eyes that belong to the guy he loved then…now….forever.
“I love you too” he caress Kogure’s cheeks and drowned the latter with sweet kisses.
If
I never fall in love again
But that was in the past. Everything is abandoned now. Those words, those kisses… all those time.. Everything was just a lie. How could he have been so foolish? Did he think anyone would love him, love him enough to give up the world?
Love still remains
He had to find out the truth no matter what.. He had to, that is if he could even walk in the first place.
“Bartender, get me a cab”
If you gave just one
reason why
He was standing at the porch, daisies in one hard and a box of chocolate in the other, like a school boy on Valentine’s Day waiting for his date.
“Min-kun, I miss you and… I love you so much” practicing his lines and thinking but was interrupted by voices within.
“Who is that???” he snooped to the side window and saw this guy. Kind of tall and slender with blond hair, wearing a black suit like those from pin ups in the magazine from Hugo Boss.
“It will be alright, everything will be alright. Trust me” assured the blond guy, placing his hand on Kogure’s shoulders.
“I hope so. I hope he understands” Kogure turned and hugged the guy.
Mitsui was rooted to the ground. He couldn’t believe what he just heard, what he saw. The flowers and the chocolates fell to the ground like his heart sank to the endless bottom of the pit that he is in now.
If
I never fall in love again
He wanted to scream, he wanted to beat that guy but he just could not move as tears dripped from the corners of this eyes. Wiping the wetness of his eyes, he realized that it was raining and that urged him to move from where he was.
you gave just one reason
why
He started walking to the beach under the rain.
Never fall in love again Never pass this way again, never, never, never, Never fall in love again Never fall in love again Never pass this way again, never, never, never, Never fall in love again
He felt like cheated, he felt like dying. He felt that everything has come to an end and everything that was before was just a lie. He sat by the tree, they once made love under.
Never had my heart broken by you I’ll just leave my heart in two... |