THINGS DON'T ALWAYS TURN OUT THAT WAY

You were always there, when ever I needed you. Always. Funny, the great secretary of the Shokan Division, feared by all, needs someone. I know I did not give us a chance. I even ended out partnership just after a mere three months. Maybe, maybe its better this way that we’re not partners or maybe I’m just afraid of love. Of giving my whole self to someone, to you.

Well he can't sleep at night
And he can't do what's right
It was all because she came into his life
It's a deep obsession, taking up his time

I can never let you in. Not you, not anyone. Never. You’ll never understand why. I dun, myself. And yet, I cling on to you unknowingly. You dun see it. Thank god. I’m always looking for you and sometimes I feel that I can sense you and I know your around. With that, I hear your voice, it can be irritating at time. Yet when you get all serious, I can’t help but drool a little. Yes, me Tatsumi Seiichirou, drools.

She's all that he wants, she's all that he needs
She's everything he just won't believe
Take away his doubt, turn him inside out
Then she can see what he's been dying to say
But things don't' always turn out that way

Do you realize that I always take notice of you? Even when you have a speck of dust on you I would notice. Do you realize? I watch you, Tsuzuki. From where ever I am. How do you think I could rescue you just as Muraki was gonna kill you. How do you think I would know when its gonna happen. I watch you. I watch everything that you do. Even when you lie asleep at night. I’m still watching you.

And he must confess
All the impure thoughts of his beautiful temptress
Although he keeps it all bottled up inside
Although he keeps it all safe within his mind,

I regret sometimes, that we are not together. But I know being together only brings you pain. It pains me too, in ways you cannot imagine and will never understand. I really want to be with you and yet I distance myself from you. I can’t understand why I’m doing this? What am I so afraid of?

She's all that he wants, she's all that he needs
She's everything he just won't believe
Take away his doubt, turn him inside out
Then she can see what he's been dying to say
But things don't' always turn out that way

I hate to see you cry. Do you know that? It tortures me the most to see you cry for any reason at all. Maybe cause it reminds me of my mother. The things I did do her. I dun want to repeat them on you. I fear for you Tsuzuki, cause I love you so much. So much so that I’ll sacrifice everything for you. But you dun see it. You only see me as evil. That’s all you see.

So wipe that smile off your face
Before it gets too late
There's only so much time
For you to make up your mind

Remember the time, when you asked to me join you in that case. And I just said no… not next time, or the one after that, or after that. You said its fine. But I know, deep down inside I’ve hurt you, didn’t I. I’m sorry. I really am. Even if I apologize for a thousand years, I will not forgive
myself for hurting you.

She's all that he wants, she's all that he needs
She's everything he just won't believe
Take away his doubt, turn him inside out
Then she can see what he's been dying to say

She's all that he wants, she's all that he needs
She's everything he just won't believe
Take away his doubt, turn him inside out
Then she can see what he's been dying to say
But things don't' always turn out that way

And yet, after all that I’ve done. Your still there. I dunno what your waiting for. I’ll never let you in. No one. I can’t. I just dunno why but it’s the way it is. Its me, its you honest. But who would believe that right? Things dun always turn out the way you want them to, Tsuzuki.

Love, things dun always turn out that way...